The sun filtered through the bottom Troy's bedroom blinds and it shined brightly in my eyes, I turned around and cuddled closer into Troy who was still fast asleep. I had my head nestled in his neck and my arm tossed over his naked torso; Troy's arms were wrapped around me and his floppy hair had fallen over his eyes, his mouth was hanging open and he was snoring lightly. This was how I wanted to wake up every morning for the rest of my life, in bed with Troy with his arms around me making me loved, comfortable, safe and warm. I moved my hand to wipe the hair out of his eyes and he blinked away.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you" I said softly.

"It's ok... did you sleep ok?" He asked as he rubbed his eyes.

"Perfectly" I answered and he smiled at me before planting a kiss on the top of my head.

"I want you to know that last night was the best night of my life... hell yesterday was the best day of my life." He told me and I couldn't help but giggle "I love you" He said.

"I love you too" I replied and Troy placed a kiss on my lips.

I small shiver went down my bare spine and Troy pulled the covers up to cover us both up. After we slept together last night we never got dressed again, we just laid in bed together naked with our arms around one another. Troy was constantly telling me how beautiful and amazing I was and how much he loved me. He was just so sweet and such a gentleman, it was as if he didn't care how it was for him but as long as it was perfect for me, which it was, it was everything I dreamed of and more. I just hoped that it was as good for him as it was for me... to be honest I wasn't sure what to expect and I wasn't sure if what I did was good.

The two of us lay in bed for another 10 minutes when Troy declared he needed the bathroom so he climbed out of bed and slipped some boxers on before rushing to the bathroom. I laid in bed by myself for a moment before getting out of bed and putting my pjs on and I made my way into the kitchen and started making some breakfast for us.

"What are you doing?" Troy asked as he came back from the bathroom.

"I'm making pancakes" I stated happily as I grabbed all of the ingredients I would need "What do you want on yours?" I asked him.

"Strawberry's and chocolate every time" He answered as if it was obvious which made me roll my eyes.

T>>>&G

Dear Diary,
I have just got home from the best night of my life! Troy invited me over to his as his parents are away this weekend and we spent a great day together yesterday. We watched movies and made cookies and then we finally did it, we had sex for the first time. I am no longer a virgin.

To be honest I wasn't sure what to expect but Troy was so romantic, sweet and such a gentleman. He was gentle with me and he was always making sure that I was ok and I this is what I wanted, he did everything he could to make it the perfect experience for me and it was... I can't even put into words what it felt like but it was perfect.

After we had sex Troy and I just lay in bed together and we just cuddled, he had his arms wrapped around me and told me how beautiful I was, how amazing I was and how much he loved me. It was how I pictured spending every day and night with Troy but of course I knew that couldn't happen because my parents would never let me stay there overnight, whether Troy's parents where there or not. I don't think Troy's parents would want me to be there overnight either, I don't know when we were going to get the opportunity to spend the night together again but I hope it's soon.

This morning was just as amazing as last night! I made breakfast for us and after breakfast we were all over each other again and we had sex again, it was even more amazing than last night! As perfect as last night was I think it was actually better this morning as there wasn't the awkwardness that last night had, we were both more confident and I couldn't help but feel sexy as Troy's hands roamed over me... it made me feel empowered.

I honestly didn't want to leave Troy's but my mom, asking me home so we could have something to eat as a family. She thought I was at Taylor's for the night and I didn't want my parents to go looking for me at Taylor's if I didn't show up so I had to leave Troy's place, he didn't want me to come home either and begged me to stay but I couldn't.

Coming home did put my slightly out of my good mood but I was still floating on cloud 9!

Lots of Love
Gabriella x

I read over what I had written in my diary and decided that I needed to hide it in a new place where no one could ever find it. My parents know where I store my diary but I can't have them coming across it and reading it and then finding out that I had sex with Troy because they would freak out! My parents are very traditional and want me to wait until I get married, like they did, before having sex as they believe that having sex out of wedlock is a huge sin that would send me to hell for giving into my desires.

Some people have parents who they can talk to about anything; they can confide in their parents and get advice from them about anything. I wish I had parents like that, I wish I had a sibling or even a cousin that I could get advice from about sex because the truth is I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff. I can talk to Taylor but her and Chad haven't had sex yet, they make out and he will touch her ass but she can't give me advice about sex itself. My home life is pretty lonely if you haven't figured it out and I hope if I ever have kids one day, I hope they feel like they can come to me about anything and not be afraid to speak out about their feelings.

My bedroom door opened and I was brought out of my thoughts, I slammed my diary closed and turned around to see Taylor standing there. She looked at me with a large smile on her face; she closed the door and rushed over to me.

"I want to hear every detail" She stated.

"Taylor shh... my parents think I was at yours remember?" I questioned.

"I know" She said and held up a history book "I told your parents that you forgot your history book" She told me with a clever smile.

"Taylor-"

"C'mon! I need to know what to expect when it is time for me and Chad to take that step" She argued.

"I don't know what to say... it was romantic and sweet but it was awkward, kinda painful and sweaty" I answered honestly "I loved every minute of it and the experience was something I will never forget and it was magical. Troy was soft, gentle and romantic which made me feel like the only woman in the world, like I was the most important thing in his life and I have honestly never felt more loved and adored" I explained "To be honest, words don't do it justice, it's not something you can explain" I added.

"Oh Gabriella... that... I don't even know what to say apart from I hope my first time is as amazing as that" She said.

"The second time was better" I told her and she looked at me with a surprised face and we both started giggling.

"You sex addict now?" She asked with a laugh.

"If every time is like that than I don't know why people don't do it more often"

"Wow! Who are you and what have you done with Gabriella Montez?" She joked.

"Gabriella Montez feels like a woman" I admitted.