So Far this is continuing, Thank you to those of you who are reviewing. Im sorry it took me a few days this time to get this chapter up, the deeper we go into this the more I want to make this perfect.
She was an idiot.
Straight A's from kindergarten to college, always a 4.0, she was what Sienna had referred to as a scholar, outstanding scores on her detective's exam, followed many years later by the Sergeant's and the Lieutenant's exams. Always thought she was extremely smart. Leave it to Elliot Stabler to turn her suddenly stupid. She rolled her eyes at the thought, Elliot Stabler, the biggest pain in the ass she had ever had in her life, the constant for over a decade, and then within an instant he was gone, gone from her life. No goodbye. No kiss my ass... No, I'll miss you Liv... just vanished. She wouldn't even lie to herself, the word devastation didn't even begin to cover what she had felt for the months after, she was hell to work with, hell to be around. Then he sent her the medal, the medal that stays in her nightstand drawer, next to his picture. The picture of him and newborn Eli, she had kept it as she packed up his desk, another devastating moment for her. Noah had asked about it, Noah knew his name, she would never lie to her son, never keep anything from him, she strived to be the mother she never had. That medal had healed her in a way, she knew what it had meant to him, what it signified. She had moved on, or so she thought, until tonight.
5 years later, out of the blue he shows up. He shows up happy. Happy and engaged and kisses her. The irony of the situation almost makes her want to laugh. Almost… She doesn't know if she's pissed at him for kissing her or pissed at herself for stopping him. The one thing she's wanted the past twenty years, she's thought about that moment, how good it would feel, how she would respond, how she would hold onto him and never let go… And she fucking pushes him away like the good girl moron that she is. To save herself the devastation she felt 5 years ago.
She was snapped out of her thoughts when she reached the door. 121 Bedford Ave. Apartment 1R. Brooklyn. Fucking Brooklyn, she drove to Brooklyn at 3 am to return his stupid jacket. She stopped in front of the door, taking a breath, working up the courage to knock. She drove to Brooklyn. Her thoughts stopped her, if she drove all the way to Brooklyn to return the jacket, did that mean he paid the outrageous cab fare of going from Manhattan to Brooklyn just so he could walk her home?
She did it before she could stop herself, she lifted her knuckles and tapped softly on his door.
It only took him a minute to swing the door open, he stood there in the same jeans he had worn to the bar, but this time he had lost the shirt and was barefoot. His eyes widen, shock crossing his face at her standing at his door.
She held up her hand to stop him from saying anything.
''I believe in signs. I believe in signs that happen every day, the little things, not major life changing signs that your supposed to base your entire future on, I don't believe in shitting your life down the toilet just because you ran into a person you used to know, when it could have just been a big coincidence mixed with some beer, and a good night together, and it was... it was a really good night together. I haven't had that good of a time in a long time'' She wiped her eyes before she lost it. ''I believe in signs, and I believe in you, and I trust that you wouldn't use me because of some alcohol and the need for a good time'' She slowed her rant down as she looked at him.
''Liv I would Nev…''
He couldn't finish his sentence, she grabbed his face, much like he had done just an hour earlier and moved her lips onto his fully, unable to fight the fire he had set off in her, she gave in to her heart instead of her head.
He was surprised, but wouldn't question it, no way was he backing away from her now, he wrapped his arms around her, one sliding up, through her hair he held her head against his mouth, moving his lips against hers with the same ferocity she showed him. He never wanted to break apart, he had never felt so good in his life, the feeling of finally having her against him, their faces pressed together as he sucked her bottom lip into his mouth, he held her close to him as he moved backwards bringing her into the apartment as he kicked the door shut with his foot, he backed her against it as it shut, his lips never leaving hers as his hands trailed down her back, he stopped them as they reached her hips, Deepening the kiss, he slid his fingertips underneath the bottom of her t-shirt, grazing her soft skin. She opened her eyes at the contact, their kisses stilled, she looked into his eyes letting him know she was okay.
''Liv'' He whispered softly against her mouth
She didn't respond, she moved her lips across the corner of his mouth, moving slowly to his jawline, she left short, soft kisses across his jaw before moving back to his lips, she stilled her movements.
'' I want you'' she whispered
That was all he needed, he moved upward, fully bunching the back of her shirt into his hands, moving his hands over every inch of skin he could on her back, he slid the shirt farther, breaking their mouths apart only long enough to pull it over her head, he tossed it across the room, his hands returning to her back, he felt the goosebumps forming across her skin with his motions.
''Cold?'' he breathed against her mouth
She shook her head in response. Her hands smoothed over his bare chest, moving towards his hips, she never took her lips off of his, savoring every moment of his hot mouth on hers, she rubbed her hands over his hips, moving for the button, quickly unclasping it, she looked up at him then, as soon as she freed the round metal button holding his pants together, he reached down grabbing her hips, as he hoisted her into the air, she immediately wrapped her legs tight around his waist, he held her against the wall, unclasping her purple lace bra, he moved his mouth across her shoulder as he slid the strap off, moving to the other shoulder to mimic his actions, he pulled the material from her body, tossing it across the floor, landing close to where her shirt had. He looked at her then…
''Most beautiful woman'' Kisses her lips softly, he deepened his kiss as he moved her from the surface behind her, he moved towards his bedroom, careful not to bump her into any walls or objects along the way, once he was through the door, he laid her on his bed quickly, he held himself above her, his strong arms holding him off of her, he stared down at her, savoring this moment, finally seeing her beneath him, he couldn't believe this was happening, he moved his lips down to her jaw, moving them to her neck while leaving soft kisses in his Path. He explored her with his mouth, he moved over the skin leading him to her heaving chest, he moved his mouth over her, the moment he kissed her breast he felt her breath hitch, he looked up into her eyes from his position as he darted his tongue out, grazing her nipple as he watched her reaction, her eyes looked into his as a moan escaped her throat, the goosebumps returned to her skin as his tongue moved over her faster. He reached between them, unfastening her belt, he unbuttoned her pants as he started sliding them down her long legs, he never broke his gaze from her, his mouth never leaving her, he pulled the jeans down her legs, feeling her kick them off and onto the floor. He smiled as he slid his own pants down, kicking them off, they landed on top of where hers were.
He moved back up, his hands sliding down her sides, rubbing softly as they reached her hips, he smoothed them down over her thighs, he softly spread her legs farther apart to allow him room to lay between her, he kissed her then, soft and wanting more. His hips were at hers, he rubbed against her softly letting her feel him, which elicited a throaty moan to vibrate their mouths. Her head leaned back against the pillow some, her eyes closing. She felt him as he pushed into her slightly, just barely opening her, she moaned, he pushed deeper, he was slow, letting her get used to the feeling. Her breathing was faster, the moisture they had built up making it easier for him to go deeper until he was completely buried inside of her, the sensations he was causing her body she had never felt in her life. She opened herself then, spreading her legs she granted him better access as she felt him completely, he began to move back out of her, almost completely when he pushed in again, his pace began to pick up after a few movements, his hands on her hips as he slid in and out of her. She spread her arms out, fisting the sheets in her hands, his pace quickened and she felt every movement as he went as deep into her as her body would allow.
''Oh god'' She leaned her head back as she moaned, he rubbed her hips as he lifted them slightly off the bed.
''You feel so good'' He leaned down, pressing his lips to hers, he grazed her with his tongue as their movements matched thrust for thrust, she moved with him, her hips against his as she felt her orgasm approaching, she knew it wouldn't be long. She pulled away from his lips as she thrusted her head back in pleasure.
''Elliot... Oh G-God''
He raised up, arching his back as he thrust deep into her, she felt him throbbing as he pumped into her, the bed began moving against the floor as they moved, the headboard beating the wall with each thrust they made.
''Liv… Shit…''
He thrust into her a few more times before feeling his own orgasm pending
''W-where Liv? Where?!''
'' I-In me'' she looked up at him, watching his every move
He looked down at her, staring into her eyes as they reached their peaks together, never taking their eyes off each other, their moans filled the room as they came together.
Elliot collapsed on top of her, his breathing matching her labored breaths, he planted his lips against her neck, kissing softly up to her mouth, he moved his lips against hers, their emotions pouring into that kiss. He smiled as he pulled away, rolling onto his side, he pulled the down comforter off the floor and over them.
''You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that'' He smiled at her.
She matched his smile sweetly ''I've probably got a good idea'' she chuckled as he laughed softly
''Stay with me tonight'' he asked her almost shyly
She smiled into his eyes. ''Give me a reason'' Her smile brightened as he moved over her, kissing her again as he rolled back on top of her in a heated kiss.
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''You need your cell phone at 6 am?'' Kathy asked her daughter as they walked down the long hallway
''I need it for work Mom, and it was on the way home from Grandmas'' Kathleen looked at her mom as she stood outside the apartment digging for her keys.
'' I'm sure your father would not appreciate us barging into his apartment at 6 o'clock in the morning to search for your phone,''
''Relax Mother, He's probably not even here, his cars not outside and he went out with Uncle Bobby last night to celebrate his impending marriage of doom.'' Kathleen rolled her eyes at the thought of her father's upcoming nuptials
''Kathleen!'' Kathy scolded her daughter at her not so quiet dislike for her future stepmother.
''Carrie has been nothing but nice to you and your brothers and sisters. I don't know why you hate her'' Kathy went on as Kathleen started becoming impatient in her search for her keys.
''Same reason you don't like her, and my brothers and sisters don't like her. She rubs me the wrong way, and half the time I don't even think dad likes her… Found them!'' she held up the keys as her mom rolled her eyes at her sarcasm
Kathleen put the keys in the lock and opened the door quietly, walking inside with her mother behind her, all the lights in the living room were on which was odd, her dad always made sure they were all off before he left to save electricity.
''Where is it'' She looked around in the living room, she stopped in her tracks when they heard a loud bang coming from down the hall, followed by the same sound a second later and another one, followed by a moaning sound. Kathleen whipped her head around to face her mother with a disgusted look on her face.
''Kathleen'' Her mother had the same expression, trying to hurry her daughter out of there ''Come back later and get your phone… I thought he wasn't here!'' She yelled in a whispering tone
''Then where the fuck is his car'' She searched rapidly under the couch cushions for her phone when they heard a loud voice, her fathers, followed by another loud banging against the wall
''Oh God Baby!''
''Kathleen!'' Kathy was frantic trying to get her daughter to hurry up before they were both scarred for life, she as aware that she and Elliot had other sexual partners now, that didn't mean she wanted to hear it
Kathleen's head shot up, her eyes widening as if a lightbulb had gone off.
''Wait a minute'' Looks at her mother
''What?''
''Carrie was in west Chester this weekend visiting her parents to do last minute wedding stuff'' She raised an eyebrow at her mom
''Maybe she came back early...'' She said quickly, waving her towards the door to get out of there
Kathleen dodged her and headed over toward the kitchen, she stopped when she saw the pile of shed clothes on the ground, next to a Black Kate Spade purse.
''Kathleen... What are you doing?! Let's go''
Kathleen ignored her mother and reached into the purse grabbing the wallet as she turned to face her mom, she opened the wallet up and looked inside, after a moment the blank expression turned into a breathless, stunned one. She looked between her mom and the bedroom, back at the wallet before turning her attention to her mother
''Oh…My...Fucking…God'' She said in a loud whisper
Kathy looked at her, not sure what was going on with her…
''What now?''
Kathleen reached the wallet out to her mom, she took it from her daughter's hand and looked at the license, her eyes widening as a wide grin spread across Kathleen's face.
''Does that look like Carrie's License to you?''
Kathy looked down, she was stunned her eyes widening, her mouth dropped open as she looked to where the loud noises were coming from back to the wallet.
Olivia Benson