Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck—
It didn't stop, even after taking Yi to his bedroom. He felt like his face was burning, too hot to touch and surely sporting a red color. No way to get over this for now.
Yasuo still made an attempt at distracting himself, pushing the latter gently to the door and giving the kiss he craved. Already it felt better, although his mind was too loud.
I said it. They know.
It was still a lot less stressful than the actual confession to his now boyfriend but telling his family was important too. This had to be taken care of. Oh he didn't care of what they would think but innerly he still wanted this to be clear. Imagine he invited Yi at home several times, their mother would start to ask questions. Innocent questions, of course but in the end Yasuo couldn't lie. Not to her.
Yone already knew, that was one thing less. Now everyone under this roof was aware it wasn't just for revisions that he invited his 'friend'.
Ahhhh…
No way to stay calm. It was like his brain stayed in alert, just in case but there was no threat, no danger, nothing. Just them, in his room and a free afternoon completely justified.
It was to such critical point that he couldn't focus on the kiss. Surely Yi noticed the decreasing attention or even response, until Yasuo went in 'panick' mode and hid against his neck. Most perfect place to stay. Breathing deeply, he could bask a bit in that smell turned familiar over time. Comfortable.
« It's alright, everything is fine. » Clear intention to calm this down, hand rubbing his back slowly. Probably Yi didn't really know what else to do and tried his best.
It was fine, obviously. Just for now Yasuo had to wait the end of the rush.
« Am fine. » Yet he didn't move, it was quite good to stay right there.
After a few minutes standing like an idiot in Yi's arms, he parted at last. Now it felt a lot better, emotions wrinkling the surface for a time but nothing too strong. This was done, no need to dwell on it.
Deep sigh, before he made eye contact again. He wasn't exactly proud of that moment, soft blush left as curtesy over his cheeks but otherwise it was fine.
« Sorry. Just, it's not easy to say to parents. » Averting as quick, since he couldn't stand it for too long. Instead he walked in the room, moving some of his stuff as to tidy but in fact he already took care of this earlier.
« Don't worry about it. You already have more courage than me. » Said casually yet the meaning behind made Yasuo turn to look at him.
Oh…
Hand held out to Yi as to welcome him truly in his most private place, he asked lowly : « You can't tell them ? »
Accepted without question. The latter held his hand and came closer, until he could lean into Yasuo, playing at the limit of a kiss. That smile was a bit sad, though.
« I wish I could but I'm not sure they would take it well. This is not against you. On the opposite, I don't want you to find troubles because of…us. »
It was strange, to see that not everyone grew up in the same kind of family. For Yasuo, it was obvious and silently agreed that no matter what he would be accepted there. Yi didn't have this chance.
« Enough on this topic, it's not important. I'm glad to be there, so happy to see you. » Closing the topic indeed before Yasuo could find something to add. Anyway nothing came except a quiet nod.
« I'm happy too. Wanted to have you all for myself ! »
Since they were to push aside this not very happy moment, Yasuo returned to easy affection and surged for a kiss. Eagerly met on the other side, pure joy to find each other in private.
Standing in the middle of the room was the best idea though. When they finished ridding this affectionate high, he pulled Yi to his bed to sit there then resumed the kissing.
Better.
To have his hands over the latter was really a delight, something he couldn't enjoy as much outside when they were in public. Right then, no one would bother them. He knew his family, they still had some respect for boundaries.
More time went and they felt nothing of it, too caught up in the instant. Frantic kisses and soft feelings made it incredibly distracting. And when they weren't directly kissing, Yasuo stayed close to hug tightly.
All this went on until he accidently pushed Yi a bit too far and he finished lying back in his bed, look of kind surprise.
« Oh, sorry. Doing fine ? »
« Yes, yes. I must confess, this was really really good. Would you give me more ? » That dear smile, along a small gesture to beckon him closer.
« Wait, I thought you wanted to study. » Playful tone, while he still followed and supported himself over Yi. The view was nice, just like that faint pink hue to his cheeks.
« Alright, let's do that instead. » Two could play that game, obviously.
On this, Yi rose and moved from under the latter, looking for his bag where he left it on the floor.
No… Well, he deserved that one. Yasuo sat up in bed and gave his saddest gaze possible to his boyfriend.
« No, please, come back… We can do more, I want to… »
« I know, Yasuo. I wouldn't refuse that. But I do have to study, even just a little. » Dragging his bag, Yi return by the bed to lay a gentle hand over his face. For a second he bent and kissed him, then parted and went to Yasuo's desk.
It was still a bit endearing to see him move and look around this bedroom he didn't know but kept so many secrets about its owner. Yi sat on the only chair there and gazed back at him softly.
Time to reveal his plan, since there was no other solution.
« Alright, I get it. I'll stay right here while you work and if you want to have a break, just join me here. It's cozy, I have a super blanket and I'll hug you for as long as you wish. »
An option he kept just in case. He knew that despite the pretext, Yi would still need to study. This was his solution not to get too bored and to find some sweetness from time to time.
To show more, Yasuo indeed took his blanket and covered himself with like a cape, all too happy for the small peace given.
A precious laugh answered that move and the view indeed was equally dear.
« Like a bird nest. It's cute. » That grin never left. « Tell me, what if I want the hug while I study ? Could I get both ? »
With a smile like that, Yasuo could refuse nothing. And why would he ? This was more than he expected and yearned, a good excuse to hold Yi.
« Yes ! Just need to come here ! »
Arms open for the latter, Yasuo was so glad to see how short it took him to come. Taking his bag close to bed, Yi joined him in bed as quick and settled there, back to Yasuo's front and arms laced around him. On top of that, the blanket made a warm cocoon for them, like physical affection.
Perfect…