This is my first fanfic ever so I hope you like it. I have this idea in my mind for a while now. I am not a nativ speaker so please excuse my spelling and grammar mistakes.
In this story Ryan never died and never get shot. It starts in the apartment with Andy and Ryan sitting on the flor.
Andy´s POV
"Ryan..." I really don´t know what to say I didn´t expected this. He cut me of "No. You
don´t have to say anything". But even if I don´t know what I wanted to say something but Ryan just said there is nothing to say. And that it turned out that everything is about me.
I felt bad I wish I could just tell him that I am in love with him to but I couldn´t. It wouldn´t be true. I feel a lot for him, he is my best friend and there was a time, where I would have just told him that I love him too. But sitting on the floor with him and looking him in the eyes I couldn´t.
Milo came into the kitchen and wanted to play. So we just played with him and didn´t talked about anything serious. Soon Milo´s mother came back and thanked us for watching the kids. We left the apatment and both went home.
Back home I went into the shower and than I went to bed. I was exhausted and didn´t know what to thing about everything that happend. I should be happy right know. When I first saw Ryan and Jenna together it hurted like hell. I think I was jealous of her back then. In the moment where I realized that Ryan is maybe the one, he stared dating someone else. Know he declared his love for me and I wish he didn´t. I feel asleep thinking that everything would be easier when Robert Sullivan never came into my life.
The week I had to spend at home or at least not at work passed quickly. The rest of the week I spend mostly in bed thinking about the man who loved me and the man I fell in love with. I kept wishing that everything after L.A. just wouldn´t have happened. But when I kissed him - Robert - it felt good and so right. I can´t forget how it felt when he kissed me and how he touched me. What I also can´t forget is the fact that he sended me away and didn´t talked to me for weeks. Just to tell me, almost two month later, that it would be against the rules and that we both wouldn´t get our promotions. It hurted to hear that he put his job befor me.
I went to the station with Maya. We get changed and then we went to the Beanery to have breakfast.
Sullivan´s POV
I sat on my desk when she arrived at the station. I am happy that she is back. I missed her but I would never say that out loud. A relationship between us is against the rules and it would mess with our promotions. More with hers because I just got the messages that I got promoted to batalion chief.
While she was not here I heard that Ryan Tanner is back from San Diego. I also heard that he and Andy spend a whole day together and that he is single. For a reason, I don´t want to name, it bothers me that he is back and that Andy spended time with him. I was jealous, but I had no right to feel this way. I messed up because I put the job before her and than there was my leg. I told myself that it is better this way. She should move on so he could do the same.
I went to the Beanery to tell my crew that I got promoted and that I will name a new Captain for Station 19 soon. The crew was still having breakfast, they were talking and laughing. Miller was the first one who noticed me he asked if wanted to have breakfast with them. Everyone was looking at me. I just shaked my head and said "I have to tell you something. I got promoted to Batalion Chief and I will name a new Captain for 19 soon."
The week went by and I moved into my new office upstairs. I haven´t talked to Andy since she is back but she is acting respectful towards me so there wasn´t anything to talk about. I still didn´t named a new Captain. Captain Herrera talked to me and ask me not to promote Andy. I don´t know what to do. If I don´t promote her she will hate me more than she probably already did. I couldn´t handle that. I am such a hypocrite I tell her that we can´t happen but I keep thinking about her.
I ended up promoting Maya Bishop to Captain.
Andy´s POV
He promoted Maya to Captain. I was angry he told me he wanted to make me Captain and then he changed his mind. I wanted to know why so I went into his office.
"You promoted Maya to Captain" it wasn´t a question.
"Yes, I..."
"Why? You told me we couldn´t be together because of our promotions and now you have your promotion and you, decided to change your mind again, and promote someone else?" I was mad and wanted to know the truth.
"There was a lot to consider in this decision"
"Like what?"
Sullivan´s POV
I couldn´t answer this question. Mostly because I didn´t really know too. Her father told me her year would get worse and I just believed him and didn´t promote her. Minutes passed by till she turned around and left.
At the end of the shift I saw how she left the Station. I also saw Tanner, who was waiting for her. The next moment I saw them kissing and that was the moment where I realized that I should have screwed the rules.
I know there where not much of Ryan in this chapter but it will get more in the next chapters. I hope you like it, let me know what you think.