I ended up sending a letter to Sirius, asking about Professor Moody since I figured he would give me the most straightforward answer. I also wanted to check in with him, as well as ask about the strange voice in my head.
Once my stomach had settled after the first Defense class, I had those same whispers in my head saying that the squib-lover knew too much. I had finally remembered hearing those same whispers before I passed out during the dementor attack at the end of the year.
"I can't believe Moody turned Malfoy into a ferret!" Lee exclaimed for the dozenth time that night.
It had been a week since the incident and Lee was all but erecting a shrine in Moody's name.
"We know Lee," Katie said as kindly as she could while patting her hand on his knee.
We all agreed it had been the best thing to ever happen in our time at Hogwarts, however it was all Lee ever talked about.
I also felt bad for not warning Neville about the Unforgiveable Curse demonstration, but thankfully he had at least kept down his breakfast. Unfortunately, I was now under the worried monitoring of Fred with copious check-ins from Harry.
I was honestly thankful when Cedric asked to meet up one night after dinner.
"Had a long week?" Cedric asked when he saw me approach.
"Not my best first few weeks back," I replied honestly with a shrug.
"So, where's this wonderful place you wanted to take me tonight?" he asked gleefully, obviously wanting to brighten my mood.
"Follow me," I answered with my most mischievous grin.
"The Statue of the One-Eyed Witch?" Cedric asked in a bemused yet skeptical tone when we came to the third-floor corridor.
"Do you trust me?" I asked playfully before showing him the tunnel.
His smile changed to a more serious look. "With my life."
"Well, then we best keep you alive," I replied, wanting to keep things light.
Sometimes I didn't know what to say when Cedric went all serious and told me point blank how he felt. I always admired how honest he was, but sometimes his sudden declarations took me by surprise.
I then proceeded to shimmy behind the statue and heard an audible gasp from behind me.
"You know I am a Prefect," Cedric said only half-jokingly as he followed me into the hidden passageway.
"A little mischief won't hurt you, or that shiny badge of yours," I replied ruefully before grabbing his hand and leading him away from the school.
Once we came to the familiar trap door, I paused and brought my finger to my mouth in a silencing motion. Cedric looked at me with widened eyes but was probably too surprised to say anything anyways.
After a few moments I was confident the storekeeper was gone for the night and carefully opened the hatch to invite ourselves in. I saw Cedric's torn expression, as he looked back at the safety of the passageway versus not wanting to be left alone. After a second of contemplation he followed after me into the candy shop.
"We're in Honeydukes!" Cedric exclaimed after taking in his surroundings.
"Yup!" I said proudly while I went over to investigate the toffees.
"Are you actually getting something?" Cedric asked when he saw me reach into the blueberry flavoured toffee bin.
"Of course," I replied easily, filling up a small paper bag.
Cedric eyed me carefully before breaking out into a widened grin. I watched him head over to the display of candied wands before I turned around and headed to the chocolate frogs.
Once we had our fill I dug into my pocket and laid the correct change on the counter.
"Hey, I can pay," Cedric said with chivalry dripping from his voice.
"Stand down Ced, this was my idea, it's my treat," I replied smoothly before leading him back through the trap door.
"That was brilliant!" Cedric exclaimed as we came back towards the statue.
"I'm glad you think so. But under no circumstance are you to bring Liam or anyone else down here," I said a little too harshly.
"I promise," Cedric replied softly before grabbing for my arm and bringing me into his chest.
I giggled as I stumbled over my own feet. When he brought his lips to mine, I couldn't stop the sigh from escaping mine or the small groan that unceremoniously came from the back of my throat. I realized that Cedric had dropped his bag of sweets to the ground when I heard a thump on the stone floor. This meant that both of his hands were free to run up my back into my loose hanging hair. I felt as his fingers looped around my hair and circled their way back down to the crook of my neck. They were delicate and warm, and sent inexplicable shivers throughout my body.
By the time Cedric pulled away I knew I was completely flushed.
"I'll escort you back to your tower, mi 'lady?" Cedric asked, attempting to compose himself with his gentlemanly suave.
I laughed out loud but nonetheless took his outstretched arm. He picked up his candy bag and offered me a raspberry flavoured wand before sneakily leading us out of the passageway.
It was thankfully just before curfew, and it also helped to be dating a prefect who the professors actually trusted.
Cedric had joked that I was too mischievous to have gotten the badge this year. I think it had been a way to make himself feel better since I had laughed at him the first time I saw it adorning his robes.
"I had a great time tonight Marnie," Cedric said once we were in front of the Fat Lady portrait.
"I'm glad," I said a little smugly before leaning in to give him a good night kiss.
"I'll see you tomorrow," I said before giving the fat lady the password.
I heard Cedric bidding me goodnight as I walked through and entered to see that most of my friends had already gone upstairs.
Fred and George were sitting off in a corner, surprisingly hunched over a piece of parchment. It was an odd sight, since I knew it obviously wasn't homework. But before I could join them, the twins both stood up and bid everyone remaining in the common room goodnight. I watched as they left, a little stung they hadn't confided in me the problem they were obviously mulling over.
Huffily, I waved at Harry, Ron and Hermione who were the only ones left in the common room before going upstairs. Once I entered the sixth-year dormitory, the other three were already asleep. I pulled out my pyjamas but stopped on my way to the lavatory when I heard a tapping on the window. I looked over to surprisingly see Caelum with a letter attached to his leg. I rushed over and unlatched the window before excitedly taking the letter. In return I looked around for any type of snack for Caelum but had to turn the owl away empty-handed. He did not take this kindly. I shook my hand which Caelum had just nipped as I unrolled the letter in the other.
Marnie,
I have also been in touch with Harry. In response to all of the rumours I have heard, including Harry's scar hurting and your 'memory' I am decidedly travelling north. As for Mad-Eye, he is an invaluable ally. I am not surprised he mentioned your mother, they were once well acquainted. I'll be in contact soon and give my best to the twins. Remember, keep your friends close.
Sirius
I read and re-read the brief scrawl as both excitement and anxiety filled my mind. I had not intended to worry Sirius so much for him to move from hiding. And with no mention of Remus, I now had many more questions I wanted to ask.
I stowed the letter under my pillow, deciding to confide in both the twins and Harry in the morning. Of course, Harry would be in a panic by now, assuming he had just received similar news.
When I came down to breakfast the next morning, Harry whispered his plan to send another letter to Sirius assuring him he did not in fact need to come out of hiding. Despite selfishly wanting to see Sirius, not that I knew how that would be accomplished, I agreed that it would be best if he remained in hiding with Remus. I also tried to question Harry about his scar hurting, but he wasn't very forthcoming. I already knew he had been having strange dreams about Voldemort and Peter Pettigrew, probably two of the foulest wizards to ever walk the Earth. And, much like me, I knew how irritating repeating and vague dreams could be. I had told Harry that it might be some kind of warning, much like my dreams seemed to be. He had taken my advice, but I knew he was just mostly frustrated with them.
I also divulged the letter to the twins who had thought it wickedly awesome that Sirius was 'on the lam'. Apparently, they had heard their father use the phrase after reading a muggle crime novel. However, after receiving our letters, Harry nor I had heard anything else from Sirius. I diligently read Hermione's Daily Prophet to make sure he hadn't been captured, but we both knew if he did it would be plastered on the front page.
Other than that, classes, friends and everything else proceeded in a calmer routine. The school was still buzzing over the Triwizard Tournament announcement, especially as my birthday passed and October came. And even though I still felt a little apprehensive about the content of Moody's lectures, I began to appreciate the realness of his teachings.
"Books away," we heard the familiar gruff voice order everyone as Moody clanged down the staircase into the classroom.
"I love hearing those words," Lee praised as he threw his textbook back into his rucksack.
I noticed Katie give him a wry smile before I turned my attention to Moody who was now standing at the front of the class.
"Today, you'll be tested on the Imperious curse," Moody said with what I thought was a smirk.
"You're joking!" Fred said out loud, not for the first time this term.
However, Moody just eyed Fred before waving him up to the front of the class.
Fred unsteadily got out of his seat and headed for the front of the class.
"It's illegal, though," Alicia piped up with concern filling her voice.
I just watched after Fred with both nervous anticipation and curiosity. Of course, I dreaded any mention of the Three Unforgiveable Curses for what it had done to my and Harry's life. However, I had never actually pictured being victim to one of them. And this seemed like the safest of the three impossible options.
"I thought it more prudent to prepare you for what's really out there. To add to your constant vigilance by recognizing what it feels like to be under someone else's control. But, if you would rather find out the hard way, you may leave," Moody answered definitively.
Alicia shrunk back and shook her head, staying rooted in her seat. I remembered back to our conversation in second year where we had discussed Voldemort returning, right after I told all my friends about my mum. Alicia had been the most skeptical. I was happy enough to see her stay, especially after the recent Death Eater congregation at the Quidditch World Cup. It showed that evil was always capable of rising up and that we had to be ready.
I looked back to Fred who was looking anxiously at Moody.
"Imperio!" Moody said as he swished his wand towards Fred.
I watched as Fred's anxious grimace changed to one of elation. His face almost reminded me of when he had first seen the veela at the World Cup. A look of confidence and delight as Moody made him go up onto his tiptoes and pirouette in graceful circles. I heard Lee and several others break out into laughter while I looked on with awe and terror. There was no way Fred was capable of being that graceful, but that all changed when someone else was in control of his faculties.
Once Fred finished and returned to his seat beside me, he looked conflicted.
"It's sort of amazing," Fred said.
"What do you mean?" I asked with high skepticism.
"You just feel content, like you can do anything," he explained.
"Well, that's not a lie," I said worriedly as I turned back to see George doing a handstand at the front of the class.
By the time it was my turn, I felt apprehensive, but not like I did when I had seen the Cruciatus curse performed.
I walked up to the front where everyone else had stood and looked at Moody as he raised his wand.
"Imperio," I heard him say before a feeling of weightlessness took over.
It was as if the tips of my fingers and toes were now attached to invisible strings. It was nice to feel like I didn't have to make any effort to move or make decisions.
"Do a somersault," I heard the voice in my head say.
I felt the invisible string pull from the top of my head.
"Wait, that's not my voice," I thought, causing a surge of panic to run through my body.
As a result, I crashed down, landing face first onto the ground.
"O'Hara's got it!" Moody exclaimed proudly as I rubbed the top of my now sore head.
"But I fell on the ground," I said grumpily, now feeling the bump already beginning.
"Yes, but you fought back!" Moody said encouragingly.
Unfortunately, as a reward I was put through the curse six more times until I was finally able to cast it off completely. By the time I returned to my desk, I put my head down and just waited for the rest of class to be over. I felt Angelina put her hand on my back as a show of comfort, but I just closed my eyes and waited for the splitting headache to go away from my first attempt at the somersault.
I was later led out of class by my friends towards the Great Hall for supper. I was still achy but yearned for the lasagna which I could already smell wafting from the kitchens.
"Look!" Angelina exclaimed excitedly as she pulled me towards a posted announcement which I saw several other students crowding around.
"The delegates get here next week!" Alicia cried out which made me grimace at her volume due to the still slight pounding in my head.
My friends excitedly entered the Great Hall as they all chattered on about the students from Beauxbatons and Durmstrang.
We passed by Harry and his friends who were no doubt also talking about the announcement.
"But seriously, could you imagine that idiot as Hogwarts champion?" I heard Ron ask indignantly.
"And which idiot might this be?" I asked as I watched his face turn bright red.
"Erm, no one," Ron mumbled bashfully.
"Yes Ron, who were you talking about?" Hermione asked pointedly.
I responded to her reaction by crossing my arms and staring at him with an impatient look.
"I was- I was talking about Cedric," Ron finally confessed.
I saw Harry grimace at Ron for being found out while Hermione dawned a look of self-righteousness.
"Right," I said before quickly turning around and heading for the Hufflepuff table.
This meant I missed Ginny fiercely stomping on Ron's foot or George whacking him over the head.
But I was just tired from being put through the Imperious curse, tired of worrying about Sirius, and utterly finished with hearing my friends condescend Cedric. I loved him, and that ought to be enough.
