Author's Note:
Vanexys, sam riggs, Lucy Colt, You'reWrongI'mRight, Lilian Colt: BIG thanks to all of you for the awesome reviews, so glad you liked the last chapter, hope you will love that one too, more drama ;) love you all.
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Announcement: As I will start my college final exams next week and it will last for 2 weeks, so for those assbutt weeks,,,lol,,, I wont be able to post the new chapters of the story, but as soon as I get done with my stupid exams I will post ch19, so please guys wish me luck and I'm so sorry but its exams :S, hope you all okay with that ;D love you all.
P.S: I used Kelly Clarkson's Irvine in this chapter, so I highly recommend you guys to hear it before reading it, why? Start reading and you will know ;P
Now Enjoy!
Eve climbed into the shower, closing her eyes letting the hot water wash over her body. The water washed the dirt, the blood even makeup but the only thing the water couldn't erase was the horrible feelings she had. Tears now were streaming down her face announcing her meltdown.
Vulnerable, violated, angry, guilty and disguised, and disguise was the overwhelming feeling.
She hated herself, hated her thoughts, and hated what she felt. For the second time she was going to let go. When the vampires held her still and one of them was nipping her body, sucking the life out of it. For a second, only one second she wished to die, she wished for him to kill her to end her miserable life. The only thing that brought her back and gave her strength back was seeing them, the only two men she can trust and count on, Sam and Dean.
She put their lives in danger and felt all the hell's guilt. She's in constant danger and the boys already had their fare share, dragging them back into this was all her fault. If anything happened to them because of her, she was never going to forgive herself.
Angry, angry seeing the relationship between the brothers reach that ugly path, the same path her relationship with her brother went through one and never been the same ever again. She saw that once and she can't see it again. The brothers' relationship is the only thing keeping her together, still believing in love and family. And what she only hoped for was seeing them back like normal again even if the cost was her out of their lives.
Her mind, her body, and her soul were violated. The heavy shades of fear on her soul and what she felt when she was at the nest. The filthy lustful eyes of that vampire burning her skin, and his fangs in her body, her own body, it was like…like rape. Being so close, feeling his lips on her body, his tight rough hands around her. A horrible feeling she never felt before…panic. And she was paralyzed with that animalistic feeling, paralyzed and vulnerable, not able to defend her self.
And that bitch Lilitu, Eve felt her dark presence inside her mind, inside her heart, tearing up her soul, getting to the bottom of her mind, seeing her fears, her hopes and her secrets, her invisible hatful, dark and evil grasp chocking her soul. Once again she wasn't able to defend her self.
Eve knew that her mission was hard, no, hard was an underestimated, it was impossible. She also knew that going through this on her own was impossible too. Facing the most evil creature on earth without her friends, without her family, and without her love; she knew she'll never survive but…but she had made her decision, for the sake of the people she loves, she must leave.
...
Bobby was in the kitchen making the cleanser for Eve, when he felt a gust of air announcing the presence of an angel, it was Casitel.
"She can't leave." He retorted.
"I know that Castiel," Bobby said, turning around to face the angel. "At least not before talking to the boys."
"No, she must stay," Casiel paused. "I shouldn't say that but…she won't survive without them, neither will they. The three of them meant to meet. It's their destiny."
"Can't they chose for once, you know, for a change maybe." Bobby sarcastically said.
"They can. We're not forcing them or setting them up, it's for the best." Castiel sighed heavily. "There are reasons for them to meet, reasons I can't tell you about, but I can tell you the most important one. The developing relationship between the three of them will heal their wounds, internal ones. Eve's wrecked, hopeless and desperate just like Sam and Dean, the three of them need to find peace and love. They're much alike; they almost had the same catastrophes, losing family, loved ones, losing their lives. We're only giving them the chance...for redemption. So please Mr. Singer, help us."
Bobby listened to Castiel talk and he knew that every single word the angel said was true. He only spent two days with Eve but being a good reader of peoples' characters, he saw that look in her eyes, the same look he saw in Sam and Dean's eyes. He saw what's beyond the sarcasm and the tough act. She was lost, broken hearted, a scared girl who needed someone to trust and a shoulder to cry on.
"You're right; I saw the way the boys act when she's around and the way Dean looks at her too." Bobby paused. "And I think I know what to do." He said. Castiel nodded in approval.
"Sam and Dean will be here in the morning, do you think you'll be able to keep her till they arrive?" the angel questioned.
"Yes Cas, because I'll make her stay," Bobby smiled. "I'll lock her in her room till the boys arrive. Just make sure the other angel won't….,"
"I won't break her out, I want this for her as mush as Castiel." Arial cut off Bobby popping up from nowhere.
"Fine, since we're all on the same page here, I'll do my part." Bobby said holding the cleanser bowl heading upstairs to Eve's room.
...
Eve got out from the shower, wrapped a towel around her body she went to get her pajamas from her duffle, she was very tired and she only wanted to lie down and sleep.
She was half dressed when she heard the knocks on the door.
"Eve, open up I got the cleanser." Bobby said through the door.
"Fine Bobby, just wait a sec." she said and wrapped the towel around her naked chest.
She opened the door letting him in.
"Are you ok now hunny?" she nodded.
"Thanks Bobby for taking care of me, and I'm sorry for...,"
"Shut up girl!" he cut her off. "You're always welcomed here." She smiled faintly. "Come on, let's clean that wound."
"Umm...I think I can handle this. I'm sorry but I ... I just can't ... don't want anyone to...," Eve didn't want to upset Bobby, but she couldn't stand any ones' touch on her right now even if it's Bobby.
"Don't apologize dear, I understand. Just clean that wound good, and go get some rest you defiantly can use it." Bobby said giving Eve the cleanser and bandages, smiled and left the room.
Once he got out of the room Bobby locked the door from the outside. Eve snapped knowing he did that to keep her from leaving.
"BOBBY! Open the hell up." she yelled knocking hard on the door.
"Sorry Eve, but I can't. You can't leave, the boys will be here tomorrow morning and you gotta talk to them maybe then I'll let you go." He told her from the other side of the door.
"I'll get out. I'll call Arial to get me out." Eve growled.
"Nope, 'cause he's here with me and he wants you to stay." Bobby said.
"No way!" she exclaimed.
"Way." Arial simply said.
"I'm gonna kick the crap outta you son of a...,"
"Get out first then threat." Arial teased cutting her off.
"You bastard!" she yelled. "I thought you were angry at Sam and Dean!"
"I am." he confirmed. "Still, you can't leave."
"Eve," Castiel called. "You need to get rest now and we'll talk in the morning." He said firmly to end the fight.
"SCREW YOU!" she cursed angrily, kicking the door.
Hearing their footsteps, she knew they went down stairs; Eve sighed heavily and sat on her bed.
"If I wasn't tired I'd have kicked their asses." She muttered talking to herself.
She unwrapped the towel to clean her wound, it took her about ten minutes to get done, then she put a bandage on the teeth marks on her left breast feeling it stings a little. She was too tired to even think of what she was supposed to do, so she put her cami on and stretched on her back on the bed. Few seconds later, she was out.
...
The next morning; Sam and Dean arrived around 8am and Bobby was waiting for them.
The boys entered the living room, they saw Bobby sitting on the couch and they knew what was coming.
"Bobby, before you say anything you need to...," Sam started defending himself and his brother but Bobby cut him off.
"Shut up idjit!" he growled. "You two really screwed up. The girl was a mess last night, she thought you two gonna kill each other and she wanted to leave...,"
At this point Dean couldn't keep his mouth shut.
"Tell me she didn't."
"Of course she didn't, not before ripping your head off." Bobby said. "I locked her in her room, I checked on her but she didn't answer me."
"You locked her in?"
"In her room? Like she can't get out?" Sam and Dean asked. Bobby nodded.
"Damn, she's really gonna rip my head off." Dean said.
"If she didn't ... I will." Bobby said. Sam chuckled but Bobby gave him a warning glare shutting him up.
"Should we go to her now?" Sam asked.
"No, she might be still asleep she was beaten up last night. You go take a shower and maybe some sleep."
"Ok." the boys nodded and went upstairs to get some rest.
...
Late afternoon; Sam woke up while Dean was still asleep, so he woke up his brother.
"Dean, wake up its 4pm." Sam shook his brother's shoulder; Dean mumbled something and covered his head with a pillow.
But after ten minutes of unstoppable annoying attempts from Sam, Dean finally woke up.
"Damn you Sam, you're such a bitch." Dean got out of his bed mumbling.
"Rise and shine jerk." Sam mocked; Dean flicked him the bird walking out of the room.
The boys went down stairs; they found Castiel, Arial and Bobby there.
"Where's Eve?" Dean asked searching with his eyes in the room for her.
"She's in her room, I tried to talk to her but she refused and snapped asking me to leave her the hell alone." Arial told Dean.
"Is she still mad?" Sam asked.
"No," Castiel replied, "but she's waiting for you and Dean not for us."
"What are we waiting for? Let's go." Dean said and practically ran upstairs, Sam followed by.
Dean arrived first and he knocked on the door but Eve didn't answer.
"She answered?" Sam asked. Dean shook his head no.
Sam was about to knock on the door again-though he had the room keys- but he heard something and it amazed him. Dean heard it too and he looked confused as well.
"Is that singing?" Dean asked; Sam shrugged. "Is she singing?" he exclaimed.
"We have to get in." Sam announced. Dean nodded in agreement.
Sam pulled the room keys from his pocket and opened the door and what he saw surprised ... no, shocked him.
Eve was lying on the floor on her back with her eyes closed, her hands on her stomach, and her hair making a beautiful halo around her head and the light from the window lightening her face. With her MP4 headphones on and she was singing, she looked relaxed and shockingly peaceful.
"She looks... she's beautiful." Dean said in admiration at the sight of her.
Eve's singing stopped, the boys thought she heard them but she didn't. The song she was listening to ended, but another one started it was Kelly Clarkson's Irvine, and Eve started singing again.
Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you're here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay 'till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you're busy, I know I'm just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me
Sam looked at his brother; Dean was dazed looking at Eve in admiration.
"She has a nice voice, so beautiful." Dean said in an affectionate tone Sam never heard him talk with ever in his life.
Dean said that and went to lay next to Eve on the floor, on her right side. Sam wasn't sure why his brother did that but... he did it too and again he wasn't sure why he did that himself, Sam lied on her left side.
Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine
Without opening her eyes, Eve reached for the boys hands, her right hand holding Dean's left hand, while her left hand holding Sam's right hand. Giving both of their hands a reassuring squeeze.
How are you so strong?
What's it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me
She kept singing, with her tender voice.
Are you there watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
Do you cry, do you cry with me?
Cry with me tonight
Are you there?
Are you watching me?
The song was over and the boys heard her sniffing, she was crying.
"I'm sorry." She said in a hoarse tone.
"Shhhh, don't." Dean hushed her not wanting her to cry harder.
"We're sorry too Eve. We don't want you to leave." Sam whispered to her, almost pleading the second part of the sentence.
"I won't... I can't." she whispered back, affectionately. She snuggled closer to Sam resting her head against his chest.
Dean took Eve's right hand in both of his hands giving it a reassuring squeeze, kissing it holding it closer to his heart.
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