#I own nothing as we all know, just my twisted imagination
A/N: Hi guys, I know you hate me and stuff, but so sorry for being away. Lots of things happened in my life since last time I updated and can't say they've been good things, I only hope you still wanna read my story and there for more. I'll do my best to keep it going as I used to. Once again I'm sorry.
And one last thing, I want to thank all my awesome friends here for the support and how you guys kept telling me I should keep going, everyone who supported me and asked for more, thank you so much I owe you a lot. I only hope you will like this, and you didn't forget about me.
Ten days later…
"Is there is a place in LA you didn't drag my ass to, yet?" Eve huffed sitting on the couch. Libby took it as a holy mission to make Eve better and for Libby, it was all about having fun outside and shopping, some 'girls time' as she called it, since they didn't do that in years. "Some mercy on the pregnant girl, good God!"
Libby laughed shaking her head, putting the bags she had on the floor before resting next to her friend. "You know you love it." she smugly said, with a proud smile on her face. Eve looked at her and said nothing. "Uh huh!"
"Fine, fine, it was a nice way to get my head off things but really, I bought lots of stuff, I won't even use all that." Eve kicked the bags she left on the floor, they were packed with so many clothes and cosmetics, books and even stuff she got for Dean, Sam, and Bobby.
"Shopping is a cure, my own meds baby, no prescription needed."
"Poor girl, you're the child of consumerism," Eve laughed sarcastically. "Can't you do charity?"
"I am. I let you spend the last ten days here, so." Libby teased laughing. Eve pulled her friend's hair making her wince. "Bitch!" Eve stuck her tongue out, teasing back. "Hey," Libby called after a moment of silence.
"What?"
"It's been a while already, I didn't open the topic since we left Bobby's house," Libby started but Eve's sigh made her pause.
"It's been a while, but not a long one." Eve said grumpily, she wasn't ready to talk, yet.
"I know sweetie but, but since we left all you did was sleeping, I had to drag you out everyday, I know you are having nightmares all the time Eve, you are a mess, you need to talk to someone." Libby sighed, "Eve, you didn't even call Dean since we got here."
"I'll call him when I feel like it," Eve said firmly. "Can we drop this, I need to rest." She got up in order to go to her room. Both girls were staying at Libby's big apartment downtown, where she lived for the last few years.
"Eve this isn't healthy, you are fine, you should move on!"
"Easy for you to say that, Libby." Eve said coldly, turning around to talk to her best friend. "Remember I was the one to get kidnapped, and you know that Ethan – he may rest in hell – was a big pain in my ass for years, hell you were there! I mean I'd understand if Dean gave me that talk, not you."
"So you'd rather talk to Dean instead of me?" Libby asked, sounding a bit jealous.
"What?" Eve exclaimed in confusion. "How did we get there?" she asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Nothing Eve, you can go and rest if you want to. Don't bother!" Libby sighed looking away, but that made Eve laugh in amusement, Libby was more sarcastic than Eve, along with her big mouth that never let anything slip, being silent like that with nothing to say was very rare.
"Oh my God!" Eve laughed, "You are jealous of Dean."
"Pfffff, why would I be jealous of Dean?" Libby replied with a question, "I'd rather be jealous of you for tapping that instead of me."
"Bitch, please. I know you the most! Lets not kid ourselves here."
"Yeah, playing Sherlock now?"
"For the record, Sherlock as a woman would have rocked!" Eve teased. "But I'm serious Elizabeth, you're jealous of Dean like a kid would be jealous of the new baby."
"Does that mean you are Dean's mom?" Libby said with a sly smirk.
Eve frowned shaking the thought off. "Wrong image, but you know what I mean, and I'm so damn right."
"Okay, maybe a little." Libby pouted looking away again.
"A little my ass," Eve laughed again, "I remember the yelling, I didn't forget that. You were so bossy even for your bossy self, Libby, how could you be jealous, you know how much our friendship means to me?"
"Hello, you were gone for years," Libby snapped, she wasn't the talking type, only with her two best friends, and since Eve was gone, in the coma then with Sam and Dean, Libby didn't have a pure serious conversation, and it was hard to start now. "The coma Eve, when all of our hearts were burning and breaking everyday seeing you like this, all of them managed to find a way to deal with it, even Simon, he talked to you even though you couldn't hear him." She sighed looking up at Eve with teary eyes. Eve sighed and went to sit back next to her on the couch. "I couldn't!" Libby admitted. "I lost you for years, and when you came back you weren't here, you went away with the Winchesters, and I really know you and Dean are in love but God, Eve! I saw you only once in over a year, and you seem like super okay with it, you don't mind the distance, because you have Dean now."
"I didn't know that you felt like this," Eve admitted, while Libby wiped a tear before it slid down her cheek.
"Now you know," she sighed. "It changed nothing, you don't want to talk to me, you are not letting me help you-"
"I'm not letting anyone help!" Eve interrupted.
"Well its not a smart move, idiot!" Libby yelled. "It makes me feel worse."
"Thought I was the one who got hurt here."
"Smartass, we have always shared the load."
"I'm sorry," Eve sighed. "I know I was away, well the coma part I really didn't plan it." she laughed a little, then the smile faded off her face and it was replaced with a sad look. "As for being away, I would totally be with you everyday, you know that, but being around anyone now gets them hurt, and Simon is an example."
"Eve, don't say that. We have always faced the shit together; you can't be on your own."
"I know, but I can't see any of you getting hurt…" she paused, "I even thought of leaving Dean a few times."
"Noooo you did not!" Libby exclaimed. Eve sighed, shrugging. "Are you out of your mind? Being alone makes you an easy prey."
"I know, but isn't it easier for Adam to have me and get this over with?" Eve asked, while Libby looked at her with an open mouth.
"I think you need to see a doctor or something, you have suicidal problems." Libby said. "Stop thinking like that. There is something called talking, have you tried it before? And I thought Dean had you all to himself, poor guy!"
"Sarcasm isn't making talking to you easier."
"Its our thing," She smiled pointing at both of them.
"True," Eve laughed. "I'm sorry, I thought I was protecting you, I never meant to hurt you. I love Dean, I do, but you're like a sister to me."
"I know, why do you think I still talk to you? I can't stay mad at you for long but,"
"I get it, and I know it doesn't make sense either," Eve said hugging Libby, "I was there when you started dating my brother, I was both happy and mad. God, being a chick sucks sometimes." She laughed.
"Totally! Add periods and hormones, ugh, we are screwed in this deal." Libby laughed hugging back. "Oh, don't ever think of leaving Dean, the guy is ready to take a bullet for you woman."
"I said I thought of it, I didn't say I will do it."
"It always starts with a freaking thought."
"I love him, and now there is a baby on the way." Eve sighed.
"Wow, you're so thrilled, easy there tiger you might pull something." Libby mocked, pulling away as she stared at Eve.
"What? I'm not thrilled, no. If you didn't notice, this isn't the best time to have a baby, I'm not sure this is going to go well, at all." Eve said, having a baby was still freaking her out, now with more danger and the fact that she almost lost it, it made her feel worse. If she couldn't protect her child when he or she was still inside of her, what was she going to do when its born?
"You know he was so mad you didn't tell him, right?"
"You mean Dean?"
"Yes," Libby nodded. "And, the baby's fate isn't in your hands, this is why its called fate."
"Since when you are a believer?" Eve mocked, with an eyebrow raised.
"Since you are not!" Libby answered with a matching tone. "Someone needs to believe for both of us here sis."
Eve looked at her, but then she looked away with nothing to say. Both were silent for a while. "I wasn't sure at first, and when I realized I was pregnant I was too scared to tell Dean. We have too much to deal with already, a baby is…, its just huge. I'm not ready, and Dean isn't ready either."
"You don't know that, you are assuming things Eve, over thinking as usual. Wanting to do it on your own, its too much for one person, let him help. This is why people get in a freaking relationship, to share their lives." Libby said seriously. Eve had a lot of good things in her, but being open was not one of them, along with being simple. Eve was complicated, and she was getting tougher and more closed, she loved Dean but she didn't let him in yet, even with everything they been through and that they were already sharing their lives, wither Eve liked it or not. She loved Dean, and was committed to him, with her heart but not her mind; she was still fighting with her pride and ego, that she could do everything on her own.
"Sarcasm ain't gonna cut it this time babe," Libby said with a small smile. "You let us help for so long, let Dean help now. Let him in there!" she said pointing a finger at Eve's head. "You let him into your heart. Let him into your mind too."
"I'm scared, with everything that happened to me, with my family and my relationships. I'm scared to ruin this, and scared that it will get ruined on its own, I think too much and," She paused sighing. "Its not helping, it freaks me out even more, and now, this," Eve said touching her belly.
"Talk to him, I bet he's as tough headed as you are. Hell I know he is, but he loves you and, yeah he can act like a jackass sometimes but he is willing to do anything for you. And not calling for all of this time Eve, the guy must be dying!" Libby smirked. "Actually, he is dying, well figuratively. But he calls everyday, a few times to check on you."
"I feel like a stone hearted bitch now."
"You have been one… correct me if I'm wrong."
"Guess the chick flick moments are over, huh?" Eve rolled her eyes.
"Yep, I was about to grow a third boob, so we have to stop." Libby smirked, teasing. "Call him, talk, simple just tell him you are okay and you're missing him. Not that hard Eve."
Eve nodded with a smile. "Fine, I'll call Dean."
"That's my girl! See talking helps." Libby smiled.
"We still have a lot to talk though, since I'm staying here for a while, we have a lot to catch up with." Eve's smile got warmer, she felt better after talking with Libby and she did want to make up for her best friend, for the lost time. It was good to have something familiar in her bizarre live, something to hold on to from the past, since most of the past turned out sore. Eve was grateful she had Libby on her side.
"I will get the popcorn ready, and the movies." Libby giggled and got up from the couch. "Oh, since you're in a good mood, we need to see a doctor, for the baby. And to visit Simon."
"Fine, you want to use me some more?"
"Nah, I'm cool for now. But for the record, if we were in the prison, I'd have made you my bitch." Libby joked, with a serious face.
"Bite me." Eve said with a smile. "I'll go look for my phone, to call Dean."
"Cool, take your time." Libby smiled as she went to the kitchen. Eve sighed walking to her room, to finally open her phone for the first time in ten days.
...
Eve's heart was beating fast as she waited for Dean to answer his phone, it took him a while to answer but he finally did. "Oh, I thought you weren't going to answer!" she said, starting to smile till she had a big smile upon her face once she heard Dean's voice, even if he just said hello.
"I thought I'd keep you waiting a little, you kept me waiting for ten days." Dean teased. "I missed you."
"I missed you too, I see you are still mean as always."
"Liar, I asked everyday Eve, you didn't bother talking to me."
"I'm really sorry, if it wasn't for Libby I wouldn't have called…"
"That's good news!" Dean snorted cutting her off.
"I didn't mean it like that idiot," Eve huffed. "I meant I am still in a bad shape, and I hate you seeing me like this. I'm in a bad shape like… a lot! So annoying if you ask me."
"And I didn't complain, idiot!"
"Hey, I'm the only one allowed to idiot you." She said back, but couldn't help herself from letting out a small chuckle. "I'm so damn sorry, you want me to sing it?"
"Oh yes, sing it!" Dean said calmly.
"Ha ha, funny,"
"No, I'm dead serious. Sing."
"Hell I won't," Eve laughed. "Dude, maybe I'm wrong and all but come on, you guys are so pushy, you and Libby. I wasn't being spoiled Dean, I swear, this has been a freaking nightmare, and I don't know what would have happened if he did rape me. I'd have lost the baby too, and maybe you Dean too. By talking to Adam, who knows what could he do?" now Eve's tone shifted, her voice getting lower and sadder.
"Baby," Dean whispered and even though Eve didn't see him, he shook his head letting out a heavy sigh. "We should look on the bright side now babe, I'm good, you're too, and most importantly both you and Dean Junior are fine!"
"What? Dean what?" Eve heard that and burst into laughter. "How can you turn such a depressing moment into this? God, Dean!"
"Don't laugh Eve, that's a serious matter, I get to name my son." Dean meant to make her laugh, and it did work. He talked in a bit of a serious tone still he was joking, and he was glad his effort paid off and Eve was laughing.
"Maybe it's a girl," Eve laughed harder. "What would you get to name her?"
"Deanna, duh!"
"Right," she laughed taking a seat on the bed to support herself. "God, I'm totally going to pee myself."
"Glad to help," Dean laughed, finally quitting the act.
"Wow, what a great guy, you want me to pee myself, thanks Dean!" Eve teased still laughing.
"I was going for the laughing part, your platter issues are not my deal." He laughed.
"Smooth! If I was there I'd have totally slapped you."
"Now I'm glad to be away, thanks babe."
"Jerk," she said. "But I still love you."
"Wow, I thought I won't hear that word again."
"You'll hear it as long as I still love you." she said in a sneaky tone, smirking.
"Smooth, I see now why we are together." Dean chuckled. "What are you up to now, you are coming back or staying some more?"
"Yeah, I'll stay for a while with Libby. I think we can use some time away." Eve said seriously. "And before you start snapping and yelling at me, I mean well. Its just calmer now and I will check things with a doctor and be with Simon too, I owe him that after what happened." She explained.
"Not very convincing Eve, but you do what you have to do." Dean told her, sounding a bit upset.
"Dean-" she started sighing, but Dean didn't give her the chance to finish.
"Babe, I'm good, and I won't snap or yell or anything. I get you need time and you need to be with your friends. Just don't disappear and answer your phone, and I'll come to visit you next week." Dean said softly, he was trying very hard to pull that off. He didn't want Eve to be away but like he told her, she had to do what she had to do, she needed time away and he wasn't going to stop her. He wanted to be with her, to keep her safe and make her feel better by standing beside her through out all of her suffering. Still, Dean needed to respect what Eve wanted to do, and support her too.
"You know I love you, but…" Eve paused.
"I understand, and you don't have to explain. I just missed you." He said softly, and sincerely.
"I missed you too, its been a while since we were apart. It stings, I have to admit." She said, trying to hide her sad tone with a small laugh.
"Tell me about it," he said with a matching tone. "Oh, you said you will see a doctor?" he asked changing the topic before both of them get more emotional.
"Oh, yeah. I haven't been to a doctor since I knew about the baby, its about time. Dean Junior deserves a good doctor." Both of them laughed at her last comment.
"Definitely," Dean laughed. "See, Dean Junior is catchy!"
"Oh yeah," She laughed sarcastically. "On my dead-junior-body, baby."
"You'll get there, I'll convince you."
"EVE, FOOD AND MOVIE ARE READY, SAY HI TO DEAN!" Libby shouted from the outside.
"COMING!" Eve yelled back. "Sorry, that was Libby, and she says hi."
"I heard, and wow, she has a loud voice." Dean laughed.
"Yeah, you don't wanna stand next to her in a fight, or a concert."
"Okay, you go watch your movie, and I will call you before I go to bed. Don't forget to call me when you see the doctor, and when you visit Simon…"
"And when I breathe, and eat and poop. Got it boss!" she teased.
"Smartass!" Dean said, and sighed a little. "I love you."
"I love you too. Bye." Eve smiled and hung up. She walked out seeing Libby on the couch with a big bowl of popcorn in her lap.
"Everything is ready," She said with a mouth full of food. "Pick a movie."
"I didn't see any of those, so… hummm." Eve looked at all the movies then picked a CD. "Since you don't have Twilight. Lets watch this."
"I have Twilight, God, I love Twilight." Libby said splattering food over her chest.
"Wow! Friendship is over." Eve laughed.
"Haters are gonna hate." Libby frowned.
"Sorry my vampires aren't as nice."
"What movie did you pick?"
"One that's worth to be watched!" Eve smiled and waved with 'The Notebook'.
Not super big for a chapter, but as I promised, more are coming your way. I hope you guys liked it, and as always, don't forget to tell me what you think, review please.
Asya.