A/n: This wouldn't have been possible without ElizaSchuylur 's amazing role-play book. I hope you guys enjoy the first chapter

Theodosia's POV

*This can't be happening! How could I be so damn stupid? If my dad doesn't kill me, I'm certain Alexander will...*

I stared down at the pregnancy test on the counter. Positive. I'm only eighteen, how am I going to raise a child? What if Philip leaves me? I definitely can't afford to support a baby on my own.

What about our parents? Dad is going to be pissed. Alexander will probably find a way to blame this on my dad. I can only hope my mom will be supportive. The only person I'm unsure of is Eliza. Will she be supportive? Will she hate because of this? What am I thinking! Eliza won't hate me. She's always been there for me before, why would this be any different?

An hour and a half later there was a knock at the door. Mom and dad are on vacation, so they couldn't have invited someone over. I don't remember...

*Shit! I forgot I invited Philip over!*

I opened the door to see my boyfriend standing there, with a smile plastered on his face. A small smile crept up on my face as I stepped aside to let him in, before shutting the door. He pulled me close to him, kissing me passionately, not pulling away until we both needed air. He still held me close, running his fingers through my curly hair as I rested my head on his chest.

(Can someone tell me where I can find a Philip?)

"I missed you baby," he said, placing a kiss on my temple.

I sighed as thoughts weighed on my mind. I knew I had to tell him.

*It's now or never...*

"Philip we need to talk," I said, pulling away.

I walked and seated myself on the couch, leaving Pip in the hall.

"What happened?" He asked, making his way to the living, stopping in the doorway.

"Come sit," I said patting the space next to me. I was trying to hide the fact that I was nervous, but I obviously wasn't doing a good job because Philip was now giving me a concerned look. He sat down and I immediately averted my gaze, now staring at my feet.

"Well I guess this might be harder to do than I thought it was going to be," I laughed a little, hoping to ease Philip's nerves. However I don't think he was buying it as he grabbed my both my hands in his and turned my face so I was forced to look at him.

"Well...What did you wanna tell me?" He said, giving my hand a light squeeze.

"There's no easy way for me to say this and I understand if you want to leave me after I tell you..." He cut me off.

"Theo," he began, "Don't worry. I won't leave you. No matter what."

He lightly pecked my lips, which made me smile. Well at least for a moment before the panic set in again.

"Okay...well here goes nothing," I paused and took a deep breath, "Philip...I'm pregnant."

I couldn't look at him, so I found myself staring at the floor once again. I didn't want him to see me cry.

"I'm so sorry, Pip," I mumbled, still unable to look up from the floor.

Suddenly I felt him pull me closer and I melted in his arms. I just felt so much more relaxed. I felt safe.

"Theo, what do you have to be sorry for? It's gonna be okay," he said, looking down and smiling at me.

"M-my parents are gonna b-be so mad," I sniffled, still lightly sobbing.

"Don't worry," he said, soothingly rubbing my back, "I'll try to convince them not to be mad."

His statement comforted me enough that I was finally able to stop crying. I smiled and snuggled closer to him.

"Are you excited?" I asked, my voice full of hope.

"Of course I am!" He smiled, placing a kiss on my forehead.

"Should we tell your parents first or mine?"

He pondered for a moment before saying, "I guess we could tell my parents first. Since they're less likely to kill us," he chuckled a little at his comment, as I simply smirked and rolled my eyes.

I jumped off the couch and pulled Pip with me toward the door.

"Okay here goes nothing."