Note:
I own nothing but my characters.
I know it has been literally years since I updated, guess that's what work and marriage gets you LOL. But since we are mostly at home these days coz of the outbreak, self-isolation and what not, I thought I can give it a shot and write something, plus it got me re-watching the show and I felt inspired, unlike these last seasons.
A HUGE thanks to Devea, for the lovely texts and support. Hope you are here still.
Anyway, don't know who is still here, but enjoy, and thanks for reading, let me know what you think after and review or DM me. Thanks.
Sat outside my front window
This story's going somewhere
He's well hung and I am hanging on
There's a song on the radio that says
"Let's get this party started"
So let's get this party started
What you do on your own time's just fine
My imaginations much worse
I just never want to know
And what meant the world had folded
Dead and gone
Dead and gone
The calm before the storm, set it off
And the sun burnt out tonight
The calm before the storm, set it off
And the sun burnt out tonight
*The calm before the storm, Fall Out Boy
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Eve's point of view.
It has been two months, two whole months since my accident with Ethan and Adam. That was it, the last time happened, and then nothing else happened, and it was so normal that I was starting to believe I am a normal person. Even the angels did not show up, and no hunts! Can you believe this? Because I cannot to be honest.
I tried to be optimistic for sure but being optimistic – in my case – meant stupid. Yes, everything was calm and way too normal, but it was the calm before the storm, and I knew it in my guts.
Speaking of my guts, a baby was growing inside of me, and that was the main reason I was scared shitless. I mean I was acting tough before because I had nothing to lose, even if things got worse and I had to give up, I had myself to lose but no one else, but now with the baby, I had so much to lose.
It was not planned for sure and I did not even know with my powers I could be a normal person to carry a baby. I thought they would prevent me from that, but I was sure wrong.
Plus, I was ready to give up everything for Ethan not to hurt me and my baby, then, I knew I love him - or her to the moon and back, I love that baby more than I love or care about myself. I am in deep shit and I do not know how this will end. I just hope my baby and Dean will be safe.
We thought we should take a break, Dean, and I. Since everything was calm and we do not know when this will end, we thought we would take some time off. We booked a nice room at a hotel not far from Bobby's, it was classy with nice rooms and pools, not Los Angeles classy but it was good enough. We have been there for a week now, doing nothing. I did not have fun for a long time it was weird for me, Dean on the other hand he was having the time of his life.
Enjoying the food and the pool and the hot ladies at the pool, he was like a hungry kid in a candy store, and it was cute as hell.
I could not enjoy as much because I was sick all the time, the baby was making me weak and tried most of the day, but it was fine. Anything for my baby, the pain I felt just reminded me of my worries and it ate me up.
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"Dean, are we ever leaving this place or what?" I asked Dean as we were sitting by the pool, "it has been over a week, I am getting bored to be honest." I trailed off, Dean left his pink drink and looked at me taking his sunglasses off.
"Why?!" he asked, "I thought we were having fun, plus we have nothing to do back at Bobby's and if anything happened Sam will call us. I don't see the point of going back Eve." He sighed.
"I hate to burst your bubble, but don't you think we should get ready for what might happen next?" I asked him as he rolled his eyes, looking a little pissed off.
"Oh, you just ruined my mood," he said grumpily, "Eve, I love you but you are a real party pooper, we are ready, we have been ready for so long and nothing happened, so it makes sense that we take sometime off and try to rest our minds."
"I know, but," I sighed leaning back in my chair, "I agree that we should have fun and all but I don't agree on the we are ready part, we are that not ready."
Dear rolled his eyes again, putting away his drink harshly that I felt the glass was going to break, "Tell me Eve, what are we supposed to do? Cas and Ariel are away and no one is telling us anything, you don't see any visions and neither do I, your family is safe back in L.A and," he paused because he was starting to get angry, "lets save ourselves a fight, can you tell me what is going on in your pretty little mind?"
"I'm worried Adam will surprise us, and we won't be ready!" I told him the truth, "While we are here having fun by the pool in the morning and shagging at night, I'm worried about the baby, I don't know how long things will be calm, he knows I'm pregnant Dean, Adam knows and I don't want anything bad to happen to the baby."
"Eve, we have nothing else to do except waiting, waiting till we get good news or bad ones, just hoping for the best because this is all we have right now! We don't have a plan, and we don't know what Adam will do. Going back home won't be so different from staying here. Be ready in your mind, and even though I look like I forgot about it all," he laughed a little as I smiled giving him the – you think? Kind of a sarcastic look, "I didn't, I'm just making the best of what we got."
He winked at me leaning closer to me to kiss my cheek. I smiled and nodded agreeing, only he could make me calm down. At least I knew he was not in La La land, and he still knows we are going to war with the devil's son, a few normal weeks won't change that fact.
As if he heard my thoughts, "Eve, I have been doing this for far too long, a couple of months won't change that."
"Wow, if I didn't know better, I would say you are a mind reader," I laughed, as he winked at me. "So, smart boy, do you wanna do something fun?"
Dean smiled at me, "what do you have in mind?" but before I could answer him, his phone rang, "its Sam." He informed me before answering. "Hey Sammy, what's up?" He said pausing to hear Sam from the other side, he listened "Okay Sam, I'll check with Eve and get back to you."
I heard him and my heart sank, I felt like my worries where more of an omen, not just feelings. "What's wrong?" I could not help but ask, feeling that I was a jinx.
"Sam was doing his usual research and he believes there might be a hunt, he was asking if we are interested, so I told him I will check with you, not that you are going anywhere with the baby, but that if you are fine cutting our vacation and going back?" he asked me, slightly annoyed. "So, miss I'm bored of having fun, should I help Sam or stay here?"
I looked down feeling guilty, "I don't know, I feel like a jinx," I said laughing awkwardly, Dean chuckled.
"Look, I will tell him to check the hunt on his own or with Bobby, then if he needed help, I would join him. Sounds good?" he suggested, and I felt grateful for his suggestion.
"Yes, sounds good babe, and sorry for ruining the mood and basically jinxing everything."
"Its fine, just stop thinking and focus on just relaxing because being here or being home it will not matter," Dean smiled, "you know Eve, if Adam and his bitch want us they will get to us, here or anywhere, same with the angels. It doesn't matter."
I hated to admit he was right; I was worrying for nothing. "At least here we are doing something and having fun, at Bobby's we will be doing nothing and not having fun. We can stay for a couple more days and then see, okay?" Dean asked and I nodded smiling.
"Sounds good to me, thank you. Who knew you would be such a lovely boyfriend?" I said still smiling as I leaned towards him to press a kiss to his lips, he kissed me back softly and smirked feeling proud of himself.
"I am amazing, you are so lucky!" he teased as he stood up, taking off his shirt showing off his muscular tanned body, Dean did enjoy the sun and it was showing on his body, meanwhile I came here a pale mess and I'm leaving looking the same.
"Come on, join me." He smiled helping me get up, my baby bump was showing a little bit, looked like I just ate a bit much. I got up and Dean got on one knee talking to my stomach. "Don't hurt your mommy today, she is trying to have fun." He said and I giggled. "Please don't make her sick today," Dean whispered, and I was still giggling because I knew what he was going to say next, "Daddy needs some sugar."
Dean said and I bursted laughing, that some of the people around the pool glanced at me for the sudden laughs. "Dude, seriously, pool time." I said pushing Dean in the pool laughing, he went in the pool with a big splash, then his head popped from the water as his hair fell on his face and the sun hit his emerald beautiful eyes made them gorgeous, even more, and I thought this was not possible.
"I dare you to jump," Dean said challenging me, as he wiped some the water off his face, I smiled as I took off my swimsuit cover up dress, I was wearing a turquoise two pieces swimsuit, Dean's favorite. "I'm happy it still fits! Not that I mind some places getting bigger" he said teasing me, winking, I glared at him and got in the pool, splashing water on his face and he laughed.
"You are a jerk!" I said as he grabbed me closer to him, "I love you! Thanks for trying to keep me away from my thoughts."
Dean smiled and closed the gap between us, kissing me. I smiled against his lips, "I love you too" he said back, as he started to kiss me harder, I enjoyed the moment and felt like there was no one else around us, and I loved that feeling. What I loved the most that he tasted like the cocktail he was drinking, Sex on the Beach. Ironic.
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"That was amazing," Dean said catching his breath as he rolled over on our bed, reaching for his water bottle. I smiled and sat up resting my head and back against the headboard, brushing my hair with my fingers away from my sweaty face as I watched Dean, he drank some water and offered me some but I shook my head no, he smiled at me and went to grab his boxers to wear it. "Enjoy the view."
"I sure am enjoying so much now," I chuckled as I watched him put it on, enjoying watching him walk around half naked, all tanned and muscular. "Hand me a shirt please," I asked, Dean went to the dresser getting a tank top from my luggage and he added a panty, getting both our phones from a table near by and came back to sit on the bed.
"Here you go babe," he said pressing a kiss to my cheek putting the clothes next to me. "Although I'm enjoying the view."
"Well, I'm getting cold."
"Okay," he said and paused thinking, "Listen, I have an idea about that hunt Sam told us about,"
"Okay, tell me!" I said putting my tank top and panty on, not getting up from the bed, I was tired and lazy at the same time.
"We can both go if Sam needed us, but you stay at the hotel and I will help him," Dean suggested. "You are weak and sick most of the time, we can't risk anything happening to you or the baby." He added as he came closer to me looking into my eyes.
"Fine," I sighed. "Why should he even check it out, this hunt?" I asked getting grumpy a little bit, "we don't know if it's the best timing to do that, who knows if it's a bait or something."
"I told him that, but he was stubborn like a bitch, and I really don't feel like getting dragged to a mess now, but I can't leave him." Dean sighed resting against my body, I held him closer kissing his head.
"Dude, don't get angry, its okay." I said softly, "you can help your brother but promise me that if something happened, or you felt suspicious about any funny business, stop the hunt and get back to me." I asked, almost begging. "promise me Dean!"
"I promise babe," he promised me, honestly. "I will not risk anything happening to you or the baby."
"I'm not worried about myself, I'm worried that anything would happen to you or Sam."
"Don't worry Eve," Dean said trying to assure me as he smiled looking at me. I sighed and kissed him softly.
"I will try." I said trying to act cool, kissing him more as he turned to hold me against his body. I was trying to relax but I could not shake the feeling that something bad was going to happen, praying I was wrong, trying to enjoy my time with Dean.
This is a warmup, calm chapter as I work on the rest. Big thing happening next time, read and review please and I will post as soon as possible. Thanks in advance.
Asya
