This chapter is for Nilsu_Kaelyn_Winchester she's been constantly asking me when will she make an appearance lol. She's a Cas girl so I wrote a section just for her. :)

Castiel walks in and goes up to the counter and looks up the screen. He narrowed his eyes as he read the calories, nutrients, fat, salt and sugar levels. The angel had to admit feeding food to an infant is rather tricky. Children's intake of calories varies compared to an adult. Cas has counted how many calories Dean consumes a day. If he remembered boys should consume 1400 to 1600 calories a day. He has monitored Dean very carefully and so far he has been impressed with himself for maintaining a good diet for the little hunter.

If only he knew about Jack and Dean's secret stash of candy.

A waitress comes to the front. Her lips form into a smirk.

"Heaven must be missing an angel."

Cas shakes his head.

"They don't miss me. They don't miss me at all."

The angel noticed the waitress looking him up and down. Her eyes are full of lust and she licks her lips as she eyed this handsome man.

"I'm Nil." Her elbows drop down on the table and she leans forward across the counter. "I will be serving you today."

Cas goes back feeling uncomfortable by the way she looked at him like an animal ready to pounce on their prey.

"I will have the chicken wrap with all the salad please."

Nil makes a note while keeping her eyes on him. Cas noticed her pen going off the paper and she is drawing on the table.

"Umm."

Cas points. Nil looks and let's out an "Oh" and pulls away.

"So chicken wrap right?" She said as she looks at her scribble on the paper.

"With all the salad yes."

"Next?"

"Um..." He looks up at the board again. "Kids meal that is...a meal for kids?"

"Yeah." Her eyes gleamed with interest. "You have kids?"

" I do. A son. "

"Aww how old is he?"

"Two."

Cas wasn't lying Jack has been on Earth for two years now. Physically he looked like an adult but mentally he is a child.

"You must be a proud papa."

"I am." He admitted with a smile.

"I bet he is as handsome as his old man." She grinned. "Your wife must be a lucky woman."

"I um...his mom...died."

" Oh. " Her face fell at that. "Sorry to hear that."

"We're doing okay. It's been a while since her death. He is coping."

"That's good." She nodded with a smile. A genuine smile. At least she didn't look like she is going to jump him now. "So kids meal?"

"Yes two please." Her eyebrow raised at that. "It's for my friend's uh little brother."

"Ah." She writes it down. "Coming right up."

She goes out the back. Cas drums his fingers on the counter and waits for the three meals to come back.

"Here you go sir."

She puts two greasy bags down on the table. Cas hands her the money and picks the bags up.

"Thank you."

"I hope to see you around." She grinned.

Cas again blushed as the waitress turns and serves another customer.

Jack immediately went to the stairs when the door opened. Cas walks down the stairs with the bags in his hands. Jack's eyes sparked as his eyes went on the bags. Cas chuckled. The nephilim sure did love his food.

Cas went into the kitchen. He wasn't surprised to see Dean waiting for him with a hungry expression. While Cas got out the plates Dean dug his hand in the bag and pulls out a slip of paper. He unfolds it and grins.

"Say Cas." He turns the paper round. "Who is the lucky lady?"

Cas blushed when he saw a phone number followed by anXOXO.

"Nothing." He answered.

Dean laughs and shows the paper to Jack. Jack tilts his head.

"I don't get it. What's an X and a O mean?"

"It means hugs and kisses." Dean answered.

"Why don't they write hugs and kisses?" Jack's frown deepens.

"Because when one expresses interest and affection to another they write XOXO."

"So it's a shorter version of the words."

Dean shrugs.

"Yeah."

"You call Castiel Cas. That's a shortened version of his name. His name begins with C. Hugs does not begin with an O. Kisses doesn't begin with an X. Shouldn't it be Hu and Kis."

Dean rolls his eyes and rakes a hand over his face. Castiel could tell the hunter has given up in explaining to the nephilim.

"Two kids meals." Cas puts the boxes down. He immediately received a glare from Dean while Jack's face fell. "What is it Jack?"

"Sam and Dean don't give me kids meals. I'm not a kid Castiel."

"But you are."

"No I'm not." He gestures to Dean. "I'm not like him."

Dean turns and gives Jack a bitch-face for that comment.

"Jack. I know you grew up but up here." Cas taps his head. "You are still a child."

My child. Cas thought.

Jack didn't want to upset the angel. Although it did annoy Jack sometimes how protective Cas was he understood the angel wants to fulfil his promise to Kelly. In everyone's eyes Jack is still a child. He has a body of a man but a child at heart. The Winchesters buy Jack the same meals as them because they acknowledge his physical appearance but Cas is thinking of the age and mentally of the boy. Jack couldn't blame Cas for trying.

So he nods and picks up the small cheeseburger with the small portion of fries on the side and begins to eat it. Dean however folds his arms and pouts at his small meal and argues that he is not a child. This is the same argument that keeps being brought up between the angel and the hunter. Cas is obsessed in ensuring Dean is eating the right food, keeping away from the alcohol and doing exercise whenever he can. When the spell does go off Cas didn't want Dean's current diet to affect his body when he returns to normal. Being obese at a young age can cause difficulties which affects them in later life.

"Dean you have no excuse." Cas snapped at him. "If I brought you an adult sized meal you will go over the mark."

"Mark? Cas please stop looking at those healthy eating sites. The amount of calories we are supposed to eat at a certain age its bullshit...I didn't follow the guidelines and I'm alright."

Cas pushes the plate towards the hunter.

"You should be lucky Sam would have supplied a healthier option such as...tofu" Dean did a yuck face. Cas nods. "Hmm so seeing you been a good boy I decided to treat you. You should be grateful."

Dean sighs and looks down at the plate.

"Thanks." He whispers.

"What was that?"

Cas already heard him but he wanted the hunter to say it louder.

"I said thanks." Dean snapped.

Cas chuckles and puts the wrap on the plate.

"Can I give it to Sam?" Dean asks.

Cas sighs as he looks at Dean's hopeful expression. Sam has been cooped up in his room for days now. His head deep in research. None of them are stupid they knew Sam is distracting himself. Although Lucifer is dead Sam is living in fear. Fear that the Devil will return. The younger Winchester didn't show it but they can all see through this act he is putting on. Sam Winchester was far from okay.

Before Cas could respond Dean grabs the plate and hurries down the hallway. Cas shakes his head and decides to let the hunter go. Cas looks back at the paper the waitress slipped into his bag. He picks it up.

The angel thought back to all his past relationships. His relationship with Meg was unexpected a huge surprise to himself and others. An angel and a demon expressing feelings towards each other, very strange indeed. Cas remembered the memories of the pizza man. He remembered pinning her to the wall and kissing her. He remembered her tongue rolling into his and they grasped on to each other not wanting the moment to end. Cas saw many moves from the pizza man that he wanted to explore with Meg. Cas wondered what would have happened if she was still alive. How would she react to Jack? Would Jack like her? Would she be in the bunker with them or would she go back to Hell?

Would she still love her Clarence?

Cas silently mourned the demon as the good times with her played in his head.

Castiel felt happy when he was her. Happy a feeling that he could not allow himself to feel anymore. If he decided to give the waitress a call and decides to hook up with her Cas might make himself feel. If he showed any sign of happiness the Shadow will take him and he will spend rest of eternity trapped in the Empty with no way of getting back.

He couldn't let Jack go through that. He couldn't let any of his loved ones suffer.

Cas rips the paper and throws it in the bin. He turns away and faces Jack who frowned at him.

"Wasn't my type." Cas forced a smile.

"Oh...Castiel."

"Yes Jack?"

"How would I know what my type is?"

Cas smiles.

"One day you will know."

Jack nods.

"Okay."

He takes a bite of his burger while Cas watched him. Elsewhere Dean approaches his brother's room. He stops when he heard his brother's voice from behind the door.

"Cas said he might not be in the right mind."

Dean presses his ear against the door. He heard his brother moving to sit up on his bed.

"I will help you on this but that doesn't mean I have forgiven you."

Who is he talking to. Dean thought.

"I don't care about Bobby. I'm doing this for Dean."

Sam sighs.

"I can't tell Dean about this. He will be furious that we plan to kill Michael and Patrick behind his back."

They are doing what!" Dean thought in horror.

"I'll leave now make out I am going on a case. I'll see you in a couple of hours. Okay bye...Mo...Mary." He ended the sentence on a bitter tone.

Dean couldn't believe what he just heard. Sam spoke to mom! Dean has tried her for days. She answers to Sam and not Dean. What infuriated Dean was Sam and his mom are going after Patrick and Michael without him. Dean is the weakest player on the team so they decide to leave him behind.

Hell no!

Just then the door opens.

"Oh hey Dean." Sam smiled. He looks down at the wrap. "That for me?"

Dean looks up at him. What should he do? Should he stop Sam or let him go? Should he tell the others? Should he call mom? Should he pray to Michael and warn him?...Why would he want to warn the archangel?

What should Dean do?