Disclaimer: I don't own anything on Final Fantasy VIII.
Pairing: Seifer/Squall
Warnings: Yaoi, Shounen ai, (Boy/Boy) OOC, OC, Rape, Abuse
Summary: Seifer has a new boyfriend in Garden, someone Squall despises, thinking he doesn't deserve the tall blond man. But, what he doesn't know is what Seifer has to endure with his boyfriend. Also, what is going to happen when he wants to take Seifer away from Balamb? What will Squall do?
A/N: So sorry for the wayyy late update. I only hope my readers and reviewers are still with me on this one. I had been locked out of my account for a while there, and just recently started writing again. ANYWAY. I hope this chapter is to your liking! I worked really hard on finding a way to begin this chapter and decided this was best. It takes place place near a month after Devon leaves.
Hope you enjoy this chapter.
*Save Me*
Chapter 12
"Hey, man," Zell greeted with a nod of his head as he sat down across from the scarred blond who'd just got done taking a drink and nodded at the chicken with a smirk.
"Ah, chicken-wuss," Seifer said smirking wider when Zell shot him an annoyed look for that hated name.
"Bastard," was what he said in return, like always. Their usual banter, but Dincht was glad to see Seifer was himself again at any rate."So what's up?"
"Just finishing up breakfast," he replied like it was obvious why he was in the cafeteria. "What else, you dumb blond?"
"Hey! You're blond too!" Zell huffed with then started chowing down on his hotdogs.
"Yes, but I said you were a dumb blond, chicken," Seifer remarked, smirk firmly in place on his handsome face. He swiftly avoided the swipe of Zell's fist at this and chuckled.
"It's been a while since I've heard you laugh, man," Zell commented to him with a grin.
Seifer's smile withered a little and he sighed. "Yeah. I guess there wasn't much reason to laugh," was what he said to his blond headed companion.
"Sorry."
Seifer waved his right hand as if he didn't need to apologize. "It's fine."
The other bond nodded his head, taking a swig of his tea before taking another bite of his hot dog.
"It's good that asshole is gone," Zell brought up, not seeing Seifer frown at the mention of his ex. "You did right by getting rid of him."
Seifer frowned further at this, not really liking talking about his ex. "Yeah," he replied quietly, then sighing as he took another sip of his soda.
"Where's Squall?" Zell suddenly changed the topic, which Seifer gladly accepted.
"I'm here," Squall said before Seifer had a chance to speak, sitting down by his boyfriend, who smiled at him and kissed his cheek.
"Aww," Zell cooed with a grin. "Aren't you two just so cute?"
"Shut it, wuss," Seifer said with a glare with little heat behind it. "If you know what's good for you."
Said wuss just rolled his eyes and went back to his food.
"So, what were we talking about?"
"Devon," Zell shrugged.
That made the brunet frown before he said, "why?"
"Just saying it's a good thing he's gone," the short blond said. "He was an asshole who needed the shit beat out of him."
Squall nodded in agreement.
"I don't understand something," Zell continued, "why the hell were you with him for so long anyway?"
Seifer blinked and cocked his head slightly at the sudden question directed at him about his ex. He shrugged. He hadn't really talked to anyone but Squall about the happenings with Devon, and he didn't really want to delve into that conversation with anyone. It wasn't really anyone's business anyway. What happened, happened. He had broken up with him and is now happier than he'd been in a while. He couldn't remember the last time he was actually happy. But as he looked at Squall, he knew he was with the person who meant the most to him.
And after Devon left around a few weeks ago, he and his fellow gunblader boyfriend had grown a lot closer, especially now that his now ex wasn't in the way of that. He had been spending a lot of his time with the brunet, and was quite happy to do so. He'd spent a lot of nights in Squall's bed, or vice versa, just to be close to each other. And it was just that—sleeping and holding each other close, knowing the other was there, and just enjoying each other without anything happening. They'd just spent their evenings and nights talking and getting closer, watching movies, and falling asleep together.
They hadn't had sex yet. Seifer had told him that he wasn't ready to go that far yet, the incidents with Devon preventing him from that. Though he knew Squall wouldn't hurt him and he would never hurt the brunet boy next to him, but he had wanted to wait, and Squall had understood. And there was no rush in their relationship at all. They were just content being near each other. That's not to say they had made out and explored each other's bodies, because they definitely did that, and it was becoming harder to not go all the way. The brunet drove him fucking crazy—in a good way. And, dammit, he wanted Squall.
It wasn't as though he was scared—he wasn't. But his mind would always, unwillingly, travel back to how Devon had treated him—what he let him do to him. Try as he might to forget it ever happened, he wasn't so fortunate, and thus, prevented Seifer from taking this further. But it was becoming harder to deny their needs and desires for one another. He was happy now, and he knew it showed.
"Seifer?" Squall nudged him lightly to get his attention, frowning with worry at his boyfriends silence.
"I'm sorry," Seifer shook his head to clear his thoughts. "What were you saying, Dincht?" He had completely forgot their conversation.
Zell gave him a look but answered nonetheless. "I said I didn't understand why you were with that asshole for so long for?"
"I—" Seifer stopped himself, not really wanting to answer that question. -"I don't know, Dincht."
"Hmm." Zell eyed him and nodded his head. "You don't know?"
The taller man shook his head and leaned back in his seat, feeling Squall give his knee a squeeze, to which he looked over at him and smiled a true smile, one that Squall loved to see from Seifer. Just as Seifer loved to see Squall's smiles.
"Well," Zell continued with a dramatic sigh. "I guess that's okay. I mean shit happens, right?"
Seifer frowned. "What's that suppose to mean?"
"Nothing...just it's good, you know? You and Squall finally getting together," he admitted quickly seeing the bully's frown deepen.
"That's not what you were going to say."
"Seifer," Squall started, taking his boyfriends hand in his.
"I don't know," Zell said. "I just meant that shit happens, Seifer. You know, sometimes we do things and we later regret it," he supplied an explanation. "Anyway," He added quickly, seeing the warning in Seifer's eyes. "I'm really just trying to say getting rid of him was good. He was no good for you."
"Thanks, Dincht," Seifer rolled his green eyes. Seifer was sensitive on certain subjects. Mostly about his and Devon's destructive relationship, and the feelings that still lingered that maybe he deserved some of what Devon did to him. And also the fact that his choices in a lot of things weren't the best, and he felt naturally defensive about what Zell had implied-or thought he had implied. Because his choices were questionable at best, and thought he couldn't do better anyway.
And the whole ordeal with Ultimecia—well, yeah. So, he was taking Zell's words for more than what he had meant them to be. But, of course, Seifer is a hot head, so when he's angry he doesn't see shit for what it really is—and that's the sensitive part of himself he doesn't like to let out. And knew the chicken hadn't meant anything by what he said.
"You okay?" Squall asked him, to which he received a small nod in return, still somewhat in his thoughts.
"Yeah," the taller man replied, then sighed and fingered with his necklace, a little. Devon had actually broken it a while ago, much to his dismay, but Squall had gotten in fixed for him, which he was grateful for. He hadn't intended on Squall finding out but he had all the same, and Squall had surprised him with it.
"Sorry," Zell said with a sheepish look. "I didn't mean-"
"Chicken, just...stop talking, alright?" Seifer said in irritation, bordering on snapping at the other youth, who's eyed went wide before he nodded and decided his plate was more interesting.
"Hey, relax," Squall told him, seeing the mans unease. "He didn't mean anything by it."
"I know," Seifer said with another sigh, rubbing his hand over his face. "But...I don't know…" he trailed off with a frown in thought. "I never make the best choices, I guess."
"Well, no." He was shot a look for this. "But this is a start."
Seifer looked at him for a long moment before a smile lit up his face and he leaned over to kiss Squall, who accepted the kiss, before Seifer pulled away slightly, forehead resting against Squall's as he took in the brunets scent. "I'm sorry. Thanks."
"No need to be sorry," Squall replied, running a had through the blond's hair, enjoying the contented sigh that was heard. He also knew about the blonds soft spot on his head, and he liked to exploit it whenever possible.
"Get a room you two!" Selphie chirped as she bounded up towards them and, surprising Seifer by hugging him tightly.
"S-Selphie...need...to breathe woman," Seifer gasped out, and she let him go with a chuckle. But he smiled at her and shook his head. The girl was rather quite strong, he noticed.
"Sorry! So how have you been?"
"Good," Seifer said, lacing his fingers through Squall's. "A lot better now." He got a smile for this and a squeeze of his hand gently.
"Oh! You and Squally are together?" She hadn't known. She had been gone for a minute and missed some things. "When did this happen?"
"About a month ago or so," Seifer replied with a grin.
"I always knew there was something between you two," she said with a chuckle.
"Really?" Squall asked with a raised brow.
"Yep. I mean, I wasn't too sure what it was, but I always knew there was something there."
"Hn," Squall said with a shake of his head.
"It's sooo good you got rid of Devon, Sefy,"
Seifer smiled at the nickname for him.
"Yeah...he was such a bastard," came a new voice.
"Irvy! Selphie reprimanded him, though she thought the same thing.
"What?" he shrugged. "It's true. How are you, man?" Irvine looked at Seifer.
"Good," he said again.
"Good to hear. So what, uh, happened with him anyway?" Irvine asked, referring to the aforementioned bastard.
"Don't know," Seifer shrugged his shoulders. "Don't care either," he added with a squeeze to the hand in his own.
Seifer hadn't realized it at first, but these people seemed to care about him, and he'd even call them friends. He'd been to wrapped up in his own shit he hadn't paid any attention to what was really around him.
"Well,' Irvine said, "I say good riddance."
Seifer nodded his head.
"Seifer, I'm sorry," Zell suddenly said with a frown.
"Forget about it, Dincht," Seifer said to him. "I'm sorry too."
Zell grinned at him. "No hard feelings, eh?"
"What, what?" Selphie frowned in confusion.
"Nothing," Seifer told her with a wave of his hand. "Just a conversation from earlier."
"Aww, I wanna know," she pouted at him with her best pout.
"No," he said with a shake of his head.
"Aww, but that's so not fair."
Seifer chuckled at her childlike behavior. "You just can't stand not knowing something, can you?"
"Nope!"
"Come on, Seffie, let's give them some space," Irvine said, chuckling.
"I should go to the library. There's a book I borrowed and have yet to return." Zell stood up. "Catch ya later?"
Seifer nodded to him. "Later, chicken-wuss."
"Ugh. You''re such a bitch," Zell muttered with a scowl as he flipped him the bird and walked off, hearing the others chuckle behind him.
"Okay! Come on Irvine. There's something I need help with anyway." She promptly dragged the now confused, and slightly startled cowboy away.
The only two left at the table chuckled and Seifer sighed. "Squall, I'm sorry…"
"What?" he frowned. "Sorry for what?"
"I don't know...for being such a fuck up, I guess," Seifer said as he looked at his now empty tray.
"Seifer," Squall lifted Seifer's face to look at him. "You're nothing of the sort."
"Squall…" Seifer sighed as Squall kissed him. "Thanks…"
"Let's go to my room," Squall said against his lips as he heard a slight moan from the blond from their kiss.
Seifer only nodded, slightly dazed, as Squall pulled him along. "Squall?" Seifer began once they entered his room, only to be shut up with a kiss and Squall pushed him up against the wall, ravishing his mouth reverently
Seifer grabbed Squall's hair and deepened the kiss, both moaning from the heated kiss, which turned even more heated as Seifer started grinding his now growing erection against Squall's own growing erection—the friction was delicious, and left them both wanting more. Seifer suddenly switched their positions and started kissing his boyfriend harder, so much passion in the kiss.
Squall gasped at the sudden change but just kissed him back just as hard, tongue fighting against tongue, Squall's mouth felt so warm and good, Seifer moaned into the kiss, sliding his wet warm tongue along Squall's own, earning him answering moan in return, which caused him to smile. "Squall…" He groaned as Squall ground up against him. He started kissing Squall's neck, sucking lightly, earning himself a moan when he found sensitive spot on the brunets neck
"Fuck," Squall closed his eyes as he grabbed Seifer ass to bring their bodies closer together, enjoying the friction in their aching needs at the action. Seifer, trailed his lips all over Squall's neck, loving the sweet sounds come out of the mouth at his actions. "Seifer…"
"Squall…" Seifer gasped when Squall squeezed his ass, making him grind harder into the brunet man who was pressed up against the wall. Fuck they were both so hard...but did he want to go further? He felt Squall lifting his shirt, trailing soft fingers along his tones stomach, and he groaned when those fingers deliciously ran over his nipples and stopped to pinch one, before Squall took off his shirt, and started kissing along the blond neck and upper chest, Seifer making such arousing noised that caused his cock to twitch.
"Fuck, Squall...Damn." Seifer panted before capturing his boyfriends lips in another kiss, pulling away long enough to get Squall's shirt off of him, before attacking his lips again. He ran his hands over Squall's chest and stomach, and tweaking a nipple to which said man moaned into his mouth at the current pleasure his lithe body was receiving.
"Oh, god," Squall moaned and bucked his hips, his cock throbbing in his, begging for attention.
"God, Squall…" Seifer moaned into that delicious mouth and sucked on his bottom lip before attaching to his mouth again. "I want…" Seifer groaned again, and laid his head on Squall's shoulder to catch his breath, his need also wanting attention, so he ground up against Squall again, hearing a hitched breath that matched his own at the action.
"What do you want, Seifer?" Squall asked as he trailed his fingers over Seifer stomach and moved them lower just below his navel causing the blond to shiver in anticipation. He grabbed Seifer's ass and bucked into the other man, who closed his eyes and hissed.
"Fuck. I want you to fuck me," he finally said through his pants of breath, shaking his head a little as he was feeling light headed from the pleasures his toned body was getting from the brunet.
"You sure?"
"I'm….sure," Another hitched breath and they pulled themselves away from each other long enough to make it over to Squall's bed, Squall removing Seifer pants, and Seifer doing the same to Squall.
"Seifer you-"
"Leonhart, if you don't shut up and fuck me already," Seifer growled out, causing Squall to chuckle.
They started making out, hips grinding together, moans of passion was heard. Seifer's hands were in his hair as Squall worked his way with kisses down Seifer's stomach, stopping to swirl his tongue on his navel, biting softly at the flesh, earning himself a gasp and a buck of eager hips for him to move lower and take him into his mouth. Squall wasted no time as he took the head into his mouth and began sucking lightly, causing the hands in his hair to tighten.
"God…" Seifer moaned as Squall took more of him in his mouth, sucking lightly. Seifer threw his head back in pleasure as the brunet began sucking harder on his cock, mouth hanging open slightly.
Squall was looking at him from his position between Seifer's legs, looking at the writhing blond on the bed, head thrown back, mouth hung up, moans and pants and whimpers coming from Seifer that almost made Squall lose himself. Seifer bit his lip as he opened his eyes and looked at Squall to see him looking back. Oh fuck that was an arousing sight—seeing his cock buried in Squall's mouth, deliciously running his sweet tongue on the underside of his cock, and pulling away to lick at the tip, tasting Seifer. It made Seifer want to come right there.
He heard some rustling but didn't bother to look, too wrapped up in pleasure of his cock buried in the brunet's mouth. Only when he felt slick fingers begging to be let in his entrance did he tense up.
"Relax, Seifer." Squall rubbed his thighs and worked his mouth over Seifer's leaking cock. He felt Seifer relax as he gently rubbed the puckered opening before sliding one finger inside, feeling the muscles constrict to the digit.
Seifer bucked his hips as the finger worked it's way in, trying to get more, but still unsure about the feel. "Squall...He started just as Squall hit something fucking amazing inside of him that nearly had him screaming in pleasure. "Holy shit," Seifer gasped, bucking to get more of that feeling and he wasn't let down, as Squall kept striking the spot inside of him, making him a writhing mess on the bed, head thrashing, moans and hisses coming out of his mouth, and he nearly screamed again when the brunet entered another finger and slammed them against that deliciously torturous spot that made him see stars.
Squal chuckled at his reactions, but he could feel Seifer was getting close, so when Seifer said, "fuck Squall. "Fuck...I'm close…" Squall pulled out his fingers and removed his mouth, earning a groan of disappointment from the blond.
Squall wasted no time in lathering his cock up in the lube, putting on a generous amount. He leaned up and kissed Seifer softly, which Seifer opened his mouth to, moaning Squall's name as he felt something unmistakably hard pressing against his sick tight entrance.
Squall gasped as the head of his cock slipped inside of the delicious heat of Seifer's body, the tightness gripping his cock so pleasantly, he had to stop himself more a moment to let Seifer adjust to the intrusion as well.
"Seifer," he moaned leaning down and ravishing the blonds mouth again. Seifer wrapped his long legs around Squall's waist, saying without words what he really wanted right now. Squall pressed further inside of him, causing him to stretch more to the intrusion to his body.
Seifer gripped his shoulders as his eyes slammed shut, mixtures of pain and pleasure coursing through his body until...Squall was sheathed full inside of the blond and started moving slowly.
"Squall...move," Seifer ordered—or begged. "Please."
Squall puled almost all the way out, then he suddenly slammed back in, bed creaking with the motion, and Seifer threw his head back and nails digging into Squall's shoulders as he let out a guttural cry, and Squall bit his lip. Seifer's presenting such an arousing sight, and the fucking heat of Seifer's body felt so good. He kissed Seifer hard and started rocking into him, before going harder and harder., Seifer's was incoherent by this point, letting himself feel everything his body was feeling.
""Fuck, Squall...oh, fuck," Seifer moaned loudly as his spot was hit repeatedly.
Squall gripped his hips tightly and started giving it to him real goo, making him a writhing heap on the bed, and Seifer tightened his legs around Squall and brought him closer brought his head down for another kiss, this one messy as they're passion increased. And both just enjoying each other's bodies, neither caring how messy the kiss was.
Squall could tell that Seifer broke skin with his nails on his shoulder but he didn't care. He picked up the pace, also grabbing Seifer leaking cock and pumping him in time with his thrusts, causing the other man to bite his lip as he tried to keep his sounds in.
"Seifer," Squall moaned into his ear. He knew Seifer was close, he could feel him tensing and they're movements were sporadic
"Oh, God, Squall," Seifer held him tighter to his body, matching him thrust for thrust, enjoying the pleased sound Squall made and the hiss that came from those lips. ""Oh..fuck, I love you, Squall."
And then he came, a near scream was all Squall heard before he felt Seifer's cum on his hand and his hole clenching him tighter, causing him to gasp at the feeling. Seifer road out his orgasm, eyes closed as he felt Squall kiss him again before and sound he'd never heard from Squall before came out of his mouth, and he felt Squall's cum enter his tight hole, causing him to shiver at the feeling.
Squall pulled out and rolled next to him, panting harshly as well as Seifer was doing. He looked over at the blond and leaned over and kissed him softly, feeling Seifer run hands up his arms and on his back. He pulled away slightly and leaned his forehead to Seifer, smiling, their breaths mingling together. "Seifer."
Seifer looked over at him and gave a stupid grin and a shake of his head. He brought Squall closer to him, foreheads still touching. "Hmm?"
"I love you too," was the words he said next, causing Seifer to pull back slightly to look in blue eyes, eyes so blue, like the sea. His grin matching Squall's as Squall pulled him in for another kiss, leaving them both breathless.
"So I guess we're in love, huh?" Seifer asked, same smile on his face.
"Looks like," Squall said, a matching smile was on his own face.
They laid there and Seifer watched as his lover dozed off, feeling better than he had in a long time. He held the slumbering brunet in his arms tighter, placing a kiss on top of dark chocolate hair, as his head rested near Squall's, as his own eyes fell shut.
His last thought before sleep took him was; He'd never felt better..And this was the man he loved so much.
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A/N: "Long awaited chapter is finally here. I hope you enjoy it. I know you all wanted a sex scene and wanted to make it as good as possible. Now, if my readers and reviewers are still with me. I can, if you want, continue with this? As progression in their new relationship. AND I know some of you said Devon wouldn't give up so easily, and you're right. So if you wanna see more just let me know.