I can't control myself when I am with you, a naruto fanfic

Title: I can't control myself when I am with you

Summary: Once we touch, there's no going back. One thing leads to another, and I am all over you. There is such a thrill rushing through me at the thought of making sweet love to you while at home, I am not interested in my wife, and every time we make love, I find that I can't get that same thrill through her...Troublesome, ever since the accident, I haven't been the same. I can't stop myself...and I don't want to.

Shikamaru's POV

Slowly but surely, I wake up, my eyes adjusted to the light that came from the window. Feeling a weight on my chest, I look down and see him...Naruto sleeping on my chest, his head and arms poking out from the warm sheets. His steady breathing calmed me a bit from reacting horribly. 'What am I doing here with...him,' I ask myself.

I looked around and realized that it was just a room that neither of us lived in. It seemed like a hotel room, must be. 'It's definitely not Naruto's house, I doubt he'll ever let his kids see what we had just done.'

Shikamaru slowly sat up a bit without waking the blonde up, feeling a deep ache from his head, revealing some memories of last night. "Oww." He rubbed his head and closed his eyes, 'Of course a hangover, just what I needed.'

Flashbacks of last night came to mind…

Him and Naruto heading off to a hotel after they left the bar, I was holding onto Naruto since he seemed drunk as hell and kept falling over. We rented a room and fell onto the bed; one thing leads to another and my lips had claimed Naruto's. The blonde eagerly kissed back, and one thing leads to another, we fucked.

Once I came back from reality, I realized that we definitely messed around. 'What the fuck am I going to do? I can't tell Temari about this? She'll be fucking furious and also this is so irresponsible of me, I shouldn't have fallen into this trap even though... I wanted this so badly...These couple of months. I ached to feel the warmth of Naruto and dive into it...And once I kissed him, there was no going back.'

My tongue recalled the taste of his mouth, bittersweet mint chocolate, oh how I wanted another taste. My lips dried, as my eyes focused on his lips, my tongue flicked over across my lips ever so slowly.

Drool rain from my mouth onto his lips by accident. And I had a particular urge to lick his. My tongue moved on its own and touched them; a sweet moan came from the blonde's mouth, causing me to become hard. 'Oh fuck, I want him so bad.' I thought, the desire to go farther.

However, the fantasy ended once Naruto's sky-blue eyes opened... "Morning, Hina- SHIKAMARU!" As soon as his eyes adjusted to the sight of me. Afterward, I explained to him what happened, he agreed that this should be kept between them and left alone.

Two Months Later...

I'm itching to get my hands-on Naruto, watching his butt as he walks away to the Hokage's office as I follow him. He knew I was looking, probably thinking I am such a pervert. Over the past month, I gained feelings for him, and I took every chance I had to show that I wanted him so badly. With that butt of his, it's hard not to. His daring blue eyes just made me melt and want him to be down on his knees, worshipping my cock.

"Thinking about me once again, I see." He said once we arrived in his office. I closed and locked the door, seeing him sit on his desk, stroking his cock from the zipper. "How can I not?" I walked towards him, once I was in front of him, I begin to take over and rub my hands over his awake dick. "You're such a tease with this butt of yours, I want it all to myself."

I gave into the heat of the moment and kissed his ruby red lips. "Ah~Please Shikamaru, stop teasing, and fuck me." He stressed, probably feeling overheated like I was. His begging turned me on like no other. And like any other average living person, I gave in to that pleading.

I played his body like it was a fresh new toy, and his moans egged me on. The next thing I knew, I was pounding into his tight butt hole with his legs around my neck and his head laying on the desk. We both were butt naked in his office, screaming out in pleasure. Sweat and bitter milk caked our bodies.

Our hair was out of whack, my nicely kept ponytail was laying down my back stuck to my sweat while Naruto's hair was a wet spiky mess kind of like a dog that just got a bath.

I found him unraveling with my strokes. My eyes rolled back as I nutted in him a tenth time that day. Our sex session sure does take a long time, especially with his long-term energy. He's hard to please unless I fuck him so many times, he won't be able to get up for 2 weeks.

Now he was tired as he lay there on the desk dripping with our cum. I collapsed on top of him, breathing hard as a dog on a hot summer day. My face pressed into his neck; my lips pecked his tan skin.

We rested there for a while. Our breathing evened out, and we fell asleep to the sound of our hearts beating as one.

Boruto's POV

I stood at the door of my dad's office tearing up, hearing my bisexual father scream someone's name that wasn't my mother. It wasn't the first time I had overheard the loud calls of my father and his assistant. They have been at it every day for two whole months. I would know because Naruto's mood completely changed and started to act differently around our family.

Almost every day, the older blond would fake his moods around me, my mother, and my sister. He would act like he was happy when he wasn't. In my opinion, my mom knew of this but acted like she was clueless about this change.

I hadn't dared to tell my mom or sister about it yet; nevertheless, it was hard. It rested on the tip of my tongue. Every single day of this month, I wanted to shout it out to the world that my father was in an affair of the same sex. My mouth closed at the thought of the crying face of my poor mother and sister.

But I had to put a stop to this somehow, and today was that day. I slowly raised up my hand, hesitating to knock. I pushed past my fears after it grew silent and banged hard on the door. I knocked three times and waited, it seemed like hours when it really was just seconds before they opened the door. I saw my dad and Shikamaru dressed in their messy attire.

Their eyes widen at me, not expecting me to be at the other end of the door. "You don't have to give me any shit excuses on why you two are like this. I know….. I knew since y'all first started… I don't care how it happened, but if this keeps up…... Moms' heart can't take it. So, either break it off with her or break off whatever you and Shikamaru have going on." As they can clearly tell, I was clearly sick of this situation I happened upon.

Shikamaru & Naruto's POV

Neither adults knew what to tell the younger boy because both of them knew it was wrong of them to cheat on our wives, especially with the same gender. Instead, we agreed that their relationship wouldn't really work out well with our families. We ended up confessing what been really going on to our wives, hoping they would forgive them as we stood in Temari's living room.

Hinata and Temari were in total disbelief. How were they to know that their husbands had desired each other? They must be thinking that we were unsatisfied by them and wanted each other instead. Or maybe they thought we had used them as figures to hide our sexuality or bond? We wouldn't know until they finally reacted because they stood there frozen for seconds like a broken clock.

Temari's POV

Soon enough, I accepted my reality and my tearful eyes clouded my vision, I rose up from my chair and threw glassware from our wedding at my unfaithful husband, Shikamaru. Screaming out, "I FUCKING HATE YOU! wHY OF ALL PEOPLE!" Grabbing anything I could get my hands on, I threw it at him, but it was no use, he dodged and speeded out of there with his bastard blond lover. I followed them out the door, throwing our wedding ring at his stupid head while cursing their relationship before I stomped back into the house breaking everything we had.

Hinata POV

I reacted somehow differently; I stayed in my glued to the couch and remained as silent as a mouse. Yet as deadly as a snake, I grew ever so still, but I was bursting with flames within my mind. My long, vibrant blackish-purple hair covered my face, my head was at an angle, facing downwards. My nails dug into the table, seeming to hold myself back; but I grew ever so calm as I thought about the times me and Naruto shared. I had let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, a realization hit me, Naruto was never satisfied by me. I remember when he came home a couple months back, horny as ever, but when we made love, he didn't call my name. He almost called me Shikamaru; however, he stopped mid-sentence, we never did anything since. "Temari?" I called out to her, but she couldn't hear me over her way of dealing with the pain of losing her husband while I had accepted the fact that Naruto had already left me a long time ago. Temari continued to break almost everything until we spotted my son, Boruto approaching the doorway of Temari's house. "What happened?" He said out loud, but he already knew from the shouts, stepping over glass pieces of her vases and picture frames. I shaken my head and said, "Come on Boruto, let's go home."

No One's POV

Boruto and Hinata headed home to go to sleep for the night while Temari broken every treasured item she shared with Shikamaru before she crashed to the couch, falling asleep from exhaustion. Naruto and Shikamaru rented out a hotel room to hide out from their angry wives until they sorted it out a little bit. They couldn't bear to part from each other, they loved each other too much, and breaking up because the world couldn't take their love was not an option.

Title: I can't control myself when I am with you