A/N: I apologize for the length of this chapter
Amy didn't know how much time had passed before she stopped crying. 'I wonder where Sheldon went' she thought, 'He's probably so upset with me' She heard a knock at the door. "Come in" she said hoarsely, crying for a while would do that to a person.
"I'm sorry if I woke you Mrs. Cooper," the doctor said, "but I brought the gown and medication to give you"
Amy nodded "I couldn't sleep and you could call me Amy, Mrs. Cooper makes me feel old." She said grabbing the gown
"OK, and I guess you can call me Devyn if it makes you more comfortable. You can change in the bathroom, while I get an IV ready for you."
A short time later Amy came out of the bathroom dressed in the gown. She climbed back into the bed so the doctor could get the IV started. "Thank you for earlier" Amy said "I don't think I could have faced my friends." Devyn looked up from Amy's arm "it's ok. Like I said I know how it feels, and I'm sure they mean well but I doubt they've ever mean through anything like that."
"What do you mean you know how I feel?" Amy asked
"I was five months along we had just found out we were having a boy; my husband was over the moon. I woke up the next morning in pain, by the time ii got to the hospital I was 7 cm dilated, We both knew the baby wasn't viable, but I still had to deliver. We got to hold him and name him. And that was it."
Amy looked at the doctor with fresh tears in her eyes, "I'm so sorry" Amy choked out
Devyn just waved her hand, "I've come to terms with it now. It was like 5 years ago, and I have my three-year-old to keep me company now. So like I said earlier when you're ready to try again, come see me, I've dedicated my life's work to helping couples get through this."
Amy nodded, "Do you know where my husband went?"
"Yea no need to stress but I saw his name on the CT list, he fainted and they want to rule out any head injuries. I'll make sure they bring him here after it's done."
"ok thank you" Amy said as Devyn left the room.