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While I waited for Rin I couldn't have but remember our conversation. 'Is it because of Dad?!' I bit my lip to keep the tears at bay. How could she mention him. He had died three years ago and was the furthest thing from my mind.

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Flashback

A thirteen year old Kagome had been summoned to the principal's office. 'What the fuck did I do this time?' Going to the office was a daily thing for her. As she entered she waved to all the clerks and office helpers.

"Hey Kags! What did you do this time." Her friend worked as an office assistant.

"I have no clue." She replied as she walked past him. As she entered the Principal's office she noticed her mother. "Great. You're here. What did I do now?" She directed the question to the principal.

"Kagome." She turned to look at her mother and had noticed the tears. It gave her an unsteady feeling. "You haven't done anything."

"Then why am I here?" She questioned. "Better yet why are you here?"

"I'll leave you two alone." Principal Kaede said as she walked out of he room. Now that confused her.

"Mother what's going on?!"

"It's you father-" She hesitated a little. Kagome hated the feeling developing in the pit of her stomach.

"What about my father!?" She asked panicking.

"He's gone, Kagome. He was in a car accident today."

"You're a liar! Dad would never leave me!" She yelled tears streaming down her face.

"Kagome, please!" Her mother reached out to hug her.

"No! Stay away from me!" She ran out of the office and towards the exit. 'No! No! No!' She ran until she came to a park. It was deserted. She climbed up the jungle gym and hid in the tube. She stayed there and cried until her older sister found her and took her home.

End of Flashback

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I angrily wiped the tears going down my face. I hated my father to this day for leaving me here all alone. I couldn't take it. I walked into my bathroom and locked the door. I looked through the cabinets until I found what I was looking for. I got the razor and cut. The next thing I knew I was slipping into darkness.

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I woke up in a hospital room. I looked around me and noticed I was alone. 'Figures.' I scratched at the I.V. 'Ugh, I hate hospitals. How the hell did I get here?' Then I felt a pain on my wrist. 'Oh yeah. Guess Rin was right.' I let out a humorless chuckle.

I heard the door open and saw my mother standing in the doorway. I unconsciously glared at her. It was a force of habit.

"So you're awake." She said. I refrained some spitting out sarcastic remarks, instead I decided to remain silent. "A bunch of your friends are here waiting to see you."

"Bring them in, mother. We can have a party!" I spat. My mother just shook her head and sighed. She walked out of the room and moments later Sango and Ayame walked in.

"My Gods, Kagome!" Sango wailed as she hugged me. "Don't ever scare us like that again!" Her and Ayame continued to hug me for about five minutes.

"Sorry, guys. I didn't relize how deep I cut until it was a little too late." I let out another humorless chuckle.

Ayame glared at me. "You shouldn't have been cutting in the first place! Look at you!"

"Save me the lecture." I sighed and shut my eyes.

"Kagome?" Sango voice was a little above a whisper. I opened on eye to look at her. She was crying. "We were so worried, we thought you were-" She chocked on a sob.

"Now stop that you guys. I'm fine, okay?" I grabbed their hands.

"For now, but how do we know next time you won't be?" Ayame asked.

"I don't know." I let go of their hands. "Who else is here?"

Sango wiped her tears and answered. "Most of your family. Well only the ones Rin would allow. She made such a fuss about Kikyou."

I sighed. "Can you guys call Rin? I'm sure she's worried."

"Yeah." They both gave me a hug and left.

'Man am I going to hear it from Rin, and this all happened after I promised her I would stop. She's never going to trust me again.' The door opened and Rin walked in. I could tell she had been crying for a while. "Hey Rin." I gave her a small smile. She started to sob and ran to hug me.

"You idiot!" She yelled between sobs. "You promised me!"

I patted her head soothingly. "I know, Rin. I'm sorry." I let her cry for a little while until she was calm enough to talk.

"Ugh, sorry. I know you hate when people cry in front of you."

"Eh, it's okay you're a special case." I chuckled.

She playfully rolled her eyes. "Well there are other people here to see you, so we can talk about the situation later."

"Alright. Who's next?" I asked.

"You'll see. I'll come in here later after everyone is done." She said as she walked towards the door.

"Later." I waved half-heartedly.

A couple of minutes after she walked out I heard the door open once more. "Hey Kags." I know that voice.

"I-InuYasha?"

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A/N: Muahahaha! I'm evil I know. Hehe and you still don't know about Kikyou! The more reviews the faster I update!

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