This has like sexual content like when Tarantula raped Nightwing and then in this fanfic it's Male!Tarantula raped Female!Nightwing like the aftermath.

I Never Wanted It…


She felt disgusting, horrible and impure. She still feels the way he touched him. The way he forced himself into her. Her mind ran a thousand miles, unaware that she started crying. Her sobs and gasps getting undeniably louder as she feels the phantom hands on her. Touching and caressing her in ways she could not escape from.

She feels her breath shortening by the minute as she overthinks her family's reaction. She can see Bruce's disappointed face, telling her to get out. Jason wanting to shoot her in the face, telling her to fuck off. Tim who will ignore her until she's out of the room. Damian who will slice her head off without a second thought.

She screamed in terror as her door flew open. She curled herself into a tight ball, refusing to look at the person who barged in. She sobs harder when someone calls her name. She shrieks in horror as real warms hands touch her cold skin. She tries to push herself away from it, tucking herself harder into the corner.

"Wa-Wally…" She cries out as she lets the hands hold her. "I ne-GASP, I need Wally-y." She pleads as she cries harder at the arms that wrapped around her quivering body. "Need to talk to Wally." She begs as she feels the hands shuffle and rub her arms for comfort. Only for her to think it was like Tarantula's hands that gripped hers until it bruised. "We'll take you to Wally okay?" A familiar voice mumbled into her ear as she yells in surprise when she was lifted off the ground.

She doesn't know how much time has passed but she feels gentle calloused hands wipe her tears. Her breath quickens when she feels cloth wrap around her eyes. She can feel the hairs on her skin rise when she enters the zeta beam. Her heightened senses looking for his scent and presence.

"WALLY!"

"WALLY!"

The red-headed speedster suddenly sat up. His girlfriend, Artemis, falling to the floor as he quickly catches his sister. "Nightwing?!" He called out as she falls to her knees, trembling with obvious fear. "What happened?!" He asked and she sobs loudly, ignoring M'gann who gasps in pain. Sensing the intense fear, sadness and betrayal rolling off Nightwing, Dixie. "Nightwing?" She shakes her head as the tears turn into waterfalls. Her sobs becoming pleads of denial and fear. He helps her up and leads her to his bedroom, intent on getting to the bottom of this. Dixie let him lead her wherever he wants, she was forced onto a soft bed. She accepts the pillow and the fingers that wipe away her tears.

"Do you want me to call Roy?"

She hugs the pillow tighter, hesitantly nodding as her mind thinks of different scenarios. SHE waits patiently while Wally holds her hands. His other hand holding his phone on his ear. "Roy?" He starts. "What are you calling for, Idiot?" His voice laced with annoyance and frustration. Hearing a bunch of what seems to be boxes moving around. "It's Dixie, she needs us." He hears Roy's breath get caught in his throat, the shuffling of items abruptly stop. He hears the wind pick up and a vehicle starting. "Where the fuck are you, right now." He demanded as he hears the engines run. "Mountain." With that he ended the call and didn't waste another second to pull Dixie in a brotherly hug.

Knowing Roy, he'll most probably arrive here, right-. "WHERE ARE YOU WEST!?" -now. "ROOM!" He yells back, giving Dixie an apologetic look when she flinched at the sudden increased volume. A frantic and protective Roy bursts in with each of his hand on the doorway. "Dixie!" The door behind him automatically closes as he envelopes Dixie in a tight hug. Her sobs turned into whimpers and soon the dam broke.

"Hey, hey, hey…" He cooed and shushed the sobs that may hurt her throat, "What happened? Did someone hurt you?" Roy asked, "Did someone reject you? Did someone touch you?" Her eyes widened and her breathing stopped short. She feels herself fall into a panic attack and feels the phantom hands back on her. "Hey, Dixie, it's okay, it's just us."

Red Hood was pacing in between the couch and tv, his headgear off, showing his red-masked eyes and frazzled hair. Red Robin disappeared somewhere no one knows, and Robin was in the training room with Kaldur keeping an eye on him. Batman was with Superman and Wonder Woman who in turn was trying to calm the secretly very worried Dad.

Red Hood groans in frustration, his hands ruffling his hair, trembling out of worry and fear. "How long has it been?" He asked to no one in particular, opting someone would answer to calm his racing mind. "About an hour." Artemis mumbled as she brooded with her head on her arms and one arm sticking out at the end of the couch.

Red Hood stopped pacing, his facial features scrunching up as he narrowed his hidden eyes. Artemis picked it up and turned her head to him, "What?" Red Hood pursed his lips before he opened his mouth, "Your jealous." He stated, Artemis groaning that someone managed to find out what she feels. "Hey, I understand." He said, putting his hands up like a dinosaur with his palms facing her. "They are like brothers and sister, and you can't help but feel guilty about being jealous. The fact that they knew each other way before." Artemis groaned and sighed in defeat.

Just then the click of an automatic door opening gave a queue for everyone to gather around. Batman and Red Robin appeared, Kaldur was carrying Robin on his back, which was a surprise. M'gann and Superboy just then entered the common room with the others following suit. Wally and Roy without their masks stepped into the room and-

Oh Boy…

They were not happy. Their faces showed furious rage and if looks could kill… Then the whole entire world would explode. "I'm gonna kill him." Wally grumbled as undistinguished disgust crossed his face, "I'm with you to kill that fucker..." Roy swore as his frown turned into a devilish smirk at the thought of torturing the piece of shit.

Red Robin, who was trembling with nervousness and worry blurted out, "What's wrong with her?" Roy and Wally's auras darkened, which did not phase the Batfamily at all. Wally just threw his head back with his hands gripping his ginger hair. Muttering curse after curse that Alfred would not approve of. Even Death knows he/she can't save that motherfucker. Roy just opened his mouth to explain, smirking further at their expression. Knowing full well that Tarantula doesn't know the consequence of what he'd done to Nightwing. "It's Tarantula." He informed first, letting it all sink in before the big disgusting news he had done. "What about him?" Superboy asked, just like everyone, he too is unaware of the extent of what Tarantula has done to his leader. 'Welp, no use in sugarcoating the news.' He thought, "He raped her." And-

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They were, beyond the heavens, pissed. Batman's looks, even with the cowl on, were dark and ominous. Red Hood wanted to snap someone's necks. Red Robin, the angel he was, became the real demon from hell and Robin, looked at him confused. "Rape?" He asked behind a furious and deathly calm Kaldur. They froze, 'OF COURSE HE WOULDN'T KNOW!' Some were trembling at the thought of killing that person, not hearing Damian's voice and Batman knew it was his job to let him know. "He has done something far worse than killing and deserves to burn in the fires of Hell." He stated and Robin nodded. If this person can make even Red Robin look like the literal demon, then that person deserves to be tortured.

Roy continued with his explanation. "She wanted to tell us first, afraid of what her real family would think." Batman just shook his head, "We'd never get mad at her." Roy opened his mouth, but Wally interrupted with, "Tell that to her face-to-face, that man has to die." He said, storming through the hall and into the meeting room. "I'll call Jade, she'll take care of Nightwing." He informed and that night was the night, everyone swore to never anger the group of superheroes.

A light shake of the shoulders and Dixie jolted awake. Attempting to crawl away from an intruder when she felt a distinct voice that made her stop. She blinked away the white stars and looked at the person. "It's alright, it's me." Jade comforted as Lian babbled and reached for Nightwing who in turn gave her finger. Letting the small baby giggle with joy and swing her long finger up and down in the arms of her mother. "Here, drink this." She opened her other hand and accepted the pill she placed, popping it in her mouth. She accepted the glass of warm water and drank and drank until it was empty.

"It's alright." She informed her as she passed Lian into Nightwing's arms. "They're out right now, they'll come back later. SO!" She clapped her hands and Lian clapped hers, "It's our night tonight." She smiled happily and Nightwing, forgetting what happened a while ago, smiled as best as she could and joined in.

That night in Wayne Manor with Alfred somewhere, the trio just hung out in the living room. Chatting and catching up as much as they can. Forgetting the events of trauma and life.

"I'm always here." Bruce whispers to a somewhat almost-asleep Dixie. "I would never, ever, ever, kick you out." He brushed away a stray piece of hair. "You're not alone." He said and all Dixie could say before she fell into the comforting darkness was.

"I love you, Dad."

Hope you enjoyed? I'm trying to finish somethings and yeahh… But in case you have trauma and all that stuff. Just knoe that you're not alone in this world and that people somewhere have experienced the same thing and stuff. Just don't give up and have someone you trust to be your confidant.

Thanks!