Christian
Mom was right. Ana needs a distraction, away from home, away from court and away from the media. So with Mom and Dad staying at our place with the kids I am whisking Ana away for a couple of days as a last-minute babymoon.
She's really excited about it which is great. She had fun choosing some nice clothes and deciding what we were going to do for a couple of days. Though the idea is just that she can relax away from home and away from the trial.
I mean I don't need to be at court watching the trial. Mom and Dad will go while the kids are in school and Gail will have the twins. They'll keep me informed of what's going on which in turn allows me to make sure Ana is the centre of my world.
We have to fly to where we're staying with Charlie Tango. It's a five hour drive otherwise. Ana is so excited as we're going to a resort in Brentwood Bay British Columbia and I've booked us a lodge so we can have some privacy. Plus I've organised a boat so we can go out onto the water too.
It's going to be a great weekend.
When we're up in the air I see Ana relax through the corner of my eye. She's now safe and away from everything going on and I think this may have been the best idea I could have had.
Of course, Mom was worried the baby would come while we were away and I know that makes Ana a little anxious but if she does go into labour we'll cope. I mean, I'm obviously hoping she won't and maybe I should have booked somewhere within driving distance of Seattle but this place was perfect for what we needed as a getaway.
We arrive at our villa and Ana looks like a child at Christmas. There's nothing really special about this place but it is perfect for what we need. The lodge itself is beautiful, two bedrooms both with lovely king size beds. Followed by a huge kitchen which I know Ana will enjoy baking in something she doesn't do much of at home because she's afraid of offending Patricia. And then there's a clean and bright living space that I hope we can longer and relax in and a luxury double bathroom which I'm hoping will be used for a nice joint bath.
There's a spa in the main hotel and I hope Ana will go and have a pamper. She deserves it. Of course I now know what happened on her birthday Spa day and j hope she can put that experience behind her so she can enjoy having a treatment here. I think all she really wants is to be in a little bubble away from the reality back in Washington. But I ensured that the spa were able to meet the needs of pregnant women and a pregnancy massage is actually on their list of services so if Ana does want to partake they're ready for her.
"So I've ordered some supplies." I tell Ana as she makes us both a hot drink. There are limited supplies here for us, but just the typical basics, we need some food and snacks here for our stay too.
"I'm hungry. Can we go eat at the hotel?" Ana asks and I nod. She can have whatever the hell she wants. I told her about the dining options when I was telling her I'd booked here for our getaway.
"Let's have a drink first. I'll ring and ask for a table. Happy to eat in the main dining room or would you like a private space?"
"I'd be happy in the dining room." Ana smiles. She's brightened up so much since we left Seattle.
Less than an hour later and we're seated in the Arbutus Room, a bright room with high beamed ceiling and huge wall to wall windows over looking the sound.
"I think I'll have the game." I tell Ana as I scan the menu for what sounds most appetising and she wrinkles her nose at me. "What?"
"No thanks." She says making me laugh. "I'll have the pork belly." She says and I smile, I'd figured that's what she would go for. She's not a fan of game meat hence why the only time I get to enjoy it is when it's on a menu somewhere like this.
"The game sounds great, boar, duck and venison." I say winding her up a little.
"Eww." Ana replies. Her little nose wrinkling at the thought. "I don't fancy eating any of that."
"You don't have to." I reply making her laugh. I love her laugh. I've missed it. She was laughing so much a few months ago, she laughed through the holidays but as January drew closer and closer those laughs became so much less. The stress and strain of what was coming fixed itself to her expression. I'm glad I've bought her away so she doesn't have to worry about it now.
We eat in a relatively comfortable silence. It's not that we don't have anything to talk about it's just that we don't need to talk. It's nice sometimes to just be in each other's company without having to have a conversation. It's sharing a moment. This is what over ten years of marriage means to us, after all this time we can just be together without forcing small talk, needing to communicate all the time. The food is incredible of course and we enjoy it comfortably with each other.
After we've eaten we go back to the lodge and I run us a warm bath. It's a bit cold outside but I just want to be in this moment with Ana. The bath is more than big enough for both of us thankfully and Ana's definitely up for sharing.
"Thank you for bringing us here Christian." She says once we're in the warm bubbles, her back to my front.
"You're welcome." I reply before kissing her head lightly.
"It's been a while since we've been away without the kids." She says and I chuckle. That's true. This year we didn't have our week away without the kids like we have every other year. Mom and Dad always have the kids for one week of the year, usually in the summer, so that we can have a getaway together. We've been across the whole world just the two of us. I wanted to show Ana the world and I've been able to do that. My parents have been amazing with it.
"It feels wrong to have left the twins." Ana says. "I know they're safe with Gail and your Mom but I still feel a bit bad for doing it." Ana says quietly and I kiss her head again. I mean there is nothing I can say that will stop her feeling like this so doing what Tamara, John and Jamie told me I give her validation.
"It does feel bad. But the fact that you feel a little guilty but still made it onto the helicopter shows how strong you are. Never leaving them again wouldn't be very healthy." I tell her and she giggles and relaxes into me a little. I guess that would be classed as a good job then. She's responded positively.
After the bath I take Ana through to the bedroom and she willingly makes it clear she wants to play. She's been teasing me with her touch the entire time in the bath and who am I to say no?
I lay her down on the bed and begin kissing her all over. She wriggles and writhes, the spots of water still remaining on her skin making her a little cold and goose pimples cover her.
"I love you." I tell her before kissing her deeply which she returns passionately.
"This isn't going to work." She says as I drop my towel and I have to agree with her. Seeing her is important to me but it's not easy over her bump. I can't lay on top of her, I'd have to stay standing and it wouldn't be that comfortable.
"You on top then?" I ask nervously and she smiles and nods before giving me her hand so I can help her up.
"You better hope this doesn't bring on labour." She teases pushing me down to the bed and before I can stop her she's sunk down and taken me in her mouth. Holy fucking shit.
"Ana..." I groan while she sucks me like I'm an ice pop, her tongue running along the underneath of my solid cock. Holy shit.
She doesn't do it for long, at the risk of me coming apart in her mouth. Instead, she awkwardly climbs above me and holds me to guide me in. The moan that escapes her lips drives me wild. I grip her hips in my hands and support her while she begins to bounce on me.
God it's an incredible sight. Our baby growing big and strong in its mother's womb, her breasts, large and full ready to feed our baby, they bounce as she does and it hypnotises me a moment before I look up at those blue eyes, those eyes who had me the day the looked up from the floor of my office when she stumbled in all those years ago.
She moans and groans as she bounces and sweat fills her forehead. I can tell she's getting tired, this is a lot of exercise with all the extra weight.
"Christian..." she groans before climbing off me. "Take me from behind..."
I gulp as she gets onto all fours and I rise quickly so not to show any hesitation.
"Are you sure?" I ask trying not to sound too nervous.
"Yes!" she groans and I get behind her and line myself up at her entrance.
I make sure to be as slow as I can, we've had sex a few times since the assault but not like this, this was how he raped her and I'm so aware of that. She groans deeply, from her throat as I enter her and she pushes back against me, wanting me to fill her faster.
Once inside her I pull her up so she's kneeling on top of me. She keeps slightly risen on her knees allowing me to do the work. I tease her nipples and rock into her, she drops her head back onto my shoulder and moans.
"Fuck Ana..." I groan before nipping at her shoulder. She moans in response and rocks up and down to meet me. I hit her deep and she groans louder.
She starts to tug away from me and I try not to groan as she goes onto all fours again, I guess she's just too tired to be upright.
"Tell me if you want me to stop." I tell her.
"Just fuck me Christian." She begs and I'm not strong enough to deny her that. Without thinking I spank her once before slamming into her and she screams with pleasure before grabbing the headboard with one hand, a sign she wants me hard.
I grip her hips and start rocking into her and she rocks back to meet my every thrust.
"Harder Christian please..." she begs and I oblige the best I can. "Oh god!" She shouts just as she begins squeezing me and I know she's coming for me.
I follow behind her a beat later, calling her name out in ecstasy. I collapse beside her and she's immediately curled up beside me, her head on my chest.
"Ok?" I ask and she giggles. "An?"
"That was amazing Christian." She says turning to me. "It felt like us again."
"It's always us..."
" I know... you spanked me." She smiles.
"I'm sorry..."
"Never apologise. Christian I've ... I've missed you like that. My Dom..."
"Oh Ana." I kiss her head again and she comes up to kiss me properly. I don't know how to feel, I'm afraid I'll hurt her if we play like that, I'm afraid it will affect her mind and she'll have flashbacks and things but what she just let me do, without any hesitation, I guess it shows just how far she's come.
I have a feeling it's going to be an interesting weekend.