Date started: June 18 2019
Date ended: July 5 2019
Fandom: Black butler [Kuroshitsuji]
Ciel woke that day his mismatched eyes adjusted to the semi-dark room, he felt horrid, his throat was dry, and his head was numb with pain, he sat up on his bed which was surprisingly warm, as if... no nevermind, he was the only one that had used that bed, even moving felt painful, Ciel looked around the room, what had happened? Everything was in place, the curtains closed, his eyepatch and ring on the night stand, what time was it? He was about to lie back down until he heard a soft knock, Sebastian came into the room, dragging in the cart, and Ciel suddenly remembered everything, as if a giant stab on the head, the pain, embarrassment, jealousy, Sebastian on top of that whore, his drunken and saddened state
he snarled, his frown taking place, Sebastian looked guiltily at his master, he knew he had done him wrong, although never his intention- what could he have done? And most importantly- why was he so conflicted? He shouldn't care about his young master "Good morning Bocchan" He said nervously as he opened the curtains letting in the cloudy morning sky and slight light of the winter enter the room, he let go of the cart, he hadn't been able to get his mind off yesterday, the image of his drunk master, the anger in his eyes, the tears, the vomiting, he shuddered slightly, he did sleep soundly with the company of his young master, to be honest, he had felt calm, something he hadn't been in a long time, sadly his fear and confusion overtook him the next morning as soon he had woken up, he had slipped out of bed and into his own room around 5 am,
he was lucky his young master hadn't woken up, but his confusion had haunted him during his work of making breakfast, his master was mad, was it mad? Why was his master acting so strange? That was when Sebastian noticed Ciel staring at him, his frown noticeable, he tied the curtains and looked at his master "Something the matter bocchan?" He asked cautiously, he needed answers, Ciel made a small growling noise "Just get me dressed, what is my schedule?" He asked "Nothing today my lord" Sebastian stated, he sighed through his nose, he was on edge, he needed to know, but then again, why? He didn't need to know, or did he? Why did he care? He undid the buttons of his masters white silky nightgown, stopping slightly at the sight of his milky white skin, he forced down a shaky exhale, Ciel looked down in confusion, his butler always did his tasks quickly and swiftly, why had he stopped? Even though it had been a very short stop, it was noticed,
Sebastian finally finished dressing his master, with his eyepatch and ring, he had his simple attire on, "I'll be in my study" Ciel snarled, his frown never leaving him, he walked out of the room, glancing back at Sebastian for a split second, pain evident in his eyes, soon he left Sebastian behind, slamming his door behind him with force, Sebastian was sure the whole mansion heard that, he sighed as he ruffled his hair, this room won't clean itself, Sebastian thought he quickly made the bed fixing it perfectly, as expected, he proceeded to clean the room, closing the closet doors and letting the room ventilate through an open window- he quickly closed it at the thought of it being winter, his master was human and didn't handle cold weather very well, he looked at the window, Finny had a small vacation as the gardens couldn't be handled because of the snow, after he was done he kept on thinking, he opened the door and closed it checking his pocket watch, it would be time for dinner very soon, how much time had passed? He had awakened his master at eight am and it was currently twelve am, he put his watch back in the pocket and made his way down to the kitchen to find Bard and his usual mess of things, he sighed, he saw Mey Rin scolding Bard, he brought her attention to him telling her to clean this mess up and turned to Bard, he wasn't in the mood to deal with this, so he simply left, it was going to be a long day,
Ciel sighed, he was sitting in front of the desk, he had been in his study reading for hours at some Alice in wonderland, trying to distract himself, he usually was never one to ponder on feelings, especially about Sebastian, what was wrong with him? He sighed and let out a groan as he threw his head back on the chair, hands pulling at his hair, he needed to talk to Sebastian, he decided, but how? He was nervous and didn't know how the conversation was going to go, he looked at the ceiling deep in thought, he sighed, "Come, Sebastian" He said quietly, barely above a whisper, immediately a knock was heard on the other side of the door was Sebastian, was it time? Would his questions he answered? "Come in" Ciel called out,
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Authors note: Holy- I'm so sorry for the terribly short story- and cliffhanger, I was super busy! Anyways, enjoy!