Date started: May 4 2020
Date ended: May 2020
Fandom: Black butler [Kuroshitsuji]
Ciel hummed as he felt the warm breeze of spring ruffle his gray-blue hair, he was currently sitting on a bench in the manors gardens, the flowers were blooming and there was a sweet scent in the air, it was early morning, around six or seven, he'd left bed to watch the sunrise, so much he changed in five months, he frowned as he thought of his old life, a life he was constantly fighting to get through, a life where he wasn't happy, a life he hated, but that was no longer the case, he heard heavy yet quiet footsteps approach him, he didn't have to look to know who it was "Did I wake you up when I left?" He asked still staring at the beautiful cloudless sky, he smiled as he felt him sit down next to him and wrap an arm around Ciels shoulders, Ciel happily leaned into his touch "No, I was awake when you left, thought you needed a timeout from my kisses" Sebastian chuckled and then kissed Ciels cheek gently, Ciel giggled "I'll never need timeout from your kisses" Ciel said warmly as he pecked his lips gently, Sebastian looked at the tree line from where the sun was slowly rising, Ciel sighed in content, he never had thought this was possible, but it was, when Ciel was turned into a demon he had been horrified and panicked, he didn't want to live, he didn't want to go back to the life he despised so much, but that changed, he now had Sebastian by his side, not as a butler, but as a lover, the contract was no more, but Sebastian was still linked to him, Sebastian gave Ciel a piece of his own soul in order to save him, neither Ciel or Sebastian are able to consume human souls, Ciel had kept his appetite for sweets and ate that, Sebastian got used to his usual hunger just like he had all those years, the night when Ciel tried to take his life they had long conversation, Sebastian eventually confessed, Ciel and Sebastian became lovers after that, Ciel didn't want to hide it, he wanted everyone to know, but he knew that would bring trouble from the humans, he knew people would come after them to take them to Scotland yard since it was prohibited, a month later he asked Elizabeth to come over for the afternoon, Ciel was going to call off the engagement, he was nervous, but he had his Sebastian with him, Ciel finally told Elizabeth, Elizabeth was a mess after that crying and yelling at him, Ciel wanted to comfort her, but she pushed him away, he felt guilty, Elizabeth was like a sister to him, but he knew there was nothing he could do, she left and they haven't spoken since, Ciel was happy he could spend the rest of his days with Sebastian, he just wished he had found a way to not hurt her, two weeks after that Sebastian found the courage to finally tell the other servants, they were surprised and needed time to think, soon enough they were alright, they accepted them, they were loyal, Ciel felt happy, the couple stayed in a comfortable silence enjoying the moment, Ciel nuzzled his head into the crook of Sebastian's neck, Ciel closed his eyes, he kept thinking about how bright everything seemed, he then realized something, something he should've done ages ago, he took in a deep breath "Thank you." he said quietly, Sebastian pulled away to stare at him, Ciel opened his eyes to meet Sebastians familiar crimson eyes "What do you mean with that?" He asked rubbing his thumb against his shoulder affectionately, Ciel chuckled and smiled "I never thanked you" Sebastian raised an eyebrow, he was curious and confused, Ciel looked back at the tree line, "You've been by my side for so long, caring and being with me, you were always nice company, but even so I wasn't grateful, I was annoyed, I wasn't very used to having someone who I could feel happy with ever since my kidnapping," he paused "As the years went on and I began to feel confused over my feelings for you, I realized I didn't want you to leave, the night you saved me, I was angry and confused," he turned to look at Sebastian "I didn't want to live anymore, I was tired of living, that's changed, all because of you, I feel happy now and I thank you for that" he said smiling, Sebastian smiled back, he stayed silent for a moment before kissing him, Ciel happily kissed back and felt Sebastian's hands on his waist, Ciel wrapped his arms around his firm neck, they stayed there for a moment before Sebastian pulled away "I love you Ciel Phantomhive" he said warmly staring at his eyes lovingly, Ciel chuckled and kissed his nose "I love you too Sebastian Michaelis" he said, the sun had finally risen, they stayed there in their embrace, Ciel couldn't help but think 'This is my life... and I love it.'
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Authors note: Holy shiz! It's done- I'm so happy that you guys supported this story so much, I loved writing this, even though it took so long- lol
Anyways, I'll start a new story soon! Cya!