"let's stop this" My eyes widen in response, not believing what I just heard. Sans sighed heavily and waved his hands goodbye and teleported out.
We were just right outside my house, arguing about my work
He was saying that I was overworking again and that I was not going to do anything productive if I stay like this and I was getting frustrated and angry. We were just arguing all the way to my house where I knew that Mother Tori would be any second now. I said that I didn't have time for this and he uncharacteristically went silent for a minute.
I was at a very important meeting where we just pitched an idea for a human and monster school so that any prejudice that may have formed to the future generations be cleared and what better way to get to know anyone is to learn together and I just can't understand why Sans thought that what I was doing is not productive enough and that it wasn't what I'm supposed to be doing.
I blinked at the empty space where Sans was and felt numb. He sounded..
so done...
with me.
It was only a couple of weeks since we confessed to each other and got to be a couple.
I should've known that it wasn't gonna last long.
Sure, I knew eventually he'll know me better to understand who I really was
I was selfish enough not to give him time. I mean we were a couple. The least I could do is give him my attention.
Give him my time and ask about his day. But I didn't even do that.
Standing there for what felt like hours, I heard my phone ring.
"Hello? " I asked without even checking.
"Frisk, my little one. I'm sorry I won't be able to go home tonight because I wanted to spend time wtih Asriel, if that's alright with you" Mother said, keeping her tone neutral.
I knew she wanted to do this for days and was trying to ask me and I was giving her subtle hints that I was okay and she can leave me with the house.
I guessed it worked.
I gulped, trying to clear my throat. I felt a lump stuck on it. I nodded.
Thinking that I was stupid for doing that and thinking she might see my nod, I tried my best to give her my reply without choking.
"Of course" I whispered.
Give short answer so that you won't give away that you're not okay.
"Thank you, my dear. Food is ready at the fridge and I'll be back on Monday" I tried to smile but really.. I was breaking.
I wanted to tell her I needed her. Wanted someone to talk.
But I couldn't. She deserved her time with her son.
"Mhm hm" I said my goodbyes and went inside the house.
Obviously crying outside wouldn't do anyone any good.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
why can't she see that she's burned out? Sans scratched his head and sighed
it's just been weeks since she had a fever and it's not even a month, she's back to being selfless and workaholic and she doesn't even talk to me about anything else expect for work this and work that
He knew that she was just trying to create a better place for them but he knew that she still needed to rest and it isn't healthy that all she think about is work.
Sans grunted. He also knew that a part of him was just jealous of her work.
Which was just stupid and wrong but at the very least, she should take care of herself
Granted that he just snapped at her when she told him that she have no time for him
It hurt
But Sans knew that she was talking about them arguing
He knew she was tired and he shouldn't really have snapped at her but it was like talking to a rock. She never listened to him
She never took a break when she clearly needed to.
And she never asked for help
With anything...
Even from him..
And he was hurt
He knew he wasn't a reliable guy and that he was a lazy bone but he can help her
Sans closed his eyes and leaned to his couch. They were both tired and needed some time
They'll figure it out tomorrow
I blinked trying to think.
Did I slept? Cause my eyes hurt like hell. I groaned trying to sit up when I felt nausea.
Great... I just got sick again
I stood up with much difficulty and went to the bathroom. Mother kept the medicines in the cabinet there and I popped up one paracetamol in my mouth
I caught a glimpse of my face in the mirror and saw that I was a mess. My eyes were puffy and my skin was so pale. I checked my temperature and was glad it wasn't a high fever
I should just get back to sleep and it'll be gone when I wake up
It was very fortunate that it was a weekend and I didn't have work or to go outside and that mother was not around
Even Sans..
I went to the couch since I didn't want to go back to my bed and squeeze my eyes shut.
Stop thinking. It's over
Just get a move on
You still have work to do
Normally, I would've think that I should stop doing anything and just try to do my tasks but I know that I can't
Not right now
When I can't stop sobbing
This is stupid
I knew it wouldn't last
I was surprised it was this long
Sobbing my heart out, I passed out
I woke up on a knock on my door. Scratching my head and eyes, I walked up and opened it
I was surprised to see the skeleton in front of me and I immediately went from half asleep to fully awake.
He narrowed his eyes at me, taking in my state. I nervously laughed
"Oh..Sans. Didn't know you were coming." I cringed at my hoarse voice. Great
Just great
"frisk? " Sans said titling with his head a little bit, silently asking me to explain myself.
Why is he here? I racked my brains trying to think of an answer.
We just broke up yesterday and now he wanted to see me?
Why?
I didn't want to see him at all.
Not today.
I gave hima quick smile and motioned to shut the door but he was fast enough to block it.
"Sans. I just need to dress up" perfect lie
Maybe if I left through the back door, he won't find me.
"yeah sure, babe. just leave me on your couch then" I clicked my tounge and he must have heard it because he looked somewhat horrified.
I mentally groaned and just went to my rom without a second look at him.
I went to freshen up and was trying to come up with something.
I'm obviously not prepared for any confrontation right now. Sighing, I thought that I can still make my escape.
The back door was near to my bed and if I sneaked out there, maybe he won't realized I was gone.
I tiptoed to the back door and opened it when I felt weightless and slowly floated in the air.
I was turned to Sans and was dragged to him.
"why are you running? " Sans asked me calmly like it was the most natural thing to do when someone was trying to get away from you. He settled me on the couch right next to him.
"Nothing..." I lied.
Why wouldn't I? I was just got dumped and now my ex is in my house and calling me babe like nothing had happened.
Sans put his hand on my forehead and I just leaned ino the touch. It might be the last one.
Closing my eyes to relish his touch, I was shocked to find that he was kissing me
It was only the second time he did this and I can't help but sobbed. Sans looked confused and pulled away.
"frisk? i'm sorry if you didn't like that" he apologized in a hurry. He was shocked by my reaction but I just kept crying.
I kept crying and he just hugged me and comforted me like how he did everytime I was crying. I mumbled my apologies.
"I'm sorry" I sobbed over and over. I said I love him and I'm sorry and I knew he didn't deserved this and I'm so sorry.
And as always, he stayed silent letting me cry my heart out.