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Chapter 36
Harry was unsure how long he been crouched over the toilet heaving and crying. He was sure he had ridden his body of what was left from his breakfast. He wanted nothing more but to crawl into a ball and forget that life existed.
When he felt calm enough, he left the bathroom, Narcissa was long gone with all of her belongings. He punched the wall for letting his temper get the better of him and screamed. He could imagine it now Hermione was going to be livid and Draco was going to intolerable! Kreacher seemed to have disappeared, he sighed knowing how upset he would be seeing Narcissa leave the house.
He seemed to be nowhere to be found. Could kreacher have left the house with Narcissa? He had not given the elf permission, but he had not forbidden it either.
Harry entered a now deserted dining room. Harry noted that the untouched lunch had been cleared away. Maybe kreacher was just hiding and sulking with his master's new command, it would not be the first time. He didn't mean to send Narcissa away with no intention to ever return but they nearly come to fighting twice in less than 24hours. They needed some space without Draco being there to separate them.
A tapping sound at the window brought him out of his thoughts and back into the world of the living. The owl was not an owl he recognised which meant it was either from the ministry or the hospital. His heart leap into his throat with the thought that Draco had gotten worse during the night.
He was across the room in a matter of 3 strides. The owl dropped the letter and after a lap and flew a lap of honour around the room before it left through the window it had entered from.
After tearing the envelop off he took half a dozen steady breaths. It was just a conformation letter to get visitation to see Ginny Weasley today. He had forgotten he sent the form this morning just after breakfast.
He looked at his watch, It was two minutes to the time when he needed to see Ginny. In a panic he took off at top speed to change his clothes and brush his teeth after being sick. Ginny may not be his girlfriend, but she still deserved him to keep up with personal hygiene, brushing your teeth after being sick so that you don't have vomit breath came very strongly under that category.
Harry stood out the long-term ward for mental illnesses. He was ten minutes late to his appointment with Ginny. He hoped they would let him through with the fact that she was 8 months pregnant. He pressed he buzzer and the door clicked open. He shut the door quickly behind him, Last time he was here a patient escaped and tried to kill themselves .Harry had never understood how hard the healers worked in this department until he started visiting regularly to see Ginny.
He reported the front desk and explained his situation to the witch. She spent ten minijets looking through files till she found Ginny. Harry resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Her named starts with W clearly her name going to be near the end of patient files. The witch look at him and replied,
"Visiting did finish over fifteen minutes ago but as it's a special situation, I can let side just this once as Ginny is a sweet person but I can't let this slip again."
Harry nodded he was unsure if she was referring to his celebrity status or Ginny's late pregnancy and he really didn't care. what he needed was to speak to Ginny about something serious.
Harry was led into a circular room that was full of green comfortable arm chairs, sofas, wooden tables and chairs. Harry through to himself that this must be one of the main sitting rooms in the daytime. Harry scanned the room for Ginny's flaming red hair to find her sitting at a table writing. As Harry got closer she look up along with three out of the 7 people who wasn't drugged up in the room. Ginny looked u and smiled as she tried to stand up. Being eight months pregnant with twins seemed to have it's downside as a healer had to help her stand and waddle toward Harry.
Harry hugged her none the less while the healer stood next to them. He let go as the healer walked away and Harry asked her,
"Can we talk somewhere more private?"
Ginny nodded and answered,
Not allowed to have men in women's bedrooms but I'm we can find somewhere."
Harry followed a slow moving Ginny into a room off the side to the left. He stepped into the room to find 3 single blue sofa with a quiet sign on the each wall. The wall with calming green/blue colour and look rather relaxing. Ginny explained,
"It called a quiet room, Welcome here if we need space or time to calm down when we feel emotional, more stressed or angry. There serval of these rooms in this ward. I've witnessed more arguments in this ward since I've been in than in my whole life and I grew up at the burrow with 6 siblings."
Harry could help but let out a small laugh. Harry asked,
"How are you feeling?"
Ginny responded,
"Like a house, I can't stand without assistance, I can barely get to the toilet on time and still have few weeks left."
Harry asked,
"I thought you had 6 weeks left."
Ginny replied,
"No I have 4 weeks left I'm 8 months now Harry. They are bringing it forward two weeks due to my blood pressure being slightly high. Mum sad it very common when carrying twins. She had to be induced early with Fred and George and there was no complications so they believe the birth should be plain sailing."
Harry couldn't help but he concerned by this weeks. Ginny seemed saner than the last time he visited her but the fact that he was just hearing the two of children were going to be born earlier than expected was rather a large shock and of course he cared if Ginny's blood pressure was high. She was the mother to two of his children and once she was better she would be part of their lives.
Ginny carried on,
"There I've been thinking of baby names and there are a few name I think should be added."
Harry could have kicked himself of course his children needed names why had they not thought about name he must be the most unready parent there ever was.
Harry asked,
"What did you have in mind."
He was dreading it if they picked completely difference. His relationship with Ginny had gone from made love , to strained, to none existent in matter of a few weeks.
Ginny took a deep breath and answered,
"For boys I'd like to add the named James and Sirius. As for girls I was thinking the names Lily and Luna."
Harry could understand why she picked Lily, James and Sirius but he had no idea why Luna name would be brought into this. Harry asked casually as he could,
"Why Luna?"
Ginny replied,
"Luna has found time to come and see me three times a week even when she is running a business single handily. She and Rolf have both made time for me and she has been a real rock to me when I've been on the verge of wanting to end it."
Harry looked down at the floor. He had not been as often as he should have been. He was rather angry with Ginny for a long time for seeing Ginny pressing a knife to Draco throat. He knew he shouldn't hold it against her, she wasn't in her right mind at the time.
Harry said,
"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you enough Ginny I should have been!"
Ginny sighed and replied,
"I did a few bad things and made your life as difficult as possible I can't say I blame you for distancing yourself for a while. I think I would have acted the same. I'm just happy were on the same page again. They have seen some improvement int my mental health, I may be allowed a few more home visits and in next few months allowed to come home."
Harry nodded taking in everything she was saying. She been lot brighter this like than when he last seen her a few day ago maybe Hermione and Draco had been mistaken she seemed ti be doing a lot better. Her last words rang in his ears did she mean the burrow when she said home or her house with Harry which Draco and Harry were currently living in.
Harry had to ask to be sure,
"Do you mean the burrow when you say home?"
Ginny smiled sweetly and replied,
"No silly i mean our house, My kids are going to be there then so should I, we can finally be a family, I knew would work out in the long run. I can't wait to get discharged and start this knew chapter."
Harry was now confused. Had Ginny forgotten he and Draco were engaged. He was sure he had told her at the wedding. She had seen his ring and they had been holding hand and kissing at the meal. Harry asked,
"Is that a wise idea Gin. Won't seeing me with Draco be more difficult for you. I'd never stop you from seeing the children but the burrow maybe be a little be better for your treatment plan."
She looked confusingly at Harry and asked,
"Draco's alive?"
Harry asked confusingly,
"Yes of course he alive, why wouldn't he be?"
Ginny didn't answer the question she looked down at the floor and muttered quietly to herself. Harry repeated the question again. She just continued to mutter and ignored Harry's presence. He had not mentioned Draco condition to Ginny once and he was sure Ron and Hermine had not had time to visit Ginny yet with trying to convince Hermine parents of the truth. The realisation that Hermione and Draco had hit the nail on the head was dawning on Harry.
Harry stated,
"You were in in the plan with Blaise weren't you? I was hoping that Draco and Hermione were mistaken but they weren't were they Ginny?"
Ginny continued like she had not heard Harry speaking. Harry temper was raising, she was trying to bury her head in the sand. He was going to ask her but he didn't mean for it to come out like this. He said his voice rising slightly,
"You mother and brothers are grieving the loss of your father. You are partly responsible for his death. All your family found out they would be heartbroken all over again! Why would you make plans to cause problem with Blaise Zabini?"
Ginny looked up at being accused for her father's death. hee looked on her face had turned from confusion to anger she spat out,
"I never wanted anything to happen to dad I love him he was my dad and I'll never forgive myself for that. I have to live with that for the rest of my life. I was sad and lonely, Blaise reached out to me he promised he get rid of Draco. If wanting the father of my children involved in their life so bad? If Draco went off with Blaise I could at least have you around for your children."
Harry couldn't believe it she just admitted it. He sank into a sofa his legs in supporting him anymore.
Harry shouted,
"You endangered so many people, muggles and witches and wizard alike. I neatly lost my child with Draco because of your actions!"
Ginny sniffed a little and replied,
"Like I said I'm sorry it was never meant to go so far. I didn't think Blaise would take things so far, I have to live with the fact my dad dead for the rest of my life and I'm not getting to attend his funeral!"
Harry shouted,
"You killed him Ginny!"
Ginny shouted back,
"Why couldn't you just have your fling with Malfoy and come back like a normal man where having two children together!"
Harry said back angrily,
"I love Draco very much, he's the love of my life!"
Ginny voice broke,
"And you don't love me?"
Harry shook his head sadly and replied,
"I did once very much Ginny but not bow. Your obsession has to stop if you want to leave this place. If you try and harm Draco again you will end up back in here. We not getting back together even if Draco left me Ginny I only see you as my friend now. I'll be there for all my children till the day I die but out relationship's flame faded a long time ago I'm sorry Ginny maybe me keep coming giving the hope I should have stayed away. I will leave you alone but my children will always come first."
Harry stood up and walked away for the room. He could hear Ginny screaming him name. He knew if he stopped there would be a massive row and he be told not to visit again but right now it was probably best way to make her better.
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