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"Who do I need to kill first." I vaguely heard Damon's voice.
"What?" I mumbled pulling my head off the pillow looking at the clock. "Damon it's 6:30 in the morning, go away."
"I finished the journal." He said pulling it out of his jacket and tossing it between us on the bed.
I rolled over and sat up, "Already?"
"Started after I dropped you off yesterday, I actually finished it last night but I figured you'd be sleeping."
"I was sleeping." I rubbed my face, "And we're not killing anyone, I don't need revenge I don't need pity I need to deal with it as a human."
"Well, then let's get to it."
"We will, me and Bonnie spent all day yesterday going over what we thought triggered the memories that I've already gotten."
"And what's that."
"Exhaustion, magically seems to be the most effective but lack of sleep and stress seem to work too."
"Why did you involve judgy?"
"Because they way we're doing this trying, to pick and choose, it's a cheat my magic won't allow it, Bonnie's will."
"Do you trust her?"
"Oddly yes, I literally spent all day with her yesterday my ring stayed blue. We're going to use a sleeping spell linked to a candle, blow the candle out I wake up."
"This has bad idea written all over it." He said rolling his eyes.
"It's that or dose me, so pick your battles."
"Those can't be the only two options."
"There the only two that'll cause the effect we need, I'm going to Bonnie's later so we can test it out. You can come if you promise to behave." I moved down laying my head back on the pillow, "Now, seriously I'm going back to sleep."
"Behave, fat chance of that." I heard him mutter as he got off the bed and with a whoosh, he was gone.
I'd woken up again a couple hours later, showered and headed to Bonnie's. I had texted Damon asking if he wanted to meet me and got a big fat Nope in response.
I walked up the familiar steps of Sheila's house and knocked on the door. Bonnie opened it and waved me inside, she already had everything set up. "Is Damon coming?" She asked.
"Nope, he doesn't get why I included you in this. My guess is he's currently pouting."
"We can wait, you'll be all alone in there I'll have to concentrate on keeping your subconscious open."
I sighed and rubbed my face, "No, I'll be fine."
I sat on the floor and Bonnie arranged some cushions behind me, while I lit a candle and placed it in front of us. Once she'd finished she sat in the other side, "Hand." She said. I laid my hand in hers and she placed a small cut. I watched a few drops ooze out and drip over the candle flame. "Are you ready?"
I nodded my head, Bonnie closed her eyes and started muttering the spell, I felt my eyes get heavy as the flame from the candle shot up. My eyes closed and I felt my head hit the cushions behind me, when I opened my eyes again I was literally nowhere. Blackness all around me the floor I was standing on looked like I'd just fall into a bottomless pit at any second. I could hear Bonnie telling me to concentrate sowhere off in the distance, I tried to focus on the night in the woods when everything went to shit. A bright white light engulfed the area I was in I started to feel excited it was working but that excitement was short lived. It was working just not the way we'd planned, it was chaos, everything was out of order, and moving very fast almost as if someone was playing a home movie on fast forward.
"ALEXIS!" I heard Bonnie shout.
I sat up with a gasp, I could smell the smoke from the candle being extinguished.
"What happened?"
"I don't know. I couldn't control what I was seeing, it was just flashes. Why did you pull me out so fast?"
"Alexis, it's been an hour. You stopped breathing, your nose started bleeding."
I touched my fingers to my face, pulling them back and seeing red, "I can't anchor myself while you're channeling me."
"And I can't open your mind without that channel." Bonnie replied handing me a wet towel.
"Well, shit." I stood up a little wobbly.
"Let's go get something to eat and figure it out."
Damon's Pov
Behave, I thought to myself for the fifteenth time since I'd started drinking I'll behave right here at this bar. I'd just recently joined Ric at the gill, he'd been babbling on about Jenna I wasn't really listening. I heard the bell above the door signaling someone new had just walked in, I smelled her before I heard her. She was talking to Bonnie about finding them a booth while she cleaned up. I watched her rush past the bar not even looking in my direction.
"I'll be right back." I said to a Ric who seemed too lost in his drink to notice.
"You look like shit." I said stepping into the bathroom, she did she was pale, her eyes were bloodshot and I could smell fresh blood but I didn't see any marks on her.
"You sure know what the ladies wana hear." She said before splashing water on her face.
"Didn't go so well hu?"
"Obviously." She sighed and wiped her face off before turning around and facing me, "It worked, just not how we expected. We're not strong enough."
"What's your plan now?" I asked taking a step towards her.
"We don't have one, I can't try again today we had some unforeseen complications."
"What kind of complications?" I raised an eyebrow.
"It's nothing I'm fine." She said stepping around me grabbing the door handle.
"Liar." I slapped my hand on the door preventing it from opening.
"Damon." She pulled at the door to no avail, I wasn't letting her leave and she was clearly done talking.
I bit into my hand, holding it out to her. She gave me a face but took it, I watched the color flow back into her cheeks. She let go of my hand and I opened the door, "Now you can go."
She walked past me, "Ass." I heard her mumble as she walked back to Bonnie, I laughed to myself as I went back and joined Ric.
Alexis's Pov
"Wow, you look good for someone who almost died a half hour ago." Bonnie said as I sat down. I held my finger to my lips and pointed towards the bar, I threw some salt into the candle at the table and watched it spark.
"Ok we're good now." I said.
"He obviously knows something happened, you're healed."
"He knows." I sighed, "No details, he said it was a bad plan and his ego is big enough with out me admitting he was right. At least not until we figured out how to fix the problem we had."
Bonnie was about to say something when Damon snatched up the candle and blew it out, "I've been around a century and a half, you really don't think I'd notice a silencing spell?"
"Well maybe if you had been there instead of here being all butthurt you wouldn't need to eavesdrop." I said with a smirk.
"Butthurt? You made that up."
"All words are made up." I snapped.
"Stop!" Bonnie interjected and pointed at me, "You need him for this to work."
"Of course that's the problem." I said scooting over for Damon to sit down.
"You cut me out of your plan." Damon said taking the hint and sitting next to me.
"No I didn't, we just added to it. You cut yourself out."
"Well what do you need me for?"
"Bonnie can't dive into my subconscious and help me focus, I just got random bits and pieces being by myself I couldn't call anything specific forward. Wana help be the tour guide in my head?" Damon's answer had to wait while our waitress dropped off food to me and Bonnie.
"So what do you need to try again?"
"I need sleep, and this cheeseburger." I said looking at Bonnie who agreed, "We can try again tomorrow."
"No can do pidgin, BBQ at the Gilbert house tomorrow, remember? Operation is Mason Lockwood a werewolf?" Damon said throwing his arm over me.
"Stop calling me that!" I growled.
"After then? We can all meet at the boarding house." Bonnie suggested.
"Works for me." I looked to Damon who nodded his head.
The next day I was standing in the kitchen helping chop vegetables for a salad when Elena walked in talking with Jenna, "Thanks for letting Caroline come today, her and Matt are having some issues and she's just been really down lately."
"He's not the plus one I'm worried about." Jenna replied but turned to me, "What do you see in Damon anyway?"
"He supplies me with ample amounts of caffeine and I mean have you seen him?" I replied, "Wait, Caroline is going to be here?"
"Yeah is that a problem?" Elena asked
"Only the fact that I hate her."
Jenna went to say something but was interrupted by Mason walking in, "HEY! Time to start the party I found the shot glasses."
"And that's my cue to leave," Elena said walking back out of the kitchen.
"You're here ten minutes and I'm already back under the bleachers at a pep rally." Jenna said laughing.
"Yeah but I didn't have to swipe this bottle from my old man." Mason replied.
"Ladies and gentlemen my role models." I said cutting in.
Jenna gave me a look as Alaric walked in, "Hey I like you, brought the good stuff I see." He said setting a plate of food down.
"I'm just glad to get invited." Mason replied.
"Yeah man, I figured the best way to dig up dirt on Jenna is to talk to her high school friends."
"Oh I've got dirt!" Mason finished pouring shots.
"Hey, I have no dirt just dirty shame." Jenna laughed as the 3 of them lifted their shots.
"To dirty shame." Alaric toasted and the clinked glasses and drank their shots.
"Looks like I'm right on time." Damon said walking into the kitchen and setting down 2 boxes.
"Hey, Damon I'll get you a glass." Alaric offered.
Jenna walked over to Damon handing her his glass, "You can have mine." She turned around and walked over to me half whispering, "Since Caroline is here, if you wana sneak off during game time I will not come looked for you."
"And That right there is why you're my favorite." I said smiling as her and Alaric walked away.
"Ouch, I thought I was your favorite." Damon said handing me a coffee cup.
"It's a back and forth race and you just pulled ahead." I said taking a sip.
Mason spoke up, "Hey I don't think we've met I'm Mason Lockwood."
"Damon Salvatore." Damon shook his hand.
"Yeah I know I've heard great things."
"Really? Cause I'm kind of a dick." Damon said smirking.
"He really is though." I said as I walked out of the kitchen. I opened the door and stepped out, the sound of Caroline's voice made me almost turn around but I decided I wouldn't give her the satisfaction of running me off in my own house.
"Seriously Elena your a constant temptation for Stefan, that's why I had to break up with Matt. You know what I'm talking about don't you Alexis? Or maybe you don't it's probably easier to control if you have a living juice box around all the time."
"Caroline!" Elena scolded.
Should have just gone back inside. I whipped around facing Caroline and caught her in a migraine spell, she held the sides of her head, "Listen here Caroline, you may be a vampire now but let's get this straight I am not afraid of you." I let her out of the spell, "Keep my name out of your mouth."
Damon walked outside, "Hey foods ready." He looked between me and Caroline who were giving each other a death stare. She broke first standing up and heading inside with Elena following behind her. I turned and stepped off the porch heading to my truck, Damon stopped me as I was reaching into the wheel well, "Where are you going?"
"I'm bailing." I said pulling out the hide a key, "I thought I could handle her being here but I can't. I'm just going to go hang out at the boarding house if that's ok with you."
"It is but I'd prefer if you didn't, Kathrine's there."
"Excuse me?"
"Stefan texted me, apparently she snuck in this morning. He vervained her and has her in the basement."
"So that's out, wait what about tonight?" I said putting the key back.
"Two witches and a vampire she's not going to mess with us."
"You're sure?" I asked.
"You scared?" Damon asked raising an eyebrow.
"No I can't be, remember?"
"Oh I absolutely do just checking." He threw his arm around my shoulder, "Come on let's go make wolf jokes at Mason's expense." I reluctantly let him lead me back into the house.
After we'd all eaten and the "adults" finished off a bottle of tequila I snuck outside, "And where do you think you're going?" I heard Damon behind me.
"Jenna all but said if you don't kill Caroline I'll pretend I don't notice when you go smoke a joint in the back yard." I said reaching the far end of the yard settling under a tree.
"Sounds like great guardianship."
"Well I'm not exactly a textbook situation." I flicked my lighter a couple times before lighting the joint and blew out a puff of smoke, "It's hard for her, according to Elena I was her favorite, so she has all these epic memories of us and I've got what? A couple recently discovered lake trips and a birthday party?. I'm, complicated."
"You said it." He laughed, and I rolled my eyes, "You're really going to leave me inside playing games by myself?"
"Yup, I A. I hate party games and B. I just don't have it in me to play nice with someone who just called me a juice box."
"Is that what the stare down was about earlier?"
"Yes, I know it's not true but I kinda lost it on the porch and Elena still won't let anyone tell Jenna anything so I can't really take the chance of a repeat performance during Pictionary."
"Fine, you owe me." He said as he turned to walk inside.
"No I don't this little party was your idea."
A little while later I was in the kitchen laughing to myself so far Damon had magically gotten to draw; Werewolves in London, wolf man and if I had to take a guess his current creation was Dances with Wolves. Yep Mason guesses correctly.
"Not exactly subtle is he?" Elena asked walking into the kitchen.
"Damon? No, definitely not one of his strong suits."
Elena started pulling out plates as Damon walked into the kitchen picking up the smaller of the 2 boxes off the counter, "Since you're weird and don't like peach cobbler." He set the box in my hand I opened it up to see a chocolate cupcake.
"You've pulled way ahead in the race for my favorite person." I said smirking.
Jenna walked through the door way, "There you guys went." She walked over to me peeking over my shoulder, "Whatcha got there?"
"Mine." I said turning away from her, "Go away you guys have nasty peach cobbler."
Jenna laughed as I walked away to grab a fork, "This is fun."
"Thanks for inviting me." Damon said.
"I didn't really have a choice between Ric and Alexis I was strong armed." She replied.
"Come on I'm not that bad."
"You've never dated you, I however have dated tons of yous. I stand by what I said you hurt her.."
"You'll be first in line to kick my ass." Damon finished for Jenna.
"Second." I piped up.
"Who's first?" Damon asked.
"Me. Duh." I said taking a seat at the table, everyone else walked into the He kitchen and took a seat, Jenna set the cobbler on the table. Damon grabbed the silver cake knife and passed it and the cobbler to Mason, "Why don't you start us off."
"I'd be glad to." Mason looked at the knife before digging his hand in, "What can I say I'm an animal." He laughed dropping a piece of dessert on his plate.
"Another reason why I'm glad I have my own treat." I laughed seeing the shocked look on Damon's face. Alaric tried to draw attention away and spoke up, "So Mason, you and Jenna never dated?"
"No she was too caught up in Logan Fell land." He replied.
"That was my first mistake, Mason was a catch had girls lining up." Jenna said.
"Really?" Damon smirked, "I'd picture you as more of a lone wolf."
"I'm sure I wasn't half the lady killer you were." Mason retorted.
I nearly choked on my cupcake. Elena and Caroline had finished quickly and walked out on to the porch, Jenna and Rick had gone into the living room to clean up, leaving Mason, Damon and I in the kitchen. "Looks like Jenna is setting up guitar hero might be time to mutiny." Mason said looking at Damon. I started clearing some plates making it to the sink before Damon said something, "I actually like guitar hero so you're barking up the wrong tree."
"Ok man enough with the innuendoes, you're hilarious."
"Thanks." Damon replied with a smirk.
"Come on you guys don't think I know what this BBQ is really about?"
"How do you even know what I am? Your brother was completely clueless."
"It doesn't matter I'm not your enemy."
Damon went to speak up but I interrupted him, "Really could have fooled me, you broke at least 3 of my ribs and used my arm as a fucking chew toy."
"It was an accident, I can't control what happens when I shift. Looks like you healed up pretty well." Mason's tone was apologetic. "I couldn't chain myself up in time."
"What there's no obeisance school for werewolves?"
"Look let's not dig up some billion year old feude that's got nothing to do with us."
"So what are you doing here?" Damon asked.
"My brother died, my nephew lost his dad, I'm just here to help my family. Truce." Mason held out his hand and Damon shook it, Mason walked out of the room to talk to Jenna and Ric.
"You trust him?" I asked setting some dishes in the sink.
"Nope." He replied.
"Me neither." I held up my hand showing the stone in my ring had turned black.
Damon now knowing Mason was a werewolf decided to ambush him outside the grill. "Stay in the car." He said as he pulled into a spot and turned the car off.
"Fine." I said.
"Really?" Damon looked at me confused, "No arguments?"
"Nope, just yell when you start getting your ass kicked." I smirked.
Damon rolled his eyes as he got out of the car shutting the door behind him. He walked up to Mason I couldn't really hear what they were saying, suddenly Damon was a blur when he backed out one of the knives from the silver set was sticking out of Mason's chest. When Mason pulled it out with ease I got out of the car. Damon backed up as mason spoke, "You know I'm pretty sure werewolves started the whole silver myth for times like these." He stepped towards Damon, I caught him in a migraine spell. Mason fell to his knees, "I knew there was a witch in the woods." He grunted out. I let him out of the spell, pulling at Damon's hand.
"You two just made an enemy." Mason said getting up and getting in his truck.
"Come on we need to go Bonnie's going to be at the boarding house soon." I pulled at his arm again.
He growled in Mason's direction and let me lead him back to the car. As we were leaving I saw Stefan and Elena walk in to the Grill, "Guess hes done dealing with Kathrine?" I asked.
"She gave him the slip about twenty minutes ago. Elena found him in the basement." He said as he started the ignition.
"So the bitch roams free again." I groaned earning a small smile from a very aggravated Damon.
Once we pulled up to the boarding house Bonnie's Prius was already sitting in the driveway, she got out of her car as we walked up to the door, "You got everything?" I asked.
"I've got the candle and you've got blood to spare so as long as Damon's got something soft for you to land on I guess we're all set."
"I think we should do this in the library." I said walking in that direction Damon and Bonnie followed behind me, we set everything up and sat just as we had yesterday only this time Damon was next to me.
"So how does this work?" He asked.
"We set up the candle, I say the sleeping spell, once she's passed out I'll say the spell to open up her subconscious and then you do whatever it is you do to get in her head. Theoretically with you anchoring her she should be able to call up whatever she wants." Bonnie replied, she lit the candle and looked at me, "Ready?"
"As I'll ever be." I replied sticking out my hand over the candle. Bonnie cut into my hand and a few small drops fell into the candle, I watched the cut heal shortly after. She recited the spell and I was off to nowhere.
"Wow it really is empty here." I hear Damon's voice behind me.
"Ever the comedian." I said rolling my eyes. I needed to focus I took a deep breath and did just that, the room started to light up this time it was met with a feeling of discouragement afraid our plan still wasn't working. I heard Caroline's voice, "I thought we were supposed to be friends."
"Holy shit it worked." I said in awe to Damon.
"Caroline we are friends and if you really think I'd go behind your back-"
"There's no think to it Alexis, you did it, you slept with Nathan why else would he be telling everyone you did."
"I DID NOT!"
I watched as Caroline pushed memory me a couple times the both of us still screaming at each other as other party goers gathered around. Memory me had finally had enough she cocked her fist back and punched Caroline in the nose. Flashes of me being arrested by Liz and spending the night in jail to "scare me".
"Liz arrested you?" Damon asked.
"I broke her perfect daughters nose." I shrugged.
The scene changed from the woods to school, Caroline had taken her locker decorating skills to a whole new level. Spray painted across the front in giant red letters WHORE, streamers glitter the whole nine yards. The inside full of hateful words written in sharpie, I watched as people whispered about me in the hall all because of a rumor Caroline let spiral out of control.
"That went on for months," I said leaning against Damon.
We were in my room now I tink noise coming from the window, memory me rolled of the bed and peaked her head out, "Let's go hermit." I could hear Izzy's familiar voice. "We're going to the Duke party."
"No, for 1 I'm grounded, for 2 I'm a pariah, I'm going to stay here and mope."
"Alexis Gilbert, Your parents are at a founders party and are going to be gone till god knows when. So get your ass down here before I climb up there and drag you down. I'll kick Caroline's ass myself if she needs it."
"Well this almost makes me like her." Damon said referring to Izzy.
"She has her moments."
Past me climbed out the window and down the tree meeting Izzy in the ground below the yard melted away and we were back in the woods. They looked like they were having a good time, until Tyler walked up, "Alexis we need to talk."
"Back off Lockwood." Izzy sneered.
"We don't need to do anything we broke up remember?" Past me jumped in.
I heard Damon gag.
"You fucked Caroline you have no room to judge." I said
"Seriously Alexis." Tyler bear begged.
"Fine." Past me handed Izzy a cup and walked further into the woods with Tyler. They stopped just far enough the part noise was barely audible, "What, Tyler?" She turned around to face him. Tyler didn't say anything at first he just stared at her, "Earth to Tyler." She waved her hand in front of his face. Tyler grabbed one of her hands and then the other and slammed her up against a tree, "Ow fuck Tyler what the hell?"
"So what your too good to fuck me in the woods but Nathan Bradley is fine?" He was holding her against the tree.
Damon growled behind me.
"Oh god not you too." She tried to push him off, "For your information I'm too good to fuck anyone in the woods. Seriously let go your hurting me."
Tyler tried to kiss her but she turned her face and pushed against him, he pulled at her shirt, she took the momentary distraction and head butted him.Tyler staggered backward and past me took off towards the party, she didn't make it very far when Tyler jerked her arm back and punched her in the face sending her to the ground before he took off. A few minutes passed before Izzy ventured into the woods finding past me unconscious. Flashes of a short hospital visit and talking to the police popped up before we were in the kitchen past me sitting with my parents.
"He broke broke 3 of my teeth and just left me there." I said quietly, I could feel the spell taking it toll on me but I didn't want to quit.
"I told you I'd kill him for you." Damon said clearly angry.
"And I told you I don't need revenge, I need to deal with it."
"And me ripping out his spleen wouldn't do that for you?"
"You can survive without a spleen now shh, I need to concentrate." I said as the scene before us was starting to get fuzzy.
Grayson was talking while Miranda stood in the corner, "Now we've talked with the Lockwoods they have agreed not to press charges but they have a condition."
"Are you fucking kidding me! He knocked me unconscious because I wouldn't sleep with him and I have conditions?" A very enraged past me yelled.
"Watch your mouth. They are saying you started it Alexis, and thanks to your little stunt last week with Caroline it's his word over yours and you don't look very good. Me and your mother signed a non disclosure agreement this is the last time this incident will be brought up, your sister doesn't even know and she doesn't need to understood?"
"No I don't understand! I'm your daughter and you're just going to let him get away with it?" She stopped for a second, "How much did they offer you?"
"Excuse me?" Grayson asked.
"How much is my silence worth? We all know this isn't the first time he's gotten off scott free for something that wouldn't look good for a founding family member."
"That's enough!" Grayson yelled, "This discussion is over."
"Yeah it fucking is." She brushed past her parents and out the front door.
"Fifty grand." I said, "I don't know why I know that but I do. Everyone has a price." I said as the memory faded into the next one, Damon didn't say anything just wrapped his arm around me.
"I think you'd be the only one that would miss me Iz." Past me was walking on the barricade of the Wickery Bridge.
"You're high, people would miss you." Izzy replied passing a joint up to past me.
"Who? Elena won't speak to me neither will anyone at school. My parents made a quick buck over the worst night of my life." She looked down over the railing and climbed up, "From this hight I'd probably end up about 8 feet down before buoyancy took over."
"Well see it's a bad plan wouldn't kill you. Besides then what would I do on my weekends home."
"It would right here." She said walking to the middle of the bridge, "There are pieces of the old bridge down there, hit one of those boom instant death."
"Now your high and morbid."
"You really though that out." Damon said.
"I was miserable."
More memories past consisting of past me partying too hard and Caroline's never ending psychological torture, arguments with my parents about sneaking out and skipping classes.
"Hmm." Damon muttered as the bridge appeared again.
"What Hmm?"
"You'll see."
Past me was standing in the middle of the bridge all alone, she stepped up on the concrete barrier and looked down tears in her eyes.
"This was two weeks before my parents died." I said.
"Whatcha doing?" Damon's voice rang out in front of me. Past me slipped when he startled her, Damon vamped over and grabbed her hand pulling her safely back to the pavement.
"How did you do that." She said backing away scared.
"Don't worry about it, just know that you don't need to be scared."
"You're compelling me?" I said to my Damon.
"I was going to eat you." He said with a smirk.
"Seriously?"
"No."
"So what is so bad you think going for a swim is going to fix it?" Memory Damon asked.
"Teen drama, parental bullshit." Past me replied wiping her face.
"Well personally that sounds like a terrible reason. Damon." He held out his hand.
"Izzy." She lied.
"You gave me a fake name." Damon chuckled.
"Umm yeah random dude comes out of nowhere you give them a fake name when they ask."
They talked for a few minutes before Damon stared into past me's eyes, "You came out her to the bridge and thought about jumping, and then you thought about all the things that are waiting for you outside of this town and changed your mind. You're going to fix what deserves fixing and forget what's not. You're going to forget you met me and you're never, ever going to let someone make you feel like you're not worth it ever again."
"Tell Bonnie to blow out the candle." I said to my Damon as everything started to go black again.
My eyes fluttered open, Damon helped me sit up, "You're not going to slap me again are you?"
"No you're safe." I could taste a little blood in my mouth which meant my nose was bleeding, "How long was I out Bonnie?"
"About and hour and a half, I was worried I'd have to stop before you." Bonnie replied packing up her candle and books.
"Can I hold that knife, I have a theory and I'd like to test it." She handed it to me, Damon looked at me confused. I dragged the blade across my hand and watched as it didn't heal.
"What the hell?" Damon asked confused.
"I burned through the vampire blood thats why I didn't tire out as fast."
"Makes sense Elementals prefer the company of vampires, does your book ever elaborate why?" Bonnie asked.
I shook my head and looked at Damon, "You're the first one I've ever met." He said.
Bonnie finished packing up her stuff and left leaving me and Damon in the library. I hadn't moved, too lost in thought I was feeling every emotion connected with the memories I'd just seen.
Damon cleared his throat breaking out of my daze, "What can I do?" He asked with concern.
I got up without a word and walked upstairs, Damon followed me finding me in his room rolling a joint. He waited till I finished and took it out of my hands setting it down and spinning me around to face him, "Hey, talk to me."
"I don't wana talk, I wana scream, hit things, break shit, tie Caroline up in your basement and do cruel and violent things to her till she breaks."
"Well that escalated quickly."
"This is exactly why I needed to do this now as a human because it's taking all my self control to not just break down right now." I shrugged Damon's hands of my shoulders and grabbed my joint walking past him to the balcony.
He followed me out, I finally broke the silence, "So were you really going to eat me?"
"Yes."
I looked at him shocked, "Why didn't you?"
"I don't know, you slipped and I caught you. When I pulled you back to the pavement and got a real look at you something came over me, I couldn't do it. Pretty impressive as my humanity was off."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I honestly forgot I guess, I tend not to revisit those memories."
"Thank you, I went home that night and semi made up with Elena. I remembered after I woke up, I don't know why but it just came to me. It's like stuff connected to those big memories filled in."
"It was the first but definitely not the last time I saved your life." He laughed.
"What were you even doing here?" I asked.
"Spying on my brother."
"Why was your humanity off?"
"Because."
"You literally had front row seats to a pretty low point in my life and all I get is because." I huffed.
"I didn't say it was fair." He sighed, "Thats is a story for another time."
I hope the memory sequence was easy enough to understand. Hope you guys enjoyed.