CHAPTER WARNING: GRAPHIC SEXUAL CONTENT

I tried to get everything I should need packed in my bag as quickly as possible. It was probably a good idea to double-check so I did. A few shirts. A pair of boxers some night pants and Jeans for the weekend. As well as a toothbrush and my shower stuff so I didn't have to rush back over here before showering. I groaned looking for the one thing that was missing "ah my charger." That was that. I had everything. I was free to finally sleep. Quickly I grabbed it out of the wall and stuffed it into my bag. Throwing a pillow and blanket on top of my stuff and I was completely packed. For sure this time. I flopped onto my bed feeling exhausted definitely needing at least a 30-minute nap. My eyes were heavier than they ever had been. Even though I could still hear the laughter from the common area it was easy to ignore in my lack of sleep state. It didn't even seem like even 5 minutes passed after laying down and I heard a knock. My heavy eyes shot open to see Todoroki. He had his bag draped over his shoulder and looked pretty cool as he leaned in the burnt doorway. My face flushed red at the thought of his attractiveness. His hair hung over his eyes slightly.

"That was fast." I tried to sit up in an attempt to see him better but ultimately failed from the exhaustion.

"Yeah, Midnight showed up saying she had students to train for detention. Mineta and Kirishima were following her. Didn't bother asking what happened but she said she would keep an eye on bakugo for me so I could leave." He paused "it's not like he had long left anyways but I figured it was a good idea to leave."

"Probably Mineta being a perv and Kirishima interrupting the class. Plus Aizawa said it was likely for other students to have detention today." I thought back to earlier in her class how Mineta kept talking about midnight's outfit and how he preferred the old one. Not to mention all the pervy muttering under his breath. It was disturbing and even though I wasn't a girl it sent a shiver down my spine. Kirishima really could have just been trying to get detention to hang out with Bakugo. I couldn't recall what he had done but I knew that they had gotten close lately and it really wouldn't surprise me.

He nodded "probably. I stopped by and talked to Aizawa. He said that it was cool and honestly I didn't need to ask because it's not like I'm a girl. Then told me it would give him more time to get your door fixed. He has to see if there is anyone who is available to do the maintenance this weekend but said its unlikely."

I pushed myself up on my hands to sit up and yawned.

"You might be more comfortable napping in my room. Since you can close the door." He chuckled slightly

"W..Was that a joke?"

He nodded

"Not necessarily a good one. Not really a good one."

"Usually your jokes actually at least sound like jokes.. are you okay?"

That was one of his worst 'jokes' and they were honestly never good.

"Yeah, I guess I'm a bit tired too. I have some snacks in my room and I'm pretty hungry. Want to take your stuff over?"

I shrugged "if you want to go. We can."

I almost couldn't tell he was trying to make a joke. He must be really exhausted. It didn't even sound like a joke to me.

We walked up the stairs to his floor and he fidgeted with the knob.

"Locked. Good thing I brought my key. I usually don't lock it though. Maybe I did by accident this morning?"

I shrugged when he glanced back at me. I was lucky that I hadn't come over here to nap like he had suggested it would have been a sure waste of time. It only took him a minute to unlock the door but he seemed on edge. I guess exhaustion does that to people. It was almost as if he had something to say but didn't know how to put it.

His room was still one of the nicest ones out of all of the dorms. He took his shoes off by the door which compelled me to do the same.

I sat on the bed next to him but he immediately stood.

"Want some snacks or just to nap?"

" I mean either way I'm fine. Dinner is soon so I don't really need to eat right now. I am still exhausted though."

"You can nap then it doesn't bug me. I should probably sleep a bit too." He took a bite out of a granola bar that I didn't even see him grab.

I looked around noticing that one of us would have to probably sleep on the floor. Me being the guest he would try to give up his bed and I couldn't let him do that. I stood grabbed my pillow and tossed it onto the floor.

"Midoriya what are you doing?" He raised an eyebrow.

"I'm going to sleep on the floor? You need to rest too. You've had a long day."

He sighed and then chuckled a little.

"Is it weird for you to sleep by another guy?" He questioned quietly.

It wasn't that weird but it also wasn't common for me. I didn't have any siblings or many friends to speak of. The closest thing I had was when I passed out on the trash piles while training and All Might carrying me home.

"I mean if you want I can sleep on the floor you're a guest and I was the one who offered so.."

"I'm not going to let you give up your bed even during a nap Todoroki," I said as soon as the words left his mouth.

"Then it looks like we are sharing the bed because I'm not letting you sleep on the floor. Even for a nap." He smiled and it was one that actually seemed sincere which didn't happen often.

I sat back down on the bed after grabbing my pillow off the floor.

"Are you sure you don't mind? I still feel kind if bad."

"It's not a big deal Izuku."

I could feel my cheeks flush red at the sound of him saying my name. Why was I blushing? It made me want to scream. He was just being nice to me nothing more no matter how attractive he was. I placed my pillow by him and laid down with a loud yawn. He laid beside me smiling.

"Get some rest you really need it cause you need to stop missing so much class." He gently poked my nose.

I closed my eyes and was almost immediately to sleep.

"Get away from me you nerd! Deku!"

Where was I? Me and Kacchan were so young again. The features that were so attractive to me before were small and petite. His face was stained with dirt. Was everything we went through fake? No something was off. This just didn't feel right.

"But I just want to be friends. I thought we were friends. Kacchan!" I felt myself squeak without me even forming the words myself.

"Why would I be friends with a quirk less loser like you? You have no potential." He yelled getting close to my face "you weakling!" I was pushed down on the ground and felt the tears welling up in my eyes.

"I'll be a hero one day you'll see! So consider me a friend and a rival!" My hand outstretched and pointed in his direction.

"Not without a quirk you loser."

"Just wait and see Kacchan. I'll be amazing like you one day. You'll see!"

When I awoke I noticed I was tangled up in Todoroki's arms. My leg was over his lower body at his hips. I jumped back a bit but he held on and even pulled me closer in his sleep. It felt nice to be in someone's arms but I wasn't sure he would like being this close to me. Todoroki was a cuddler and I guess I was too but would he be upset I didn't move. he was so much more beautiful up close and I liked it. A small snore escaped his parted lips. On the other hand, my thought back to my dream which seemed more like a flashback. Well, what I could remember of it. The sun was shining slightly through the window but I knew I had slept through dinner. I looked at a clock on his wall. 7 a.m. I had slept for 13 hours.

The next few days seemed rather simple. I got up in the morning with todoroki ate breakfast we just sat there and talked joking around. Every meal seemed more enjoyable. He even went to dinner with me and my other friends[Uraraka and Iida]. I really liked just sitting and talking about things with someone who seems to legitimately want me around. I had discovered how nice it was to hear him laugh. It sent a small twang through my chest. To be truthful it was really comforting just to enjoy time with someone in general. Yeah, I had Uraraka and Iida but they had recently started acting weird when alone with me. Especially Uraraka. She would randomly dart off and then come back pretending like nothing happened. Honestly, I was starting to believe she was getting sick or maybe just tired of me. She would go pale or flush red like she had a fever way too often. Enough to where I'd even started to suggest her go to the infirmary. Things were different when todoroki was around. She didn't really dive off the deep end with insanity or sickness(?). I'm not really sure how to put it. Things seemed more normal with him around.

The night was starting to close in on the last night I was supposed to be there. I was starting to get worried that I wouldn't be able to sleep. I had been having trouble sleeping because of stress but once I was asleep I was asleep. It still made me feel bad that he was having to share a bed with me. I contemplated asking momo to make another bed or a fold-up cot so I wouldn't have to take up his space but I didn't. Luckily he never seemed to mind and in fact, it seemed as though he enjoyed having someone next to him. It never failed in the two days I was there for me to wake up cuddled up to him. Once he even woke up before me and just laid there. I guess he didn't want to wake me up. It was sweet.

I thought back to it and could remember it exactly.

I opened my eyes and glanced up at todoroki. My head was laying on his chest and he had his hand in my hair. It was almost like he was petting a cat.

"Hey what are you doing...?" I could feel my face flush red.

"Ah uh, nothing. I just wanted to let you sleep. This is a comforting thing my mom used to do when I was really young. You know before the hospital.." his eyes that had darted towards me quickly shot away from my glance.

"Sorry..." he mumbled his face starting to look the shade of cherry.

Quickly I focused back on the present.

I glanced at the time on my phone. It had been at least an hour since I had touched it. 2:30 A.M. lovely. No sleep again. I looked over at todoroki who was still awake playing on his phone. Probably why he didn't ever wake up before me except on school days. I laid my phone down under my pillow and closed my eyes. Todoroki repositioned himself beside me in the bed and for the first time, I was still awake when he wrapped his arms around me.

"Um, todoroki?"

"Hm?"

"What are you doing?"

He slowly moved backward retracting himself from me.

"Sorry."

"It's okay I just didn't know that you were such a big cuddler."

"I just figured it would help you sleep... the first night you were here you cuddled up to me before I passed out. You slept so long"

"What? Are you for real? Did I really do that?" I let out a small laugh.

"Sorta to the figured it would help you sleep and yes to what you did."

Honestly, it was hard getting myself to sleep in his room except for that first night. I had to get some sort of rest tonight. We had class tomorrow and I was starting to get worried. I felt him shift beside me in the bed to lay on his back. I felt his hand make its way into my hair.

"You can call me Shoto. I mean you never mind when I call you Izuku right?"

"I mean I don't mind at all but are you sure? Some of the classmates get uneasy when I call them their first names.."

He moved again beside me which I assumed was a nod. The room was dark though my eyes were pretty much adjusted already. There was a long but comfortable silence. Which was one of the things I liked about being around him. I didn't have to worry about whether I was being too loud or too quiet.

"Hey... are you gay?" Shoto said breaking the silence after a moment. My brain was in shock. That was a question out of nowhere. I actually didn't know how to respond to it. If I took to long to answer he might just think I was avoiding the question. My mind filled with so many questions but not an answer.

"It's okay if you are. It's just you blush a lot around guys who are attractive as well as some of your mannerisms. At the same time, you do similar around some girls so I guess you could just like both or just get embarrassed a lot. I don't mean to prod I just wanted to know."

"Why...?" It was all I could get to come out. Sure I wanted to ask him if he liked me or thought a guy liked me. I also wanted to ask what brought up the question, to begin with, but I couldn't. My response to his question was going to make him repeat things. I started to realize this after I fully processed what he had just said.

"Well like I said I just wanted to know and I'm not exactly sure if I am or not. I've never really felt attraction like that for anyone." He paused for a moment and took a breath. He seemed like was going to speak again and my head felt like it was on fire. Was he burning me? No. Okay, it was still from the shock.

What seemed like minutes was actually only seconds and that was his response.

"Except. You." He paused between both of the words.

"M..Me?" I tried to look over at him but I was slightly inside of my own head and I couldn't move.

"Yeah. I couldn't figure out at first what was different about you and I still haven't completely. I do know that if I'm going to try anything with anyone I want it to be with you." I felt an icy hand on my cheek. It was slightly trembling.

"Shoto.. are you nervous talking to me about this?"

"Maybe a bit." I heard him sigh quietly.

"I've never liked anyone like this Izuku...or well at all actually. I don't know if it's sexual or romantic. What I do know is whatever it is I want it with you. I want to take care of you and protect you. Regardless if it goes any further than what we do if we do something."

I couldn't tell completely what he was insinuating but I got my answer quickly after responding to what I figured it could be about.

"Sh..shoto.. I'm a virgin so I really don't know."

"Do you want to try..? I promise to stop if you decide you don't want to anymore at any point." He said softly his thumb moving back and forth other my cheek. He paused processing what I had said: "I mean I am too but I've seen a lot of stuff online so I think I know what to do.."

"Y...You want me t..to be your first?" I was slightly regaining a bit of shock.

He grabbed my hand lacing his fingers in between mine forcefully.

"Have you even had your first kiss?"

I felt my face turning red again but this time from embarrassment not being flustered.

I moved my head to the side avoiding eye contact and trying to explain without seeming lame. Though no words actually left my mouth.

"Izuku. It's not a bad thing." He lit his other hand on fire. Only enough light so we could see each other clearly. Within a moments notice, I felt his lips press against mine. My eyes closed on impact. They were so soft and gentle. His tongue ran over my bottom lip. I almost instinctively opened my mouth and he slipped his tongue in. It was like a battle for dominance between us and I was the inexperienced one. My heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. He softly nipped my bottom lip pulling it into his mouth and gently sucking. I gasped slightly. The fire in his hand had died out a few moments ago and I felt his it slip under my nightshirt which caused me to pull away.

"I'm not sure... I don't think I could.."

"You don't want to go any further?" He sighed scooting away not wanting to press my boundaries.

"I've never even talked to someone sexually... that's my thing... I mean I've masturbated but.." I tried not to look at him but my eyes darted to him like it was instinct.

"Do you want to go further? It's okay if not. I already told you I won't force it. We can go slow." Our eyes locked on each other.

"I want to.. I'm just nervous." I gently placed my hand on his face. I could feel myself shaking. Was I really hooking up with him? He was so attractive and me? Not so much. I felt his arms wrap around me hugging me tightly. Slowly repositioned me to where I was sitting in his a lap. I could feel the bulge pressing against me as he gently moved his lips along my neck. It sent shivers down my spine.

"I'm going to take your shirt off okay?" He whispered in my ear softly.

I nodded and hid my face only letting my hands move as my shirt was tugged off.

His hands slid all over my body. One hand gently ran over my cheek while the other down my chest and stomach. Suddenly he palmed me through my night shorts causing me to twitch under it.

"I'd say you like guys a little bit..." he chuckled slightly.

"M...Maybe a little.." I managed to squeak out while squirming in his lap.

His fingers gently ran over my hips making them buck.

He seemed to be enjoying himself because he continued to do the same thing making me buck my hips over and over.

"Izuku. Lay down on your back ."

I blushed taking a deep breath before doing as he asked. He pulled his shirt off over his head pinning me down on the bed with my hands above my head straddling me.

"You know you are almost irresistible. The almost is the only reason why I've been able to keep myself away for so long." I wanted to ask when he started liking me but I couldn't. He gently pressed his lips to my neck. slowly he parted his them against my skin and began sucking. A small whimper left my lips as I tried to contain myself. He slightly shifted and I was able to move. My legs wrapped around his waist tightly. As he pressed against me I could feel his length pressing against my ass again.

"You're a bottom." He chuckled.

"W...What?" I stuttered letting my legs drop back where they had been earlier in embarrassment.

He moved one of his hands between my legs gripping onto a very sensitive spot on my thigh while keeping my hands between one of his. I twitched and wiggled beneath him. I couldn't exactly explain how I felt because I wanted him to stop but at the same time wanting more.

"P..please stop teasing me Shoto.." I mewled. It made me ache but in a good way. He got up without a word and opened a drawer across the room. His sweats hung on his hips loosely. He was so attractive and his body was so toned. I couldn't stop thinking about that fact. Had I realized that before? Oh definitely. Had I really thought it mattered much? A little but only for my own self-confidence which was already low and just in general over who I thought was attractive. I watched him as he dug around for a bit and then he pulled out a bottle.

"Its lube. Before you ask I didn't buy it specifically for sex. I just don't like the way anything else feels on me..." I blushed as he answered my question before I had the chance to ask. I guessed it was for his alone time.

This was the first time I noticed how much his hips swayed when he walked. I was glad my eyes had readjusted again so I could watch him walk.

My whole body twitched watching him. Seconds later his face was inches from mine once more.

"I'm going to ask you one more time. Just so I know you actually want to do this. Are you sure?" His hand slipped between my legs and over my dick.

My face flushed again and I couldn't speak from nervousness so I just nodded.

He moved his hands to the edge of my night shorts and slowly tugged on them my boxers coming off as well.

"And your okay with me being in control?" A warm hand touched my face and our eyes met.

His thumb ran over my cheek slowly.

"Y...Yes..." I murmured under my breath.

In an instant, I was flipped over on my stomach with my ass in the air. I hid my face in the pillow as I felt his tongue run over my hole. Was this supposed to feel so good? It seemed so wrong but it made me twitch with every move. I felt myself making small little whimpers. It was pretty much uncontrollable. His hand slithered around to my front grabbing ahold of my member making me gasp. Slowly he pumped his hand gently running his thumb over the head ever so often. I squirmed underneath him trying but failing at not making noise.

I felt really close and it was like he was edging me. As soon as I would get close he would slow down or stop.

"Izuku." He said moving his hand away from me and backing up to take off his sweats.

"H..Hmm.?" I could feel my body twitch every few seconds in pleasure.

"There are two options and I wanted to give you the choice. We can keep messing around and you can suck me off or we can go ahead and have sex after a little bit of stretching."

I blushed deeply at the word stretching. It made me feel weird. I really didn't know what to do so I shrugged and went back to hiding my face in the pillow.

His hand collided with my ass cheek making me squeak.

"Hey... that's not nice..."

He chuckled softly "I never claimed to be nice but you know what is nice though? Your ass."

He waited a moment for my response which didn't come.

"I guess we can do both. Floor please."

I complied quickly. It hurt my knees a bit but it was alright. I took the head of his member in my mouth softly sucking. It didn't take long for his hands to entangle themselves in my mess of curls. He gently bucked his hips letting out small sexy moans that made me ache inside. Every time he bucked his hips I took a bit more of him inside running my tongue along the bottom of his length causing him to gasp.

Shoto moaned softly running his fingers through my hair tugging softly to push himself further into my mouth causing me to gag.

"Izuku..." he bit his lip while looking down at me.

I pulled off of his length with a small pop and licked from the base to the tip. He shivered as a smiled up at him. Teasing him was so fun. I never thought he would be my first well everything. I had always thought he was attractive but I mean I also thought Bakugo was attractive. Why was I thinking of Katsuki though? I tried to push him out of my head.

"Are you ready?" Shoto smiled and held out his hand so I could stand.

He pulled me up and quickly I fell back onto the bed on top of him. I flipped over and just laid on him pressing my back to his stomach.

"Why are you laying on me like that?" He chuckled when I shrugged in response.

"I mean I can still work with this you know."

"What do you mean?" I glanced down at him. There was a blatant smirk on his face.

"You'll see."

He slowly pushed himself up into a sitting position leaving me laying on his lap.

"That helps you how?" I couldn't see how we'd do anything in this position. In one swift move, he pulled me fully onto his lap and spread my legs causing me to blush.

His hands moved over my thighs. With every little twitch and squirm my body involuntarily did he chuckled slowly moving his hand closer to my butt. With his spare hand, he grabbed the bottle of lube and coated his fingers. His fingers gently pressed against my entrance. I gasped softly wrapping my arms around him as he pumped his finger. Within moments, he slipped another inside.

"It doesn't really feel like your a virgin.. it almost feels like you've already been stretched.."

I blushed thinking back to my masturbation sessions with a toy. This was better though. I had no control over it and everything was a surprise and I loved it.

"But your reactions tell me otherwise. You like this a lot though... want to tell me how big the toy is?" He chuckled softly as a shook my head.

He pumped his fingers faster inside of me. I could feel every movement he made. I wanted more. So much more. I heard the lube bottle open again and he put a bit on him pulling his fingers out. I felt the head of his member press against me slowly pushing in. I bit into my lip trying not to moan too loud. Everything felt like pure ecstasy to me. It hurt but it was a good pain. I craved it. I could feel myself pushing against him to force him deeper. There was slight cursing with every few moans and ever so often my name slipped from his lips. My hands reached up and my fingers found themselves tangled in his hair gently tugging as my length twitched. He rolled his hips against me causing a large gasp.

"S...Shoto... please..." I whispered between what seemed to be almost continuous moans.

"Please what?" He said chuckling softly obviously enjoying my reactions.

"M..More.." It was the only thing I could manage to say. I had a feeling that he was grinning. He thrust harder making them faster and yet more sloppy while moving his lips to my neck placing small wet kisses along it.

My breath hicked as a felt myself release tugging on his hair a bit harder than I had before as I did my walls tightened around him I felt him twitch inside of me a few times. Soon filling me with his warmth. As he pulled out I could feel it oozing out of me slightly though I didn't mind.

I started to feel tired. Maybe tonight was the night I could finally sleep well. The only thing that I bothered to put back on was my boxers. It would have been a good idea for shoto to at least do the same but he didn't. He slept naked.