Oh my dear Ani what has happened to you? Where did the sweet boy whom I met those thirteen years ago on Tatooine go? Where did the man who gave me the forbidden kiss on Naboo go? Where is he? Where did he go? Why did you leave me? Why did you have to go? You promised no harm would come to me…but it was you who provided the pain that aches in my heart now.
I have no reason to exist in this galaxy that has crumbled under my hands. No reason to live or breathe any world's air since you will not be by my side taking in the air with me. You are gone…my Ani. Why wont you come back to me? Oh how I wish you could hear my pleas. Oh how I wish I could feel your soft skin upon my cheek or your sweet tasting lips press against mine. Oh how I wish we could have one last night together on Coruscant, one last night as husband and wife.
Oh Ani I can't take it anymore…without you I am nothing. Without you I am lost. Without you I am no one. I cannot live without you, and now you desert me at the most vulnerable time in my life. Oh Ani, I cannot live without you, my life has no meaning…oh Ani why…why?
But all is not lost. I know there is good in you. I felt it. You were just guided down the wrong path. You need someone to show you the light again…and hopefully your children will show you the way. Oh yes Ani it's a boy and a girl. But you will never know your flesh and blood…will you? You're suppose to be by my side while I am in labor…not Obi-Wan. You are suppose to hear your children's first screams…not Obi-Wan.
Oh Ani the pain…the pain of labor…the pain in my throat…but mostly…the pain in my heart. Your premonition was right my love…I lay here now on an alien table about to die in childbirth, but the one thing you did not see in your dreams was the precise way of my death. My death will not occur from giving birth to your children…my death will occur from my heart shattering into a million pieces, which can never be mended.
So as I lay here alone without the man whom I love more than life itself, I tell Obi-Wan with my last breath…there's good in you. I know deep down…I know you will never forget who you truly are…I know…there's…