Damnit, relax. Not too much though or it would make their situation more difficult than it already was. Yi wasn't doing great, face probably as red as his boyfriend right now.

All this was a bit surreal. They were peacefully kissing then everything escalated from there and now arousal joined the party. Because there was no way to dodge this. Yasuo got a boner during their cuddles and sweet affection and in return it made him needy as well.

How ridiculous. This was meant to happen, without a doubt. Put two teenagers in a bedroom with a lot of love to exchange and it would spiral easily. Still, this was a bit mortifying to feel a start of arousal after such light-hearted hugs. Was it so innocent ?

In any case, there was no way back. Both acknoledge the other's need and they stared at each other as if it was a mistake in itself. It's fine, it's fine…

What would feel natural to do ? Instinct screamed to keep Yasuo right there and have some fun now that the occasion was here. However, rationality was there too. Calm down. Yone and their mom aren't far.

For all this time spent kissing, it was only now that he realized how potentially noisy they were. The worst thought to have. Yi hoped they had been discreet enough or this was going to be awkward.

Above him, Yasuo looked quite desperate for anything while still touched by shame. At the same time, it was understandable. He was the first to get too 'involved' and the one who brought them to this, although Yi's pathetic control was to blame too.

Pupils slightly dilated, the typical flush from need, what a charming view from beneath. Sexy… just a little. Oh he wanted so much but there was nothing to find for now.

Try to tell that to one's body. None moved so they were still in full contact, Yasuo pressing him down to the mattress. Only with great willpower Yi managed to stop himself from rocking back. And time went, frozen in a stupid situation too aroused for their own good.

No reply would come from Yasuo, it would seem. This was what Yi thought until the latter leaned gently to kiss him. Maybe not the best idea in this stuck moment but he accepted everything. The kiss was really soft and slow, as if he was aware they had already fucked up and taking more could be disastrous.

He surrended completely, careful hand behind Yasuo's head to coax him further. It was fine, such sweet exchange wouldn't make it worse. No, no. Yet Yi still felt that need, warming his chest for some time.

We shouldn't.

The kiss stopped not so long after, leaving time for the latter to gaze at him in that mix of anticipation and shame. He was blushing so dark, it made Yi feel more. Cute… So quiet and shy, a real change thanks to privacy.

« Yasuo…As much as I'd love to continue, I don't think this is a good idea. » On reflex he craddled the latter's face, seeking that soft feeling as much as his attention in such heated context.

« I-I know…I'm sorry, I shouldn't… » So much embarrassment and trembling need. Obviously he regretted his poor control but it was done, nothing could change that.

« I apologize too. This wasn't wise from me to…encourage you. »

Oh Yasuo looked really adorable like this, obviously struggling between clinging to him or letting go for the best. If only they were somewhere safe, far from anyone. Yi would have loved to carry on and enjoy that moment to its fullest. Life was like this sometimes and they would have to wait a bit more.

« All good, all good… » Said under his breath as he rose. « I think I should move, just in case. »

« Alright. »

This was to prevent anything from happening, both knew it but Yi still missed that close embrace. Now Yasuo parted and sat up in bed not far, quite tense while he gazed back at him. Glancing lower he would indeed notice that bulge in his trousers, body betraying him. I want…. It important not to break right now.

Yi sat up too, taking the blanket off to offer it kindly to the latter. This would still bring the comfort they could dare to take right now. So glad to see Yasuo accept it quietly and hug it tightly. So so obvious he wanted to hold Yi instead but they had to resist for now.

« I'll go back to work. » Tone willed to be serious but Yi couldn't stop that light fluster, need still clinging to him.

He reached for his books with a touch of uncertainty then he got back to study in calm. All this was mean to be difficult from the start. First because he was still hard, hoping it would go away with time. Except it wasn't easy because his thoughts couldn't focus on anything else but their cuddles. The other reason was Yasuo, sitting not far. He had accepted pretty well this change of activity and remained completely silent as he gazed at Yi, rolled in his blanket.

All this got the obvious turn of a big distraction that neither could keep. Far too quick, far too ridiculous, far too unwanted. He sat there, stubbornly trying to remember anything he read in this book but half of it was lost on the way.

Focus…

The only thing he could think about was how gorgeous Yasuo looked in that feverish instant. At least he got his answer, sex wouldn't be a matter and both wanted this. The only problem from now would be to find the right moment and place to share it. Not a mere business.

Silent wondering about how it would be to have sex. Yi should seriously work but his mind stayed stuck on that, no way around. Just to imagine his boyfriend a bit more aroused and a lot less clothed. Stop that, please.

Mental slap, deep breath then Yi simply took his face in hands, eyes closed. He wouldn't go far if he kept that train of thoughts.

« Yi ? »

Name breaking this new silence, a bit worried.

« I'm fine, I'm fine. Just it's difficult to focus after…that. » For a short time he gazed back at Yasuo, feeling affection well up again.

« Oh. Ok. » Plain replay, nothing to add obviously. Yasuo stayed right there, hugging the blanket and considering his life.

« It's not your fault. It will just go away. »

Another deep breath then Yi focused as much as he could, at least for some time.

In the end, he still succeeded somehow. This persistent need decreased until it was completely forgotten. Truly, it was better this way.

On the other hand, it had been too long without some kind of contact so of course a move would be made soon.

Yasuo was the one taking the initiative to come closer, at first very slowly as if scared to break his concentration. A hand over Yi's thigh, then around his waist, then he really went to hug him carefully from behind to at last finish in a dear embrace. Gradual, so to say. He was so glad to have him back, even in a chaste manner. To feel Yasuo's arms around him was incredibly comforting, instantly making him relax.

By now arousal was gone, no risk to wake it up again. With no fear Yi faced him and asked for a kiss, sighing of relief as soon as it was given. Maybe they put too much enthusiasm in it because in less than ten seconds they toppled again in the blanket, victim of their longing.

They would never learn and anyway, it was far too enjoyable to stop. He kept in mind the latest 'incident' but really there was close to no risk for now. Yasuo was eager in his affection yet he still managed to end up in a less compromising position when they went for it.

This was how went this delightful afternoon, alternating between study and big breaks dedicated to hugs and gentleness.

The only pause happened when Yone knocked at the door to indicate he had made waffles. The interruption was really appreciated – plus with the sudden fear that he would open the door – but soon it was replaced by the thrill of having waffles.

Nothing could have made this afternoon better. However even the best thing had to come to an end. When it started to be late, Yi took his books and bag, said goodbye to this happy family then Yasuo went with him outside.

The walk back home could have been sad but it was still good, holding each other's hands. Before arriving in Yi's house street, they shared their last kiss for the day. A mix of sweet emotion and blushing joy, oh so dear to his heart. Then Yasuo headed back home, turning from time to time to wave at him until he was out of sight.

Solitude hit hard but as soon he received a text, numbing the ache. Everything would be fine.

The thing with arousal was that it could strike in the least expected moments. They had already a good example that day but it seemed that Yi needed another reminder. At the same time, he had it coming.

Later that same day, after a good return home, a rather early dinner and lots of soft texts exchanged in silence, Yi took his shower. And indeed this was when it happened, entertaining thoughts following one another until he felt it too late.

Oh no. Second time of the day.

Well, it could be explained. Yasuo rarely left his thoughts and while he took his shower, Yi couldn't help the heated turn taken. So yes he had it coming, for having this kind of thoughts. How debauched, to imagine taking a shower with his boyfriend. It was innocent in the concept but again, ideas were quick to develop into something else.

So it led him to this instant, half-hard after a few thoughts about Yasuo. Shameful. They barely got together and already he imagined future things to share.

At least right now he could go for it without troubles. Just take a bit longer in the shower, it wouldn't be noticed. Innerly, he couldn't hold back a second time that day. Once had been enough.

Back to the tile, basking quietly under the warm water, Yi let go. A bit shy at first, since he wasn't really proud of getting to such point. Small touch, teasing a little then he took himself in hand. It never got that easy to be aroused, helpless to find himself craving that much. It would be tempting to put the blame on Yasuo and his charm, he wasn't helping. Expecially not back then, both of them in his bed, at the brink of grinding against each other.

This would have been so good. A moan almost escaped him at the thought but he bit it back, horrified to be found out. A hand over his mouth, the other around his cock then maybe he could hope to come fast.

Mmh—

To remain quiet was a big effort but with the water running, it was easier. Quick strokes and already he felt close, thoughts wandering elsewhere. Yasuo, so dear and precious when he bucked against him, cute blush taking over. Oh what if they had resumed ? Yi imagined it, fantasized scene feeling so real. Strong embrace, Yasuo's hands in the sheets, mouth claiming his.

Fast, faster. Many gasps died muffled, thankfully. Oh god… How would it feel, to rock against each other until it was enough ? Last thought, how Yasuo would come, a plea over his tongue and desperate gaze, before he nuzzled Yi's neck like he always loved to do.

That was all it took for Yi to come, the most difficult sound to hold back. It felt so good, with a hint of shame but at the moment he prefered to focus on this quick relief. Really, how would it feel once they got to it ?

A bit breathless, he took a short time to recover then properly finish cleaning. Many fears stayed but he smothered it quickly, it wasn't useful. Drying then putting on some clothes, he looked at himself in the mirror, hoping he wasn't too obvious. Barely a faint blush, that was some good news.

Time to brush his teeth then settle for the evening.

A few texts waited for him, probably received while he was busy. All of if from Yasuo, this darling wouldn't let him feel alone for too long.

Yi tried not to think too hard about what he just did and especially to what thoughts he did it. Not really correct. They were boyfriends now but they didn't even had sex yet. So he wouldn't tell Yasuo, not before a long time if he even got to such level. However knowing the latter, probably he wouldn't mind. This had to be checked later, not now.

It was just saturday evening, he could still stay awake. Chances were that he was just going to chat with Yasuo until they both fell asleep.