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I woke up the next morning in Damon's bed, sprawled out in the same clothes I'd been wearing the night before. My book still open next to me, I must have fallen asleep reading. I rolled over to find the other side of the bed empty, the shower wasn't running so Damon wasn't in the bathroom. I got changed and walked downstairs, I walked into the kitchen Damon was pouring coffee and there was a plate full of food on the counter.

"Morning, I was going to bring this up to you." He said smiling.

"You cooked? Should I be scared?"

"It's eggs and toast you can't really fuck that up."

"Well the thought is appreciated." I said grabbing the plate and sitting at the table. Damon sat down as Stefan walked in, " How was your chat with Kathrine?" I asked.

"Informative." Stefan replied.

"Care to share little brother?"

"She knew about the werewolves in 1864, said the gene runs in the Lockwood family, she had some kind of leverage against them but wouldn't tell me what." He paused for a second, "She wants me and Elena to break up."

"Wow petty much." I said.

"We think Caroline's is spying for her, we fake broke up at the grill last night hoping she would run back to Kathrine with her new wealth of information."

"Does this mean I can kill her now?" Damon asked.

"No, uh uh, if anyone gets to kill Caroline it's me." I said finishing my food.

"No one is killing Caroline, this isn't her fault." Stefan huffed and walked out.

"Somebody's pissy." Damon said.

"I mean can you blame him? Switch it around."

"I can't cause I wouldn't fake up with you." He laughed.

I got up and put my plate in the sink, checking my phone, "I gotta go, wana give me a ride?"

"Anytime." He said winking and rushing over to me, he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"You know I meant the volunteer picnic right?" I said smiling. I leaned me head down kissing him, I broke away smiling, "And as always I'm running late."

"So what's 5 more minutes?" He replied kissing down my neck.

"Who are you lying to?" I released my legs, "We both know if we get stared now we'll miss the whole thing."

"I'm not seeing a downside." He smirked.

I playfully hit his chest and headed to the car.

We pulled up as mayor Lockwood was finishing her speech, "Stefan's talking to Mason." I said quietly as I got out of the car.

Damon turned around, "I'll find out what's up, probably put his hero hair on to save me."

"I'm going to find Elena, try not to kill anyone." I looked back over at Mason.

"I make absolutely no promises."

I made my way to the pavilion where Elena was working with Caroline, I put my best happy face on and walked over, "What can I help with?" I asked.

"You'd know if you were on time." Caroline sneered.

I looked around, "Well since this all volunteer I don't think we were on a strict schedule, looks like you guys are doing just fine by yourselves." I turned to walk away.

"Alexis wait. Caroline give it a rest." Elena said. "You can move those flowers in to the flower boxes."

Thank you I mouthed to Elena, "Where's Jer?" I asked.

"Tyler's I think."

"Why?" I asked suspiciously, if the Lockwood's were all werewolves then he didn't need to be anywhere near Tyler.

"I don't know I guess they're friends now." Elena shrugged.

"Excuse me can we get back to my problem please." Caroline pipped up tired of being ignored.

"Yes please Caroline regale us with all the reasons your life sucks." I said sarcastically.

Elena had been looking over across the park at Stefan. "Maybe you guys breaking up is for the best." Caroline said

"No it's not for the best, he just did it because he thinks Kathrine is going to hurt me." Elena replies sadly.

"I mean she stabbed me for like zero reasons." I said keeping up the charade that her and Stefan were really broken up.

"See, she's dangerous." The blond stated, "Maybe he has a point."

"I get he's trying to protect me but he's pushing me away and I - I just thought we were stronger then that." She stared over at Stefan again, "I'm going over there."

"Elena you probably shouldn't." Caroline called after her but she was already gone, "Why are you still pissy? I apologized."

"Cause your a crazy bitch who ruined my life." I muttered angrily moving flowers from one tray to a planter.

"Way to be dramatic."

I didn't have time to snap back since Damon walked up, "Hey, why are you being so mean to your mom?" He asked Caroline.

"Don't worry about it." She replied.

"What's going on with them?" He asked me.

"I don't know, ask the living wire tap over there, I guarantee she's been listening the whole time." I nodded my head towards Caroline.

"I have not!" She screeched, I looked past her as Elena walked away from Stefan. "Well not the whole time."

"Enlighten us Barbie." Damon said leaning on the pavilion post.

"They broke up, something about Kathrine, which happens to be what they were fighting about just now. She doesn't get how he can hate Kathrine and love her."

"I'm going to go check on her, you go smack your little brother around a little." I said to Damon, hoping it would help keep up the ruse. Damon grabbed my arm as I went to walk away, "Stay close, I think Mason's going to pull something."

I nodded and headed off in Elena's direction Caroline following close behind, "Don't you have like an orphanage to burn down or something?" I said not looking at her.

"Ha ha ha, you're so funny. Elena's my friend."

"Some friend, all you keep telling her is all the reasons it's a bad idea for her to be with Stefan. How about a little encouragement." Caroline didn't respond once we'd made it to Elena I waved my hand, "Hey."

"Hey."

"Elena," Caroline started, "Maybe it's best for right now."

"I rolled my eyes half hoping she would have taken my advice. Elena looked at Caroline with anger in her eyes, "It's not what's best!" She stopped her face softened, "I'm sorry you're just trying to be a good friend."

"No, I'm not being a very good friend." Caroline replied, I wonder if the guilt of spying for Kathrine is getting to her. She looked past Elena and saw her mom talking on the phone, "What the hell?" She brushed past Elena and walked up to her mom.

"What's going on?" Elena asked.

I shrugged my shoulders as Caroline walked back over with a sullen look on her face.

"What's going on?" Elena asked again.

"I don't know but it's big." Caroline turned and headed up the hill, "Come on, I need to to get higher so I can hear."

"Hear what?" I asked as me and Elena followed behind.

Caroline pulled her hair behind her ear and concentrated for a few minutes, me and Elena sat silent. A loud noise rang out from the woods, "What was that?" Elena asked.

I didn't need super human hearing to know it was a gunshot.

"It's Stefan and Damon." Caroline said running off towards the noise Elena and I following close behind, Caroline stopped suddenly in a clearing, crouching down she pointed out blood on a leaf, "They've been here." She said.

A branch snapped and we all turned our heads towards the noise, "What are you guys doing out here?" Mason asked stepping closer. Caroline stood up and I saw her tense.

"Have you seen Stefan?" Elena asked, taking a step back.

"Yeah I've seen him," he looked at me, "Damon too. I'd tell you where they are but I'll let your friend sniff them out. Does your mother know what you are?" He asked Caroline, "I'd be happy to tell her."

Caroline started towards him, Mason grabbed Elena, "Careful we all know how easy necks snap around here."

"I can take you." Caroline said.

"Wait." I whispered hoping werewolves didn't also have super hearing, "Ossox." Mason's arm that was holding Elena in place snapped back, "Now."

Caroline charged forward knocking Mason into a tree, "See told ya I could take you." She kneed him and threw him against another tree before kicking him in the stomach.

"Ok we need to go." Elena said, Caroline led the way stopping at the old Lockwood cellar. "What?" Elena asked.

"It's my mom, she's- she's killing them." Caroline looked torn.

"Come on we have to help them." I said already halfway down the stairs, Elena followed behind me.

"I can't, my mom she'll find out about me." We kept going, "Guys!"

"Stay here." I said turning to Elena, she rolled her eyes and brushed past me, this must be how Damon feels all the time. I heard the gate creak and pressed myself against the wall, "Go check that out." I heard Liz say right before a loud thud rang through the small cavern, Caroline was next to me now, "You have a plan?" She asked.

"Nope, I was just going to wing it."

Caroline rolled her eyes and zipped off, confused panicked voices filled the room, I stepped in to the main part of the cellar in time to see Caroline feeding from one of the deputies, the other had his gun drawn and pointed at her. Before I could really think I threw my arm out effectively throwing him against the wall behind him, I heard the crack as his head hit the wall.

Liz stood there frozen, Caroline stepped towards her blood all over her face, "Hi mom." Liz coward in the corner. Elena ran over to Stefan who was unconscious, Damon was trying to pull bullets out of himself I rushed over to help. Once we'd finished he dragged himself over to the deputy Caroline had turned into lunch, I walked over to the other deputy confirming my suspicions that I'd killed him. My stomach churned and I felt like I couldn't breathe, I rushed out into the hall making it to the stairs before throwing up. I killed someone the thought on repeat though my head, I had tears running down my face I went to wipe them, when I looked at my hands they were covered with Damon's blood. I took a deep breath and used my shirt to wipe my face and walked back into the main room.

Damon was standing now walking towards Liz, "Now were in a pickle two dead deputies and you." he looked towards Liz walking up to her slowly.

"You won't tell anyone will you mom?" Caroline pleaded Liz stayed stilent, "Mom I know we don't get along but you'll do this for me right? Mom he will kill you."

"Then kill me." Liz shouted. Damon stalked up to her she stiffened up and pressed herself against the wall, "Just get it over with." She said.

"Oh but you were going to drag it out." Damon sneered.

"You can't kill her." I said quietly from the hall. Damon didn't look at me, he moved just a little closer to Liz.

"NO!" Elena and Caroline shouted.

"Relax no one is killing anyone," he sighed, "You're my friend." He turned to face everyone else, "We need to clean this up."

Caroline was tasked with getting a couple things for me and packing for her mom, everyone had decided locking her up until the vervain was out of her system then compelling her to forget the whole thing was best. Damon and Stefan, who wasn't a huge help, took the deputies and buried them while Elena and I kept an eye on Liz. Elena kept trying to get my attention while I stared off at the blood spot on the floor.

I felt hands on my shoulder and immediately tensed up Damon had crouched down behind me, "It's just me." He breathed in my ear, he stood up and stuck his hand out, I took it and pulled myself up. Damon turned to Elena, "Stefan's waiting outside." She nodded.

Damon led Liz to his car and I followed behind. Once we'd gotten to the house Damon broke the silence, "Go get cleaned up, I'll get her settled." I looked at my red stained hands and then looked at him and nodded.

I showered and changed making it downstairs just in time to see Caroline walking through the door, "Sorry I took so long." She said to Elena, "I wasn't sure how long she was going to be here so I wasn't sure what to pack."

"Damon said it'll take 3 days for the vervain to leave her system maybe less." Elena assured her.

Caroline held out a bag for me, "I got the stuff you asked me to bring."

"Thanks." I ran the bag to the kitchen and met them downstairs, Caroline was stopped just outside of the cell door, I didn't hear what was said but she turned around and ran off looking like she was crying, "Go." I said to Elena her and Stefan turned and followed Caroline, I pulled Liz suitcase into the cell. I didn't stay long asking out into the hall I could hear Elena and Stefan fighting I was stuck. Damon walked up, cupping my face in his hands making me look at him, "Hey, are you ok?"

"No, I killed someone today. I always knew it would be inevitable but I always figured I'd be a vampire when it happened."

Damon's arms wrapped around me and I buried my face in his chest, "Do you wana talk about it?" He asked, "I get it you know I was in a war remember?"

I shook my head no and pulled away, "Not right now." I turned and headed upstairs, Caroline and Elena were sitting on the couch, I walked through the parlor and into the next room pulling a bottle of whiskey out of a cabinet. I made sure it wasn't older then me before walking back into the parlor, "Follow me losers." I motioned them towards the kitchen and grabbed 3 glasses on my way. The both looked at each other confused but followed me. They each sat at the island counter I stood on the other side and poured the amber colored liquid equally into the three glasses and pushed on to each of them.

"I don't like bourbon." Elena said turning her nose up.

"Well good thing it's whiskey." I looked at Caroline, "Any complaints from you?"

She shook her head and tilted back the glass, I scooted the bottle towards her since she would be able to out drink us all.

"What are we doing?" Elena asked staring at her glass.

"I'm making cookies, which are going to be bitchin. And we are drinking." I took my shot and motioned for Caroline to pass me back the bottle, Elena still sat staring at her glass, "Just drink it, I killed someone today humor me."

She tilted her glass back and made a face, "How can you just be ok?"

"I'm absolutely not ok, I'm baking fucking cookies because if I don't focus on something I'm probably going to cry." I took my second shot and filled the glass back up.

"Well I'm afraid to go home," Caroline took the bottle back, "Kathrine's going to be there and she going to want me to tell her everything that happened today. Elena I'm sorry, I've been an awful friend."

"I know, I've known for days and as mad as I want to be at you I just can't. Who did she threaten?"

"Matt," she cried out, "She threatened Matt, why is she doing this?"

"That's the million dollar question." Elena replied as she took another drink.

"Ok Elena your turn spill." I said mixing ingredients in a bowl.

She swirled the liquid in her glass around, "Stefan wants to drink a little human blood every day to build up a tolerance. Kathrine apparently did it with vervain, he thinks he's not strong enough to protect me." Another shot down for Elena.

"You think that'll work?" I asked pulling out a cookie sheet.

"No." Elena sighed.

"Umm lane change here but how do you know where everything is?" Caroline asked.

I went to answer but Elena interrupted me, "She lives here."

"I do not, I'm just here... a lot."

"You might as well." I heard Damon's voice from the doorway, "Ypure here more then you're home." he walked over and picked the now half empty bottle up off the counter. "What's going on here?"

"Heavy teenaged drinking and stress baking." Elena answered.

"I can't believe you still do that, stress bake." Caroline laughed.

"Old habits die hard." I shrugged.

"I get the stress baking but are all three of you wallowing? Why?"

"I'm a murder." I said.

"My boyfriend is a blood addict." Elena stated.

"And I've been spying for the queen vampire whore, and am now living in my hole of regret."

"Alright then." Damon took a swig out of the bottle and set it back on the counter, he looked at Elena, "Stefan didn't drink the people blood but he needs to and you know it." She nodded knowing he was right, "I'll be back in a couple hours." He kissed me on the forehead and walked back out of the kitchen.

"Where's he going?" Elena asked.

I waited until I heard the front door close to answer, "Hunting." I said simply and set a timer.

"With all the death that happened today? There's a whole freezer full of blood downstairs. You're just going to let him go?" Elena said in a shrill voice.

"Well for one I don't let him do anything I'm not his mother, and for two it was my idea."

"Excuse me?"

"Because he's pissed, and not just any pissed Mason getting the jump on them today fucked a lot up. His brother almost died, Caroline and I had to kill people to save them, you almost got your neck snapped, and Liz. He's livid, so I suggested he go a couple of towns over and blow off some steam, snatch, eat, erase."

"But why?" Elena asked clearly still not getting it.

"Because he's a vampire Elena, it's what vampires do."

"Stefan doesn't." Elena said quietly.

"Well you heard Damon, maybe he should."

Elena got out of her chair, a little wobbly, "I need to go talk to Stefan." She announced as she walked out of the kitchen.

Caroline and I sat in silence until the timer went off, I pulled the cookies out setting the tray on the counter, "Why are you being so nice to me?" She asked finally.

"Because I know what it's like to have a horrible day and then have someone kick you while you're down." I replied.

She winced a little, "Thanks." She poured herself another drink she got up and walked out taking the bottle with her.

"I was sitting on the step out front when I heard the Camaro pull into the driveway, "I figured I'd be scraping you off the floor." He said as he sat down next to me.

"Nope, Elena went to go talk to Stefan and never came back, so they're eaither doing the dirty or he ate her. Caroline stole the bottle and fell asleep on the couch. I cleaned up my mess and took some cookies to Liz, who I'm pretty sure was pretending to be asleep." I rubbed my face, "This is the first time I've just kind have done nothing since you left."

"Personally I'm surprise Caroline is alive." He laughed putting his arm around me.

"I needed some good karma today." I said leaning into him.

"You can't beat yourself up over it, feel a little guilty, have a little remorse but don't let it eat you up. He was going to kill Caroline and then Stefan and I, you did what you had to do."

"I don't know how I feel about it, at first I was kind of in shock and then I was upset I guess, but now I feel I still kinda guilty but I would do the same thing all over again if I had to."

"Well fingers crossed you won't have to."

I tilted my head up and looked at him, "Let's be realistic, that's not the last time that's going to happen."

"Not with that attitude."

I stood up and took a step toward the door, Damon quickly stood up and wrapped on arm around my waist pulling me so my back was against his chest, his other pulled the hair off my neck and he planted small kisses up towards my ear, "So what are we going to do with the rest of our night?" He said softly."

"Mmm I can think of a few things." I replied tilting my head so he could continue, his free hand slid down my side and over my hip, his fingertips traced up the inside of my thigh as his blunt teeth nipped my ear. My breath hitched in my throat, he spun me around and pressed his forehead on mine, "Do you trust me?" He asked.

"Yes." I replied. He didn't waste a second picking me up, my legs wrapped round his waist and we went from being outside to his room in a matter of seconds. He pinned my back up against the wall crashing his lips on mine, my nails dug into the nape of his neck as I opened my mouth and our tongues danced together. He broke away and pulled at the hem of my shirt, I lifted my arms so he could remove it throwing it to the floor. He squeezed my breast through my blue lace bra, kissing down my neck, I threw my head back with a moan and could feel Damon's smile on my skin. He carried me to the center of the room and set me down, "Stay there." He said kissing me quickly on the lips, I started to turn to looked at him "No peaking." He said as he got to his dresser, my eyes snapped back to the bed.

I didn't hear him as he walked up behind me, his fingers trailed lightly up my spine stopping to unhook my bra, sliding the straps down my shoulders. He pulled the hair away from my neck and kissed down to my shoulder, "Close you're eyes." He muttered against my skin. I did what he said and I could feel my heart beat faster as a piece of soft fabric covered my eyes.

"What's this for?" I asked nervously.

"Take away one sense and you heighten the rest." He scooped me up and quickly moved me to the bed laying me down with my legs hanging off. "Believe me you're going to like this." He pushed my arms above my head and ghosted his finger back down sending shivers though my whole body. He kissed me again swirling his tongue in my mouth, one of his hands cupped my breast pinching the nipple in his fingers. He broke away from my mouth and traveled down my jaw, nipping, and sucking down my neck. He was right not being able to see made every touch light my body on fire, I moaned out as his mouth moved down my chest. He took my unoccupied breast in his mouth flicking at the nipple with his tongue causing it to pebble, nipping at it just enough to send more shocks though my body.

He switched sides while his free hand slid down my stomach dipping under the waistband of my yoga pants, "Someone's enjoying themselves." Damon smiled as he pulled his hand away and tugged at my pants, I lifted my hips as he yanked them down, his mouth made contact with the inside of my thigh kissing lightly up to the crease before switching sides. Once he'd made it to the apex of my thighs, he snapped the thin fabric of my panties and he ran a finger though my folds circling my entrance. His tongue following the invisible line his fingers just made causing me to scream out and grab at the sheets. Damon's thumb circled my nub as his tongue thrust in and out of my pussy. "Oh... fuck... Damon!" One of my hands found his hair and held on. His mouth moved up sucking on my clit and he pumped two fingers into my core, I felt like my body was being torn apart by my orgasm. I screamed out his name as wave after wave crashed over me, I struggled to catch my breath as I felt Damon climb up and hover over me.

"I wana see you." I breathed out. Damon removed the blindfold, I blinked a couple of times and was greeted with the sight of his naked body, he rolled us so I was on top. I leaned down kissing him, moving my lips down his neck to his chest flicking my tongue against his one of his nipples then the other. He groaned and dug his fingers into my hips, I lifted them up and reached between us wrapping my hand around his dick and rubbing it against my folds. I lined him up and sat back impaling myself on him, Damon groaned out again as my eyes rolled back. I circled my hips as he thrust into me, his hands snaked around my waist pulling me down to him, into a kiss that made my mind go blank.

In a blur Damon rolled us so he was on top feet on the floor, he dragged his blunt teeth down my neck as he increased his pace, I bucked my hips to meet his trust. I could feel myself starting to tear apart again, Damon pulled my legs over his shoulders allowing him to reach new depths, he reached his hand in between us rubbing my clit. I screamed out his name as I felt my nerves explode, my back arched and my walls tightened, Damon moaned out, "Fuck, yes, Alexis." as he trust in and out a few more times reaching his own release.

The next morning when Damon and I walked into the kitchen Caroline was making coffee and Elena was sitting at the counter nursing what looked like a hangover.

"Good morning." I half yelled right next to her ear.

"Ugh." She grumbled pushing me away, "How are you so cheerful? And how the fuck is someone that loud during sex?"

"I second that last part." Caroline said pouring coffee for her and Elena.

"Jealous?" I said with a smirk

"Annoyed, yet slightly impressed." Elena said clearly joking.

"Well I'm officially uncomfortable." I said as I felt my cheeks turn red, "I'm going to smoke this." I held up a joint, "Y'all have fun."

Damon followed me out a few minutes later handing me a cup of coffee, "I don't know that I've ever seen you blush before."

"Well she constantly says something snippy about me being loud, when I've never once heard her. She's either modest or not having anywhere near as much fun." I laughed as Damon chocked on the sip of coffee he'd just taken.