My name is Theodora Jane Altman, but everyone calls me Teddy, well not everyone my best friend calls me Theodora.

My best friend the star football player is Owen hunt, I kind of have this huge crush on him but he's with Cristiana yang the girl who's a year younger than me.

my life is a mess I slept with the school's bad boy mark Sloan and has so hot like so.

Mark Sloan is with Lexi grey, Meredith greys little sister she just met.

Meredith and Derek slept on the first day of high school and Addison his girlfriend slept with mark Sloan, I know it's a lot to take in.

I'm still learning everything here.

Owen hunt is like the perfect guy, He's sweet, kind, cute and o funny to hang out with.

He's the school's cute boy and every girl loves him including me.

Owens my best friend who's always there for me and will always be with me thru it all. Owens the only one who makes me feel safe and always will it's what I love about him so much.

I'm so scared to tell him how I feel though.

I'm always scared of what will happen when I tell him how I feel about him.

it's just has so cute I can't handle it.

Me, Him, Megan his sister and Nathen her boyfriend has been best friends thru it all and it's what made me fall in love with him all over again, Megan says go for it, but I'm scared of what he will.

When I was 16 something bad happened to me.

I was out walking out of the store with Owen when some 34-year-old grabbed me, and I tried to scream but he covered my mouth and was hitting me.

Then out of the corner there was Owen slapping the guy and grab me fast.

Then Owen did something I did not think he would do while he was with yang his girlfriend, He kissed me! I dint think he would kissed me like that and its not something short it was long and deep .

I never thought in a million years that would happen to me, the shy girl whose dream is to be a cardio goddess.

then something kind of happened ... we had a full on make out session and I'm not going to more, but I woke up in his bed the next day.

That was 7 months ago, so it's probably my fault.

I saw him and Cristiana broke up.

I've been avoiding him and it's my birthday tomorrow and I already am avoiding him but it's kind of hard when he's always in my classes ...so I'll be going I have to set up the football game Owens in so help god I wont jump him has so cute today.

teddy walks down the hall and outside the doors to football field and goes to Arizona "hey what's up you called me as? " teddy asked wondering why.

Arizona who was kissing collie looked at her friend then at her girlfriend and tells callie and collie leaves." Teddy hey yes I did, Cristina and Owen broke up for good she's seeing pretty boy over there "Arizona says and points to mason teddys ex.

" well I hope she's happy with him, I wasn't but has a cheater any way I hope Owens ok '' Arizona laughs at teddy '' teddy bear do u know what this means.

Owen your crush since 7th grade will ask you to homecoming "" teddy looks so embarrassed at her friend '' we both know he won't I'm just his friend it's all he sees as me not his girlfriend " teddy walks away on the gym floor and runs straight into Owen who has her dipped from the fall and they meet each other's eyes .

we had this sweet smile on his face. god dame teddy has going to kiss you after all these months oh god be ready teddy has going to kiss you. Owen had this smile on his face and said ...