Date started: July 5 2019
Date ended: July 27 2019
Fandom: Black butler [Kuroshitsuji]
Sebastian gulped nervously as turned the door knob to his young masters currently silent study, he opened the door, his master was sitting on his chair behind the desk, papers scattered everywhere as if he was going mad, he looked at those two mismatched orbs, they were filled with worry, and most of all, pain, his young master had taken off his eyepatch, he just wanted to comfort the child "You called?"
Sebastian asked his voice calm as he stared at his master, he was trying his best to maintain calm, but he felt desperate to know what he had done wrong, why did he care? That he did not know, "Sebastian, we need to talk," His master stated the obvious, he stood up from the chair and made his way towards Sebastian until they were face to face, Sebastian gulped his arms glued to his sides, he stared down at his master, he suddenly a part of him wished he had stayed downstairs in his room instead of in his masters study, "Whatever is troubling you my lord?" Sebastian asked, the young earl sighed "Do not do that again," he simply said, his voice slightly strained as if he were remembering something, Sebastian frowned, not do what again? Sebastian thought on what he did those last few days, he suddenly froze,
Had his young master found out about last night? No, that was impossible, he left early that morning, and he hadn't woken up, "Do what my lord?" Sebastian inwardly cursed at himself, his voice was obviously shaky he saw the earl lift a brow "Have sex with someone without my consent" Ciel snarled his frown returning, Sebastian relaxed slightly, wait- was that what he'd done wrong? Have sex with Lady Cora? He hadn't felt anything for the woman, he actually felt disgusted to have to do that, but orders are orders
"My lord, was that because you got yourself drunk?" Sebastian asked cautiously, Ciel turned scarlet at the memory, Sebastian smiled as quick as he caught onto that "That's none of your concern demon." Ciel snarled angrily, he was fed up, it was none of that idiotic demons business, none. Sebastian's frown returned "My lord-" He was cut off by a warning hiss "Get out you whore!" Ciel nearly yelled, his seal glowing in anger, that was the last straw,
Sebastian eyes glowed a bright red in the dim light of the afternoon, at the speed of light he grabbed Ciel by the wrists, Ciel yelped in surprise, "Gah!" Ciel gasped as he was brusquely throw on the desk, Sebastian was above him looking down at him, a demonic and tense aura surrounding them, Sebastian pinned both of Ciel's hands above his head a low growl sounding in the back of his throat, Ciel's eyes were wide "What the hell is wrong with you?!" Sebastian yelled down at the young lord, his fangs visible, Ciel just stared back at those blood red irises in terror, he'd never seen Sebastian out of his butler act, but his anger quickly came back "Let me the fuck go!" Ciel snarled back,
He struggled and squirmed "No." Sebastian said simply, "Not until you tell me" Ciel began to panic, what could he do? He could tell him! What would he think? He lifted one of his legs quickly and kicked Sebastian's stomach hard, it felt like steel, it also didn't affect the demon, Sebastian gave him an amused look before returning to his frown "There's no use in running away my lord" Sebastian said, Ciel scowled staring daggers up at Sebastian's form, "Damn you" Ciel spat, Sebastian grip on Ciel's wrists tighted and Ciel yelped quietly, he grit his teeth whimpering "Tell me, I'm not letting you go, and you know how patient demons can be" Sebastian warned, Sebastian was right, Ciel did know how patient demons could be, waiting three years or more for a meal? That's the definition of patient, Ciel snarled again
Sebastian sighed tiredly "Please master..." Ciel stopped squirming at the quiet and sorrowful voice that sounded around the now dark room, Ciel looked up his eyes searching Sebastian's, Sebastian quickly looked away a taint color of pink appearing on his face, Ciel sighed, he wouldn't give up, but a part of him wanted to do nothing else but tell the demon, after keeping it to himself for so long, he still hadn't figured out the warm feeling in his heart, but he was tired of fighting, he just wanted Sebastian to hug him and free Ciel of his worries, no more Ciel decided "Look at me and let me up, I'll tell you." Ciel said nervously, the demon looked in surprise, his master rarely gave up, what was going on? He looked back at the mismatched orbs,
Sebastian cautiously and slowly let Ciel up "I advise for you to not try anything, my lord" Sebastian warned quietly, he crossed his arms, waiting silently, Ciel sighed, he broke, he fell to the ground on his knees, clutching his arms, he looked at the ground glassy eyed, "I'm s-sorry" Ciel whispered quietly,
Sebastian stared in shock, his master never lost his composure, Sebastian was starting to get panicked, worry clouding his mind, "My lord?" Sebastian slowly walked over to his master, getting as close to his as possible, he kneeled down on one of his knees and stared sadly, "I..." Ciel began, "I shouldn't f-feel this way, but I do," Ciel said barely audible, Sebastian lifted one of his arms and and put it on Ciel's cheek, "Look at me.." Sebastian said gently, Ciel looked up, finally one tear streaming down his cheek,
"What do you feel?" Sebastian asked, Ciel was taken aback by the sudden care his butler had for him, "Each time your h-here" Ciel stopped to sniffle, "I feel warm," Ciel suddenly stopped at the realization, love, that was the warm feeling, the burning ember of feeling, was love, all along,
"It's love." Ciel gasped
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Authors note: I can't believe that took so long! Oof- anyways, I hope you enjoyed! Finally Ciel! It's about time you realized, let's see how Sebastian reacts to this ;)