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Sorry it's so short I have been ill and busy so many things and I have had writers block I know where I want this to go but getting it there.

Warning: male/male, string language and male pregnancy if you do not like the please do not read you have been warned.

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Chapter 19

Harry sat at a small at small table in the corner of the Hogs head hours later staring into his full bottle of butter beer still untouched. He felt sick to his stomach but couldn't face looking at Draco, Ron, Hermione or Narcissa. If Lucius or Astoria was responsible for killing Andromeda . He should have let Draco go and marry her then Teddy would still have his grandmother but he was would be lost without him. Harry had been given the task of giving the bad news to Teddy:

Harry slowly opened the door to the children ward and started walking slowly down the ward when he ran into one of the healers. The healer dropped the folder in shock. Harry grabbed the folder from the floor and handed the folder back to the short cubby looking healer named healer Grace Michaelson. She had blushed a been pink and said very quietly,
"I'm sorry Mr Potter."
Harry replied,
"No it was my fault, How is Teddy Lupin?"
Grace answered,
"He was asleep only twenty minutes ago."
Harry nodded and explain,
"I have some sad news for him. His grandmother passed away earlier."
Grace's face fell, she must not heard about yet. Grace answered,
"I'm sorry to hear that, Teddy going to be heartbroken."
Harry answered,
"I was volunteered to give me the bad news due to being his godfather."
Grace nodded sadly looking at the floor.
Harry asked,
"How it getting doing?"
Grace smiled and answered,
"The hair has stopped growing but the brown scales are still there but only way we can to remove them will be very painful we are looking for less painful options right now."
Harry nodded the idea of Teddy having in injure so much at such a young age broke Harry heart.

Harry slowly pushed open the curtains that was around Teddy's bed to find he sitting up. Harry walked over to him giving him a huge hug. Teddy exclaimed,
"Uncle Harry!"
Harry said softly,
"Hey Ted."
Harry took the empty seat near his bed and looked directly at Teddy and answered,
"Teddy I hear that the hair stopped growing."
Teddy nodded excitedly his hair turning blue again. Harry heart melted slightly he had missed the blue hair so much while he been in hospital. He needed to pull himself together he thought mentally shaking himself.
He said quietly,
"Teddy there something I need to talk to you about. Do you know where your mommy is?"
Teddy looked up with big blue eyes at this question it was something Harry never had to do before but he knew he had to be straight to the point.
Teddy looked down at the bed sheets and answered,
"She's in heaven with daddy making a home for me, Granny said they can't visit but when the time is right I would see them again and they visit me all the time I hear voices when I'm asleep I think there my mommy and daddy's voices."
Harry let his breath he was unsure how to carry on and tell him. He picked teddy up out of the bed and sat him on his lap like he use to when he was really little. He said quietly,
"You see your granny Andromeda have to go to your mommy and daddy, They needed her help you know how good she is with details."
Harry saw how wide Teddy's eye went and exclaimed,
"What, But she hasn't said goodbye to me."
Harry nodded sadly and answered,
"I know and she is so sorry there wasn't time but she loves you very much and made arrangements that you can come and stay with me, Uncle Ron, Aunt Hermione, Uncle Draco and baby Rose."
Teddy answered,
"Uncle Harry Draco is my cousin not my uncle."
Harry kissed his forehead and answered,
"Me and Draco are getting married kiddo so that will make Draco your uncle. We are also going to have a baby together so you going to have a baby god cousin. Would you like that?"
Teddy looked back at Harry and asked,
"Is Granny going to be able to come back?"
Harry had tried to surprise Teddy with the news of him getting a little god sibling to take his mind off him grandmother but it had not worked. He sighed and shock he said and said sadly,
"I'm afraid not kiddo."
Teddy eyes started spilling with tears as Harry held him close trying to stop tears from falling from his own eyes stroking his hair never wanting to let him go again. Harry realised Teddy was ea]exactly like he was a venerable child who lost his family member tragically he had always vowed his children would never grow up feeling unloved or wanted and same went for Teddy from this moment onwards.

Harry watched his butterbeer he couldn't even bring himself to drink it these days. He sighed loudly and thought about many days he would turn up most evening in this very pub drinking until he was uncontrollably drunk and could be made to go home by Aberforth or because the pub was shutting and he would stagger home. Now looking at the stuff made him feel sock to his stomach. He could feel his stomach turn the moment the tasted it and before how terrible he felt every morning after, his head would pound, his mouth would be dryer than the dessert and that taste and smell of stale alcohol his breath.

A shadow appeared to cover him, He turned to look at who had caused the shadow. Kingsley was standing over him. Harry nodded in acknowledgement , and Kinsley took the seat opposite him. He answered,
"Thought I'd find you here when found out you weren't at the hospital or at the house."
Harry asked,
"Why did you want to try and find me boss?"
Kingsley answered,
"You will need to collect Teddy lupin things first thing in the morning but that not why I came to see you , I came to ask you were you get off asking me favours like your just asking for a sweet?."
Harry looked confusingly and Kingsley before it clocked into place he was referring to the letter he had sent.
Harry quickly tried to explain,
"Hermione got her heart set on Malfoy manor this weekend for her wedding, since Draco agreed to give her it as venue for free and I've already had to break one person's heart today I couldn't do it to her ."
Kingsley asked,
"Do you have any idea how stretched the ministry is and now you want use to act as security guards for you friend's wedding. Do you have any idea how much paper work I have done to cover you this year alone!"
Harry answered,
"I'm sorry, if it wasn't for Hermione the wizarding wouldn't be as we know it today. Without her me and Ron wouldn't have lasted a day out there. She gave up anything that was part of her life that day including her parents not remembering her still today. She managed to find them and explain that they are distantly related and have agreed to come to her wedding. She just want her parents to see her marry it's a small give back or what she has done for our world."

Kingsley answered,
"We are stretched with all knew security measure that have come in lately. I can't afford to put anyone on this. She can rebook for a later date."
Harry argued,
"It needs to be this weekend because her parents might not agree to come next time and that would break her heart not seen her this happy for so long she deserves happiness with her parents for one day she gave up everything for us when we were at war."
Kingsley said quietly,
"We don't have anyone send"
Harry answered,
"I'd do it myself."
Kingsley replied,
"I do remember Hermione very well and I complained her when we were moving you. I saw her shoot some very good and powerful spells. You have a year of auror training so i can allow that if you can find a few more propel who have least one-year training and I will try and find a qualified auror to oversee you."

Harry lifted his face to look at Kingsley. His face was full of seriousness but hope as well. Harry stood up and shook his hand.
Harry said happily,
"Thank you Kingsley you will not regret this I better get searching for people."
He left the pub rapidly he needed to find these people even if it meant gettuing on his kness and begging Ron and Hermione had done so much for him he just hoped there was still time to pull this off before the weekend.

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