HEY GUYS! Long time no see am I right!? Well lately of course I always say that in the beginning but tonight I'm in a certain mood to write and I will finish this no matter how late I will stay up. By the time I finish this I will let you know the time of morning. It's a one-shot and I'm just writing straight down and won't go back and edit. It'll be just what's on my mind and in my heart. Hope you enjoy!

I can't believe this. Why is this always happening to me? Am I just a weak person for feeling like this? All the time? What did I do to deserve such responses? How did this even happen? What happened? Could I possibly just be taking a dose of craziness?

Confused? Well so am I. I've been confused for months. Wait...

No Weeks.

Nope not that either, DAYS. Yes days.

One minute I like one person and the next I feel something with another and it's like the original just disappears completely. Not like he cared. Almost a year you'd think a boy would get the memo. Like hey! I'm single! Hey! I'm ready to be with you! Hey! I'm laying out all I can for you! But just doesn't care. Doesn't bother showing up and even if possible just cancels anyways.

Until my body feels something I'm not "cheating" on anyone. Because I'm single, never dated. Haven't dated for awhile. About a year. Haven't been with anyone for a year. Haven't had fucking sex for OVER a year!

I used to think sex was underrated, like why would I want it all the time? It's too much. But lately I've been so starving of a partner I've found myself masturbating every night I can just to release some pressure. I'm horny a lot now, my pussy so wet I feel like I'm cumming just as I walk to work. I scream and call out names when I release but it's not enough to satisfy me. And in my past relationships I could barely "keep it up." But that doesn't work for I'm a woman. More like I couldn't "keep very wet." They had dried me out pruned me to nothing and yet here I am. Years later feeling like this.

The best part? Or the worst part first?

Hmm..

The best part is I can feel something like this again. I feel this about a man. Not some boy who I can kinda just take the time let him grow up. No. A man, a man who is not a boy and has had a jealous face for months. I've seen it. I talk about the boy and he avoids conversation, he looks elsewhere. I can tell he doesn't like this boy I've liked for almost a year by the faces he makes, by the way I talk about him. The jealousy is there as it shouldn't be because I've never even kissed the boy who just considers us friends.

You want the worst part? I was to naive myself to recognize the signs of the man until recently. I was too stupid to see his motives. I was still a girl in his eyes, but tonight that was changing. I had been changing my appearance, my wardrobe for the boy when I should've been doing it for the man. Tonight I would get to prove that to him. He invited me over.

The boy was in school while the man was at work.

The boy never contacted me to hang out.

The man contacted me immediately to hang out.

I went.

It was afternoon. The perfect day. Bright sunshine, fifty degrees, and I walked to his place. My pussy getting so heated and warm that walking was like the rubbing I was imagining in my head. Love songs came on my iPod. Perfect. Could it Be? Come Down to Me. Hero. Ocean Wide. Against the Night. Alive. Always and Forever. Best for Last. Among many others. Then I realized I had subconsciously put on my "Loving You" playlist. It had no name of who I liked at the time just that title and I was swooning. I was so happy. So excited. I knew you liked me and tonight I'd make sure it'd be more than that. You had finally had the courage to ask me out after the boy gave up on me.

I arrived. Feeling like hours later. Heart pounding. Smiling hugely. Palms sweating. Eyes blurring. I saw you standing there your own place completely yours. The boy lived with his parents. The man lived on his own. I couldn't believe how handsome the man was and how I didn't see it before. Maybe the music had distracted me too much. Or the boy. Could have been the fact we never even talked, or stood next to each other before the years end. But it didn't matter. I was here now.

He gave me a hug and we stood like that for awhile. He had hugged me this last week. After the "break-up" with the boy he could feel my tears the previous week, knew I was in so much pain and the man was there. He had always been there. I felt like crying but I didn't I just held on to him tightly not wanting to let go. I was a tiger and we love our snuggles us big cats.

After awhile he spoke, "Let's go inside, it's getting chilly with the night coming in." Aww how sweet. How'd he notice my shivering? He was wearing a sweater completely warm like a bear and yet I was freezing the sweat turning cold from no longer walking. It was Mid February after all.

We went inside, I took off my shoes and hung my coat up. Then I opened my eyes to his home. First thing I noticed was the computer. Sitting on a wall a landscape background in the midst. I noticed his keys, wallet, and other typical items on the counter. The couch located in the center of the room where the corner housed his 40 in TV. Consoles and controllers lying in wake. Looked to be N64. And maybe a Sega Saturn. This man had lived the 90s with these consoles I was a child, but he was a boy and that didn't bother me. I smiled.

"You like?"

"I love."

He walked over to the couch and patted down next to me. I complied. Nerves. Excitement. Anxiety. All three in tow were in my mind and body.

"Why are you shaking?" He asked.

I looked at my hands, indeed they were. "I'm sorry I didn't realize." I put them in my jacket pockets and sat down next to him. "Thank you for inviting me."

"Always..."

I smiled, that was the Harry Potter quote I loved. I wonder if he did that on purpose. The sentiment given from Severus Snape to Lily Potter. Iroinc. I had red hair and blue eyes like she did. "So, what should we do?" I asked nervously I looked through my lashes at him, he was just staring at me. I giggled. "What?"

"You look beautiful right now."

I blushed. "Thank you, so do you."

He laughed, "Beautiful?!"

I giggled again, "Okay okay, handsome." I saw him blush.

Silence.

But not the weird kind.

He was shy, I was comfortable in silence. I talked a lot in usual time mostly because I make new friends. But I don't think we were there anymore, we were past that. After awhile I turned to him, "So what got you the courage to ask me out? Was it about the boy?"

He paused a bit longer before saying, "Yes and no. I've been meaning to ask you out, but never had the courage. Usually women don't like me or I don't go for it soon enough."

"I find that hard to believe."

"It's true."

"I suppose."

Silence.

I felt like it was time. "Hey, I know we are just getting to know each other, but I haven't been kissed in a year. Do you think we should skip all "first date rules"? Since we've known each other over a year?"

He turns to me a smile growing on his face, "I thought you'd never ask."

We both started leaning towards each other. I put my hand on his chest, "Wait, one thing. Have you ever been kissed?"

He opened his eyes, "No. You are the first."

Shock, "Really!?"

"Yes. Does that bother you?"

"No. Quite the opposite." I closed my eyes again, but then I felt something. Not his lips. But his hands. They came onto my face caressing my cheeks. He pulled my face closer and any second I'd feel his lips for the first time. My heart was pounding, I'd be surprised if he couldn't hear it. I felt his lips, but not on my lips. First he kissed my nose, both my eyelids, my forehead. Slowly he did this, I gasped outloud. My center was growing hot, this was hot. I briefly fluttered my eyes and could tell he was just feeling where my features were, sensing me through touch, not sight.

Finally after awhile I felt his lips slowly kiss towards mine, he cupped his hand behind my head and I awaited his mouth on mine. Lips touching I felt sparks jump and fly. Shooting in all directions my heart just exploded in passion. Deepening the kiss I felt his tongue push at my pursed lips, I opened my mouth and let his tongue enter my mouth willingly. I felt him explore around glide across my smooth brushed teeth, I could tell he was searching for my tongue which I had pulled back like a tiger in the jungle of mystery ready to pounce on her prey. I did fast. My tongue shot out to his and I heard him groan. I smirked through the kiss as we entangled our tongues together in my mouth. His breath was hot and ready with passion. Passion he's held for a year. My passion just came within a week and it was the strongest I had felt for anyone.

I then preceded to put my tongue to his and back over towards his mouth. At first he fought like a little wolf wanting to just stay in mine, but I was the brass player. My tongue stronger I pushed him and I into his mouth. He moaned as I felt one hand slide down my back to my butt as the other played with my hair, my shoulder length beautiful red hair. I focused on the kiss. Going inside his mouth I soon realized it was bigger than my own, his teeth were perfect no sharp teeth there to cut my tongue. I wrestled with his tongue finding and exploring as he slowly let me. I soon felt his tongue pull out of the way as he fully let me explore his mouth I swished back and forth across his roof and his lower bed where his tongue usually would rest. I wanted to know him inside and out. His tongue came back out and we went back to common ground with equal exploration as I felt his hand grip my butt squeezing it gently. My pussy went crazy she growled as only a little tiger could growl.

We both pulled away then gasping for air. It had been minutes since we had gotten any deep breaths. I opened my eyes slowly reveling in the sensations I was atuned to from my body. I hadn't realized where my hands had gone but I knew now. One hand was on the back of his head feeling his short hair beneath my fingers. Sensation prickling from how short it was the other hand had gone down to his thigh inches away from his peeking out member I could see beneath his jeans. I then realized somehow he had moved in a way where both of his hands were on my butt gripping it like it would run away.

I knew he hadn't been with anyone else before me. Probably even kissed. And I was going to be his first at this rate. I didn't mind. I wanted this. I wanted him. After that kiss. Hell I'd marry him tonight. All the love I've wanted to give someone. I could tell and knew for a fact that this is the man I was going to be with the rest of my life. I finally found him. Or more so he found me.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked. I must've looked contemplative. "Was that okay? Did I kiss alright?"

I leaned in and kissed him and pushing my tongue into his mouth I gave him the answer. Kinda surprised at even myself it knocked the wind out of him and I fell on top of him. My body pushing onto him as he fell backwards into the depths of the couch. Ha. He probably doesn't know about top/bottom. He's sure going to find out. Who knows, he might like it and prefer it this way. I'd be willing to compromise though. At first shocked he soon recovered and grabbed my waist as he kissed me back.

I started rocking my hips over his. Grinding into his dick. God my pussy... Oh my goodness. Fuck. I could cum right now. I felt him stiffen but could tell he was enjoying it so I continued. My hands had landed on both sides of his head while he had fallen back and I took one hand and started walking like a spider down his chest. Unzipping the sweater as I did so. Smiling realizing he had no other shirt on underneath. His chest was breathing deeply but quickly going up and down as we kept our locked lips. I noticed his chest hair and was pleased. I loved facial hair. It's so natural on the human body that I preferred it. And I was happy. I played with his hair for a bit before continuing my path. But now I followed with my lips. As soon as I pulled away he opened his eyes and stared at me as I kissed down his chin to his neck and down his chest.

I opened up the sides of his zippered sweater to see all of him. If he was cold at all he made no comment. For I was on fire. I kissed his chest everywhere. I hadn't done this with a man for years. Years and years since I had slept with a man. But tonight. it wasn't just about sleeping with him. I was going all out. I'm going to make love to him. As if we were married. My other hand joined in the exploring of his chest while his hands held my arms. I saw as he just watched what I was doing. In some ways I think he was learning by my teaching on how he would please me. One hand went to one of his nipples. They were perked up as to be expected. I turned him on which was excellent. My mouth went to the other still staring into his beautiful eyes. They were the perfect color right now. Green. My absolute favorite. I felt a poke in my stomach knowing it was his dick. I will get there. For now I continue to explore him. I put the nipple in my mouth. It was hard and I sucked it for a bit like it was a teet of a baby to a mother's breast. He gasped and breathed heavily occasionally closing his eyes in bliss but opened them just to continue watching me. He started bucking his hips. The animal of instinct coming out of him. The human interaction wanting him to take over to be the male. I could sense it because now I was in full tiger form.

Before I knew it I heard him growl as suddenly he sat up and put my face to his as we kissed him taking off his sweater completely so his top half of his handsome body before my very eyes which were closed. I pulled away so I could look at him. I felt down his arms his muscles. His silky smooth biceps perfect in front of me. Maybe he would carry me to his bedroom soon. After admiring he then leaned in and pressed me back to the couch. Here comes his male nature to take over the woman's body. It turned me on. Soon he was on top of me kissing my neck, playing with my hair with one hand and the other was unbuttoning the shirt I was wearing. His hand was shaking. Whether because he was kissing my neck or nerves I helped him. I pulled my shirt off after only a few buttons had come loose. Now I was in my bra.

"Oh right. Bra."

I giggled. "Yes, women wear these too."

"You don't need now." He smiled and kissed me again taking off my bra in the process after some difficulty. Once pulled away he released my lips to look at me. His eyes slowly wracked my chest. Pausing and admiring each breast in the perfect C's I had. "I did mention you're beautiful."

"Once or twice. Go ahead, they don't bite." I could see the virgin nerves in him whereas I had experience. It was like he was a boy again not knowing what to do with a naked woman. And yet he jumped right into them. His mouth covered my left breast suddenly as his hand went to my right and I gasped throwing my head back laying back down on the couch after sitting up to take off my shirt and bra. He sucked them at first very subtly. "More..."

He sucked harder, the other hand flittering my nipple on the other as I gasped in pleasure. I almost went overboard when his tongue started flitting my nipple in his mouth over and over. I squirmed. My pussy dripping so much I definitely needed new underwear after this. One of my hands went to his head as I helped guide him to my breast moving his head in circles as I could tell he was trying to fit the whole thing in his mouth. Then with a shot of pleasure and pain at the same time I moaned as I felt his teeth gently bite my nipple, "Oh!" I shouted in pleasure.

Seeing it turn me on he continued gently nipping me. I notified him to not get too bitey, but it felt good. Me being tiger I was just thinking of his tigery side. I'd have to ask him later what his animal was. The other hand kept playing but for a brief moment I felt cold air on both as he switched sides. Mouth going on the other and his other hand now playing with the well bitten nipple. Slow at first he started the same way he had done previously and built up to the biting.

Feeling like this so much I felt like I was going to burst. I opened my eyes and watched my attacker. My lover. My passion. My... Soulmate. Fondle me handle me, bite me, and most of all care for me. A few moments later I couldn't bear it anymore and I pulled his face up to mine as we kissed passionately again. Going straight for the tongue, I was getting so weak in the knees his tongue won out as it went deep inside me. I still felt both of his hands on both of my breasts and I was in total bliss. He was indeed a good kisser like he was so confident to say himself.

I managed to move my legs around his waist and grip him tightly our centers on each other only thing in the way were the clothes and I was reeling in the fact his dick was so close to my pussy. Suddenly I felt myself being lifted. And before I knew it he was carrying me to his room. Us still kissing my legs wrapped around his waist as his hands holding me from my butt. He carefully laid me on his bed as got into a comfortable position with him laying on me now. I felt so warm, but I didn't mind. It was like I was in a cocoon of love now.

My hands excitedly went down to his jeans and I unbuttoned them while kissing him and zipped them down. Pulling away he quickly discharged them. I felt his hands trembling at my own pair and realized, he wasn't practiced in taking off any clothing items in the heat of passion. I helped. Soon my jeans were off and the both of us were only in our underwear, him it was boxers. Sexy. i had decided to wear my black lacey underwear tonight. Just in the off chance he'd see them. Just as I thought that we stopped kissing for a moment and he looked down, I heard him growl. "God your sexy." His voice had suddenly become low and musky. Turn on.

"So do you handsome." I looked at his boxers which were wet in a certain area. Glad I was turning him on because the same was happening for me too. He towered over me hands on either side of my head chest right in front of me but I slid down the bed towards his boxers. His member was poking downwards and I reached a hand up to cup him. He gasped. Loudly.

"My.." He couldn't finish as I squeezed him gently. He was so hot it almost blazed my hand I stroked through his boxers back and forth up and down as soon he was jerking into my hand. I felt him start shaking as his arms were getting weak from holding himself up. I gently told him to lay on his back. he obliged. His eyes green with passion and lust. But what I could truly define was I saw the love in them. Now I was sitting to the side of him my hand never leaving his dick. One of his hands came to cup my lower back and the other he placed behind his head to prop himself up so he could watch. I started stroking him more and he'd close his eyes in passion but opened them so he could watch. It was like he couldn't decide what he wanted more. I told him it was fine to close his eyes if he wanted to. He just smiled, "I want to watch you."

His boxers were soaking now and it was time for them to come off and give me the big reveal. I hope he was. Big enough to feel something but not too big. I haven't had a dick inside me for 7 years and I didn't want to be in pain tonight. I gently pulled down his boxers but they were caught between the bed and himself. Noticing what I was doing he helped also pulling off his socks in the process and replacing his hands back to where they had been. Once he leaned back I started with his face slowly putting my eyes down his chest to finally his penis. "Holy shit."

His member was pulsating sticking upwards toward his face and it was at least 6 inches. Fully erect and such a fucking turn on. I salivated at the mouth. I glanced at him gave him a big smile and went straight in for the prey. I leaned over and licked the top of him. Tasting the saltyness of him turned me on even more as I swirled my tongue over the tip. I could tell he was enjoying it immensely as his dick started pulsing towards me. I then brought a hand over and underneath him and started exploring his balls. Mhmm. He was hairy and not a shave in sight. I mean I wouldn't have minded he shaved, doesn't bother me either way, but I do prefer hair. Which I was happy he had. Soon I took his whole tip in my mouth. Sucking I felt him groan above me This was probably the first time he's ever felt this kind of pleasure ever before. I felt his hand move to my head as he encouraged me to go deeper. He didn't push which was nice. I could take my time and not be forced into any of it.

But I wanted more. I took more of him in my mouth wetting him with my saliva and his saltyness taste of himself. Soon I couldn't even taste the salt, just him, smell him, taste him, be him. "Oh... My...G-" I gently bit on him and he stopped mid sentence and gasped. I knew penis' and they were sensitive, it was more just like a love bite. Before I knew it he had sat up pulled me off of him to kiss me. Passionately with so much fire.

His fingers no longer trembling he pulled down my underwear and automatically plunged his fingers inside to my heat. He circled around my clit at first in circles but then in a W shape back and forth with two fingers. How'd he know how to do this!? "OH!" Almost cumming I tried distracting him again I grabbed his dick and started stroking fast. He slowed his fingers on my pussy.

Pulling away, "You're still fully dressed tiger."

FUCK. He called me my pet name. I growled. He pushed up my booty and we got my underwear off which was completely soaked anyways. I then crawled over the top of him my breasts hanging down in front of me and then I sat up right on his stomach so he could see me. His turn to growl. I watched as he took me in. He licked his lips which somehow turned me on even more.

"You are so beautiful."

"Stop talking." I leaned over and kissed him. Now we were both fully naked fully turned on and ready to advance into the unknown of passionate love making. Flipping us over I let him be in control as my knees came up exposing myself fully to him. Glancing down and then back at me. I just nodded. I was so ready for this. Been ready for this my whole life. To make love to the one person I want to be with forever and always.

At first he tried to find my hole, but he was new to the whole experience so I helped guide him a little and soon he was at the entrance. We looked into each other's eyes. Blue into green. Green into blue. This was the moment. The moment that would change everything about our relationship. No longer would I be single. No longer would I be alone anymore. I was going to enter heaven with this man I had fallen for with denial and secrecy. I loved him. I realized that in this moment. Like I said I was just to naive to even recognize how much passion he did have for me. But this was the moment that we both were on the same wave lengths at long last and I was so ready.

He entered. Slow at first waiting for my pussy to get accustomed to his throbbing big penis. After many glances painful at first on my end I began to feel him moving slowly and more easily as my little tiger became wet with excitement and passion. He started going in deeper and we both did the same process, slowly and more easily. Soon I noticed and felt his entire penis inside of me at long last. I was in heaven. It felt so good. He started thrusting slow at first just to make sure I was okay. "Faster."

He obliged going a little faster and deeper. Every thrust I felt us getting closer to one another becoming more of one person rather than two different human beings. His mouth then came down upon my breast and I gasped as he thrust. He sucked but soon realized he couldn't do both very well so we ended up just staring into each other's eyes as he made love to me.

I also felt like his cock was growing inside of me getting bigger and as he thrust faster I could feel it jerking in ways that wasn't threw his thrusts. God it felt so fucking good. "Faster..." I managed to gasp in passion. He obeyed. I stared in his eyes as we made love. He moved faster and faster. I grasped his bed sheets for it was the only thing I could, but then I felt his hands as he moved closer to me as he thrust in deep within me. Hitting the very furthers wall I had inside of me. I screamed outloud. "Fuck!"

Our hands clasped together he continued thrusting harder and faster harder and faster. I was breathing heavily. So was he. Faster and faster. So much passion so much love. He continued. I unclasped one hand and put it down on my clit while he thrusted. When I masturbated with my drumstick I did this with my other hand to release myself. I rubbed my clit fast super fast just back and forth and my pussy intensified I was close. Very close.

Both with sweating bodies he then went as fast as he could pounding into me our last hands remaining clasped together. I squeezed his hand tight as I suddenly felt like I'd release, "I have to.. I'm about to."

"Me too hold on a little longer."

I moaned, I had to release so bad but I wanted it to be with him. My body was jerking with his. We were moving more as a unit now. Suddenly I felt him inside me tightening. "OH tiger!"

As I felt his seed go deep within me I felt myself releasing myself as I cried out, "I LOVE YOU!"

Our seeds mixing together we gasped out he had fallen over me but not on me as he tried catching his breath. I felt him easily slide out and myself dripping with his seed and my juices. Kissing him passionately as he laid next to me I snuggled into him as he wrapped us up in his covers which were a mess by that point and I leaned on his chest. I looked up into his eyes smiling. He smiled back at me, "Does this mean we are together?" I asked hopefully. I hope this would continue to grow. To marriage, unto the rest of our lives.

"Of course. And by the way tiger. I've loved you since I first saw you."
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I hope you all enjoyed this one-shot! Many love songs later I finally finished it. I started it about 2 1/2 hours ago and finished at 10 minutes to 2 am. I hope you liked this. I tried to make it as general as possible so anybody could relate to this story. No names were used but names are in my version. Until next time happy viewing and go take the time to love your partners if you have them. :P Keep things spicy! :D