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I hear the alarm going off but I can't bring myself to move, I'm so tired.

Knock knock knock

That'll be Elena, she's always been a morning person, "Alexis gets up we're going to be late Bonnie's on her way."

I roll over, smack the alarm and stare at the ceiling. I wonder if I could just fake sick? No, Jenna would never fall for that on the first day of school... well better get to it.

Elena and I are 4 minutes apart but you'd never believe we're twins she's tall and skinny where I'm shorter and a little curvier. My red-brown hair curls a little on the ends green eyes and a killer smile. I take little time picking out a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, throw on some sneakers and I'm down the stairs grabbing my things. I walked into the kitchen as Elena was walking out. "Are you coming?"

"No, I'm perfectly capable of driving myself." I look at Jeremy who's getting ready to leave, "Wanna ride with me?"

"Yeah sure." he replies, "I'll meet you outside."

I said goodbye to Jena and headed out. Jeremy was already in the passenger seat. I pulled a bowl and a bag out of my purse and gave it to him "Pack that please."

"You know Elena is going to kill us if she finds out right?" Doesn't stop him though he takes the pipe and begins filling it, he takes a hit and passes it to me. "You really think I give a flying fart what Elena thinks?" I say just before taking a long pull, "She's been on both of us all summer about responsibility does it look like I listen?"

Jer and I took the long way to school so my Jeep could air out. When we got to school I saw Bonnie and Elena walking. Jeremy went through the back to avoid them. I decide to join the party. The two were going on about the new guy and his nice back... all the sudden I see Elena fly past me and follow Jeremy into the men's room. I look at Bonnie, "WELP that's my cue to leave" I smirked running off.

It's been 4 months since our parents died... since I died... no one knows how me and Elena got out of the car but we did. I died for 7 min on the way to the hospital and ever since I've just felt off. Elena wants me to talk about it. She has probably bought me 5 journals I refuse to write in, I'm just not ready. I go through my day in a haze probably answered "how are you?" a million times. Elena taps on the window of my truck and breaks me out of my daze "Hey! Are you going to the bonfire tonight?" I want to say no so bad but the look on her face says she's going to irritate me until I go. "Yeah I've got a couple stops to make first but I'll be there after." I smile as I lie to her, honestly I'm going to go find a quiet place to smoke and read.

"Ok well Bonnie is picking us up at 7." she replied.

"You know me I'll drive myself... ya know so I can leave when I get tired of you." I laugh a little at my own joke.

"Or we can kick you out when you piss us off." she smiled and walked towards Bonnie's car and with that, I started my truck and headed to the bridge where my whole life changed.