Chapter 03s: Fracturing

Things were fine the way they were.

Nii-san wanted me to believe that.

Mom wanted me to believe that.

And dad... I guess he did, too.

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But I do not understand.

What happened?

Why is everything broken?

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My mother went to visit Saint Peter?

Nii-san left us?

Dad got hurt and is sleeping really deeply?

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I don't understand.

Why am I alone?

Why is mom's casket lowering.. and why am I the only one here?

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Where is Nii-san?

Why is he not here?

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I want to feel his hand on my shoulder.

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His hands wrapped around my waist in caring fashion.

The chance to bury my face in his chest.

To cry my tears out, and not have strangers see.

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Is that too much to ask for?

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"Where are you, Nii-san?"

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