The next day Lupin was woken up by the sound of someone walking into his room surprisingly early. He hadn't got much sleep last night, he ended up crying himself to sleep.

"Are you awake yet" said a familiar sounding voice.

"Mmmmmmm" Lupin mumbled back

" come on open your eyes and see who it is. "

Lupin opened his eyes and couldn't believe what he was seeing his eyes must be playing tricks on him

"can it be.." he whispered barely audible

"Yes it can" said the voice.

"Sirius but how am I in heaven or something"

"No you are definitely on earth... but so am I"Sirius walked over to besides Lupin

"How... just how" whispered Lupin in disbelieve

"I'll tell you that later but for now I would like to see you"said Sirius sounding quite happy

" Is it true that they died..."cried Lupin

"Well..."said Sirius unsure what to say

"They can't be can they"cried Lupin who was looking up at Sirius with hope in his eyes.

"Sadly yes they did dye... but the funeral it this Thursday if you want to come and pay your respects" whispered Sirius barely audible.

"No NOOOOO!!!!" Screamed Lupin tears flowing from his eyes.

"W-w-would you like to go to it? "asked Sirius, he was terrified. When Lupin was angry/upset he could be terrifying.

" No I am not going, never going, not in a life time" screamed Lupin shaking with rage

"Ok then I just thought you would..." Lupin cut Sirius off

"GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW" Lupin shouted as loud as he could.

He threw a plant pot at Sirius were it smashed on the door which Sirius had Luckily closed In time.

Later that day.

" Sir we will be bringing you home tomorrow we would like to know were you live to do a check up on you once in a while, please tell us it's for your own good" the doctor spoke as calmly as he could he had been trying to convince Lupin for the last 2 hours.

"WHY WOULD I EVER TELL YOU WERE I LIVE ARE YOU TRYING TO STOCK ME, MABY EVEN KILL ME, I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WILL NOT TELL YOU WERE I LIVE AND I DO NOT NEED ANY CHECKING!!!!" screamed Lupin.

"FOR GODS SAKE YOU ARE AN IDIOT MAN ITS FOR YOUR OWN HEALTH, BUT DO IT AS YOU LIKE" the doctor was now shouting with rage, finally he stormed out the room and Lupin got peace and quiet.

He couldn't believe that they had died maby he is a fool not going to their funeral maby he should say his last good byes.

"No Lupin you will look like a fool infront of everyone crying like a baby"

"But that's what you expect from someone who has lost a loved one"

He sat there arguing with himself for most of the day till he heard shouting from the waiting room.

" Hey listen here, I demand you let me in" he heard a voice that sounded like the half giant he knew.

Lupin walked out his door and into the hallway and asked a passing nurse,

"Who is that in the waiting room"

"Well sir I don't know, all I know is that they are out of visiting times" she gave him a look as if he were her sun.

" Well then I'm off to see who it is" Lupin announced.

"No sir please don't go through there our head of office staff is very angry" she said sounding slightly agitated.

I don't care I'm going to see who it is"

Lupin marched right through the doors and it to the waiting room.

"REMUS LUPIN, OLD PALL THIS BLOODY OLD GIT WON'T LET ME IN TO SEE YOU, TELL HIM WE ARE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS AND I CAN SEE YOU WHEN I LIKE" Hagrid was raging.

"Sir this man is dangerous you must understand my reasons for preventing him to see you plus it is past visit hours"

the man was extremely agitated.

" I would like him to come and see me whenever he wants, he is one of my best friend "

"But sir you do realise how dangerous this man is"

"Yes and he is not dangerous at all..."

"But he could..."

"SHUT..."

"Cause serious injury"

"UP!! "

With that Lupin grabbed Hagrids arm and marched off to his room with him.

" How are ye feelin my old friend" Hagrids big booming voice echoed around the room happily

"Well what do you think my only family dead "

"Oh sorry to remind you of your loss, how about some rock cake" Hagrid held out an arm offering his rock cake, Lupin wondered if it really was made of rock.He took a bite

"OWWW" he shouted.

"Oh sorry did I make it to hard how about some tea"

" No just leave me alone"

"Oh ok, I guess I should just head away and give you some peace then" Hagrid walked toward the door with a sad look on his face.

"I'm sorry Hagrid you really are one of my best friend I just don't know what is wrong I have been losing my temper all day, how about you come back another day, bye" With that Lupin sat staring at the wall thinking what was wrong with himself.