Razor find himself in pitch white place . He saw a little girl which look a lot like Nazara surrounded by ghostly shadows . They continue to taunt her, laugh at her , cursed her, blamed her . He tried to help her however the more he ran towards her , the more she appear to go away from her and more curses he could her

Razor again find himself floating besides citadel surrounded by alliance fleet only for him to see a disruptor torpedo heading towards him and his world turn black .

He again find himself in pitch dark room surrounded by 4 guys and a girl . She was definitely Nazara. All of them were Alliance officers. One of the officer grab by her hair and forcefully kiss her.

"My wife served on SSV Hong Kong . Because of you I lost her . It's payback time bitch " other followed suit and force themselves on her.

Razor couldn't watch this .He tried to fight them only for him to blocked by a invisible barrier . He tried to bang through that barrier.

"YOU BASTARDS . I KILL YOU. I FUCKING KILL YOU" He scream at them only for them not paying attention to him. It seems he was invisible to them only for him to hear their voice as they force themselves on her in front of him.

One of them unbuckled his pants and plunged his member directly into her pussy causing her to moan loudly , hands on her plump breast.. Another one put his member right inside her mouth chocking her . Third one jacked off himself seeing this action while fourth one was taping the whole thing.

She reach her limit by cumming all over their body . Cum dripping from her face and ass only for them to take turns and repeat everything .

Razor couldn't see this . He saw her eyes . Like she had given up on resisting , accepting what they said to her as they violate her every parts . She finally collapsed on the floor body full of love fluids dripping out of her every holes.

"You think this is over bitch. There only one way to fuck you is.. . " He whispered in her ear making her walk on four. He grab her plump rear before plunging member into her tight hole.

"Fuck Edward .She so tight . I could fuck her everyday for revenge ." screamed Officer Darren as he increased his pace causing her to pant louder shifting his hands from her ass to her breast squeezing it roughly causing her to moan loudly .

"Get ready bitch .I'm gonna rock your world" he made her face him and kiss her while further increasing the pace.

It was too much for them as both exploded into massive orgasm , blurt of cum sprayed inside her womb which leaked out of her holes.

"Dude . I recorded everything . " Said Edward as he passes the vid to his friend Kiden who then smirks back at Edward.

"We got the vid so you can't do anything about it. If you try to mention this to anyone , you know what happen. Just for you know " he grope her tits harder " you belong to us " as he walked away .

Razor was crying badly . So bad he literally ran out of tears . He saw her violated every day by the same guys who use her sensitive past against her. And the worst part she was facing it for a long time . He saw her looking directly at him , Wondering why didn't he help her . He never felt helpless before .

He saw her being transfer from one base to another . Being badmouthed by ship girls and people alike for her terrible past . Those bastards have friends across every Naval Base . They violated her everyday and everywhere.

He saw her being confined herself to her own room . Crying out alone . No one to help her . All her sisters were killed during great Reaper war. She was truely all alone .

She found some solace in another of Reaper destroyer Belial. Those bastards tried to do the same thing to her . This time she lash out at them. They in turn transfer her to his Naval Base with no one to help her little Belial . She blamed herself for never forgive herself for failing.

Now he understands why she so stubborn . She wants to be strong so she could never let someone precious to her end up like her . She was intentionally wedging a gap between her team mates and him because she was afraid they may end up hurt like her . She don't want to lose anyone again.

Razor woke up startled . Besides him Nazara also beginning to wake up . Wondering everything he saw was a dream or not .

"Hey … you ok. " Commander asked her hesitantly .

"You saw everything. Didn't you " asked Nazara intentionally.

"So all of that was not a dream but …", "My memory . Everything you saw did happen to me . So what you gonna throw me away like a whore . Who am I kidding I am really a whore who just looking for a good fuck and….." she was slapped by commander tears in his eyes.

"You are not a whore . Those bastards I fucking kill them. " he hugged her tightly " I will never throw you away . "

"You really want to keep a whore in your fleet . Even after what happened to me .Why ?" She asked commander

"Because .. I..I " , " I what " .

"Because …. I love you" commander blurted out causing him to blush deep shade of red.

Taking a deep breath , she answer "You can't love me . Reapers can't be loved .We killed millions of people . There no redemption for me commander . I willingly became whore to get rid of my memories . To escape from my terrible past . I am a murderer Razor. Don't waste your life loving me." with that she left her room , tears in her eyes ,rejecting the only person who could understand her.

Razor stood there dumbstruck . He was rejected by very person he grew to admire. Though he hated her initially because his father was killed by her in Eden Prime he came to grew closer to her. He saw her risking her life to save a fellow Shipgirl many times . Eventually he grew to have a crush on her . And now when he got the guts to declare her love for her she rejected him.

'I m sorry commander . It's for your own good'