Pairings:

MegatronxOptimus Prime

WheeljackxBulkhead

RatchetxIronhide

SmokescreenxBumblebee

BreakdownxKnock Out

JazzxProwl

ElitaxOptimus Prime

Warnings: kissing, mentions of interfacing, violence, fluff, possibly sadness in future chapters, birth, and mpreg. And mentions of rape.

Disclaimer: I do not own Transformers. Only Hasbro. I only own my characters.

"You seem chipper than usual," teased Ratchet. "Any particular reason why."

"You know why carrier," said Optimus.

"And I am proud of you. This just proves how much he still loves you," said Ratchet.

"I am glad that he still loves me," said Optimus, resting a servo over his spark.

The feeling of Megatron's spark filled him with joy and love. Then something happened. Optimus let out a small cry of pain and clutched his chest tightly. He fell to his knees and hunched over. Tears came to his optics when the pain intensified by tenfold. Ratchet was at his side the moment his knees hit the ground.

"M-m-megatron," Optimus managed to whispered through gritted denta.

"Optimus what's wrong?" asked Ratchet.

Then nothing. Optimus tried to reach out to his mate, but couldn't feel him.

"I can't feel him. Carrier why can't I feel him anymore?" Optimus asked desperately.

"The bond is either blocked or he's dead," Ratchet answered.

Tears that had formed finally poured out. He was scared. What had happened to his mate? Was he alright?

~~~Nemesis, earlier

"Block the bond now," Ratbat demanded, kicking the leader in the chest once more. "Unless you wish for mechs to die. We know where their base is located. Oh how easily it would be to destroy it with a simple command. And with our spy in their ranks now, it makes it easier for us to know what's going on. I'm sure that Killstrike is enjoying taking your mate's seals away."

"No. Leave him alone. I'll do what ever you want, just please don't hurt him or anyone else," Megatron begged, kneeling before the senator.

"Block the bond and never speak to him again. If he tries to contact you, refuse. The only time is during battle to see him. Do not disobey us," said Ratbat.

"I won't. Just as long as no one is harmed or killed," said Megatron. "Please. I'm begging you."

"Very well then. Just stay loyal and no one dies," said Ratbat.

Megatron closed off the bond. He couldn't let anyone die. He bowed his head down and a tear or two escaped. Ratbat smiled and let the ship. His reason for being there now completed.

"I'm so sorry Orion," Megatron whispered. "Please forgive me."

~~~Autobot HQ

"What if he's dead? What will I do without him in my life? What if I never see him again? What if he didn't go to the Allspark?" Optimus questioned.

"It be fine. I'm sure that he has his reasons if he if still alive," said Grimlock.

Optimus leaned his helm onto his brother's shoulder. The dinobot had come to comfort his crying brother. The others had been informed when they saw their leader in ruins with Ratchet rocking him in his lap. Ironhide had thought up of a week long mission retreat. He was sending Kup with the dinobots while Ultra Magnus and Springer went together. Bulkhead was assigned with Wheeljack and Arcee was partnered up with Killstrike. Ratchet and Ironhide were staying at the base with Optimus to help him through this time.

"Come on Grimlock. It's time to go," said Kup.

"I coming," said Grimlock. "I shall see you in a week."

"I will be waiting," said Optimus.

"Be strong until we return," said Grimlock, leaving with the old mech.

Optimus sighed and got up and left to his room. He stayed there, hearing the sounds of his creators interfacing down the hall. He laughed softly at his carrier's cries. He was sure that Ironhide was going to get him sparked this time. He fell into recharge shortly.

"Come here little Prime," a sinister voice said.

Optimus turned to find Killswitch coming towards him. He tried to move, but couldn't. He looked up to find a chain hanging from the ceiling and wrapped around his arms, restraining him. He tried to break out of the bonds, but they seemed to be sapping his energy away. Killswitch licked his audios and neck. The red and blue mech shivered at the action before he was forced into a kiss. He felt sharp claws going down and retracting his panel.

"No, please don't do this," Optimus begged.

"Awe too bad. I'm going to enjoy myself. I was surprised with Shockwave informed me that you were a full virgin," Killswitch whispered into the blue audio.

scene change

Optimus shivered as he was thrown onto the floor. He was covered in transfluid from Killswitch and his own lubrication and transfluid. He knew that Megatron wouldn't want him anymore. He was used and dirtied. Killswitch had also forced a spark merge with him. There was no doubt that he would get sparked with the monster's sparkling. But he couldn't get rid of the innocent life.

A blast echoed and Optimus looked up to find Megatron standing over a dead Killswitch. He stepped over the mech he had just killed and knelt next to his mate. Optimus clutched onto him and muttered apology and apology.

"I understand if you don't want me anymore," said Optimus. Megatron forced him to look up at him.

"I will love you no matter what Orion. It doesn't matter what he did to you. I know that it is a very high chance that he sparked you. I will raise and love the young one as if it was my own," said Megatron softly.

"I love you," said Optimus, feeling relief.

"I love you too," said Megatron.

Optimus onlined his optics. He looked around before scanning his body. He realized it was just a dream and breathed in relief. He now knew that he couldn't trust Killswitch with anything. He was just as bad as Elita. He would have to ask the mech about himself once they returned. Until then, Optimus' thoughts went back to his mate. Oh how much he missed him right now.