Okay so this chapter is going to be a little different, it's something that I've been wanting to try out and I think this is the right moment. If you guys don't think it works just let me know and I'll not do it again.

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Chapter 5

(Jinx POV)

Dear Diary

I know I haven't written in you for awhile, if I'm being honest I forgot I had you. I thought it's about time that I started writing in you again so that one day I can look back and laugh about some of the things I wrote.

So let's get to it, I've been living with Kid Flash for about a week now, just over two weeks since I left the H.I.V.E and for the most part it's been pretty nice. I spend most of my days sitting around watching tv, drawing or reading, normally when Kid gets home we'll go for food and talk. Sometimes he'll come back and he will buy me a new book or more sketching stuff which is pretty sweet of him, I always make sure to say thankyou for his kindness even if it is unfamiliar to me.

As much as I hate to admit it I think I was wrong about him, I know me wrong about anything that's just not right but yes I was wrong about him. You see when I first saw Kid I thought he was just another dogooder who was fame hungry and didn't really care about people like the Teen Titans but that's not him. Yes he likes the attention, what teenage boy wouldn't, he however does care he wants to make a difference. Does it make him naive or too trusting? Maybe but for the most part I think it's sweet that he tries to see the good in everything.

I guess part of me is jealous of him for that, I wish that I could look at the world and still see something other than how it's going to screw me over. The more I think about it the more I've come to a decision that I don't want to go back to my life of at times it was fun like when we used to rob banks and we'd live like royalty until we'd drained all those funds, or when we'd have movie night at the H.I.V.E I do miss those guys but my favorite part was seeing the fear in peoples faces knowing they wouldn't mess with me, that I Jinx was what they feared.

See as much as I did miss little things I didn't miss being bossed around by the other older villains and if you didn't listen or failed was you in for it, or wondering if you was going to spend the night in jail or your own bed just because you got caught robbing a food store to feed yourself.

So yeah I don't want to go back to that life but I didn't want to be a hero either I watch how worn out Kid is most nights sometimes he doesn't even make it to his room before passing out on the sofa. Not only that I see how much pressure is put on him by the world yet do they even stop to think "hey this is a kid" fighting all these crimes and saving lives because the adults aren't able to do it all. One night Kid came home he smelt like smoke apparently a block of flats had been set alight, the next thing you see on the news is how Kid Flash was unable to save a family, he spent the rest of the night crying in his room but when I tried to talk to him he said he was fine and put on that classic Kid grin.

Moving on from that I actually found out that Kid goes to school, I only figured it out because he was stressing over some biology homework, it was weird imagining Kid without the mask going to a normally school and getting stressed over stupid things like homework, I was once again jealous I wanted his life, to be normal. We spent most of the weekend going over all the work he needed to catch up on, at first he didn't want to bore me with it but reality was I actually enjoyed doing it. I actually liked being at school even if it was run by criminals and psycho's, it was still nice to do something kind of normal.

Well I think that's enough writing for one night, Kid will be back soon and his bringing back a movie that I'm apparently going to love called Alice in wonderland? We'll wait and see if I do enjoy it.

Jinx

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