A/N: Hey everyone! Sorry if it's been a while, I've been having some issues in my personal life. Enjoy!

"Eli... I don't understand. I thought you liked Clare. Why are you doing this?"

"Because I like you Adam. I've always liked you. Seeing you with Fitz made me realize my feelings even more. I want you too."

He leaned down and kissed Adam again, keeping a hand around one of Adam's wrists. This time Adam kissed back, wrapping his free arm around Eli. Eli moaned into the kiss, cupping Adam's face and deepening it. Adam sighed into the kiss and wriggled his other arm free, wrapping both around Eli to pull his body even closer to his. Eli slipped his tongue into Adam's mouth and started to grind his hips into Adam's, making the younger boy under him moan and arch his back. Adam reached up and ran a hand through Eli's hair, gripping it and pulling it softly as he bit Eli's bottom lip lightly.

"Mmmm," Eli moaned, pulling away and gazing into Adam's eyes. "You're seriously turning me on." He said, flipping them over on his bed so Adam would be on top.

Adam blushed and started kissing him again, slipping his tongue into the other boy's mouth. Eli kissed him back, letting his tongue lap at Adam's. He broke the kiss and started to trail his lips down Adam's jaw and neck, making him let out a soft moan. He kissed back up his neck and to his ear, nibbling at his lobe and softly breathing in his ear. Adam gasped at Eli's warm breath and the feeling of his teeth. Eli smirked and started to kiss and lick his neck, loving the small moans coming from Adam. He slowly bit into Adam's soft neck, leaving hickies in multiple spots. Adam panted softly, letting out small moans and biting his lip.

"You like that?" Eli asked, smirking and kissing his neck again.

"Y-yes." He said, feeling Eli's arousal pressing against him.

"Good." He said, lust apparent in his voice.

He reached his hand up to smack Adam's ass, making Adam gasp and let out a whimper. Eli felt himself grow harder at Adam's reaction, doing it again. Adam moaned and kissed him, flipping them over so Eli would be on top again. Eli kissed him back, starting to buck his hips into Adam's and grunt with each thrust. Adam reached down to grip Eli's ass, smacking one of his cheeks. Eli giggled against his lips and started to kiss down his neck again, loving to hear Adam moan. Adam reached up to tug at Eli's hair lightly, earning a naughty smirk from Eli as he looked down at him. Adam bit his lip and leaned up to start kissing Eli's neck, earning a soft groan from the older boy. While he kissed down his neck, he reached down again to start to rub him through his pants.

"Fuck..." Eli gasped, not expecting the contact.

He panted softly, rubbing against Adam's hand as he leaned down to make out with him more. Adam felt himself going crazy with arousal as he feverishly kissed him back, gripping and rubbing him through his jeans and slipping his tongue in Eli's mouth. Eli moaned and started to buck into his hand even faster, losing himself in complete sensory overload. Adam broke the kiss and started to undo Eli's pants, reaching in and palming him through his boxers. Eli let out a sigh and a moan, feeling himself start to leak precum from his throbbing arousal.

"Does it feel good?" Adam asked, starting to stroke him through his underwear.

"Fuck... yes... so good." Eli panted, moving his hips in rhythm with Adam's stroking.

Adam bit his lip and slowly reached into his underwear, feeling a bare penis for the first time. He nervously wrapped his hand around it and started to stroke up and down. He'd never given a hand job to anyone but he'd seen enough porn to try to do what the girls and guys in it did. Eli started to moan more, panting and making such sexy expressions, bucking his hips for more friction. Adam went faster, wanting to see what else he could do to make Eli feel good. Eli whimpered like he was in heat and kissed Adam, immediately sticking his tongue into his mouth. They kissed sloppily as Adam stroked him faster, wanting to see what else he would do. Eli pulled away, panting and stopping Adam. Adam looked up at him, wondering why he made him stop.

"I... I want you to do more. I want you to see it." He panted, pulling off his pants and his shirt.

He pulled down his underwear and laid back down on the bed, completely naked. Adam stared at his body in wonder, his eyes taking in every inch of it. He bit his lip, feeling his arousal growing even more as he got back on the bed and laid next to Eli. Eli kissed him, guiding Adam's hand down his chest and to his throbbing erection. Adam wrapped his hand around it and started to pump it up and down again, slipping his tongue back into Eli's mouth as Eli moaned into his. He broke the kiss and listened to Eli pant and moan softly in his ear, each sound making him grow more and more aroused.

"Fuck... Adam... I want you so bad. I want to touch and feel you everywhere." He whimpered, bucking against his hand.

Adam blushed and sat up, sliding his pants down to reveal his boxers, which were soaking wet at this point. He nervously took off his shirt, revealing his chest binder. Eli sat up and kissed him down his neck and to his shoulder.

"Are you sure? You don't have to if you aren't comfortable." He said, rubbing the small of Adam's back.

"I want to. I'm so pent up. If I say stop though, please stop. I've never let anyone see me naked." Adam said, starting to undo his chest binder.

Eli watched as Adam took it off, never seeing him out of his clothes. He looked at Adam , revealing his almost flat chest and soft skinny stomach. He had a slight curve of his hips, which Eli found admittedly sexy. Adam slowly slid down his boxers, revealing his smooth lower half. He blushed, never being naked in front of anyone before.

"Come here~" Eli purred, licking his lips as he took in how sexy Adam was.

Adam climbed into the bed, facing Eli and nervously looking down. Eli kissed him slowly, trying not to rush Adam in his vulnerability. Adam kissed him back, slowly slipping his tongue into Eli's mouth as he pushed his body up against his. Eli moaned and wrapped his arms around Adam, kissing him more passionately. Adam started to rub himself against Eli, moaning into the kiss and pulling Eli on top of him. Eli looked down at him and started to kiss down his neck and to his chest. Adam gasped at the new sensations he was feeling, not knowing how to feel. Eli stopped and looked up at him.

"Is there anywhere you don't want me to touch?" He asked.

"I..I don't know... I kind of want to try things.. but if I don't like it and tell you to stop-"

"I'll stop. I promise. So I can do anything? You don't mind? I just want to make sure." Eli said.

Adam nodded, pulling Eli to kiss him again.

Eli kissed back, reaching to grab Adam's ass. Adam moaned, pulling Eli's body against his and scratching down his back. Eli broke the kiss, trailing his lips down his neck and to his chest, taking one of Adam's nipples into his mouth. Adam gasped and started to moan at the new feeling. Eli flicked his tongue across it, making Adam whimper and tremble slightly under him.

"Does that feel good?" Eli asked, rubbing Adam's nipples as he kissed back up his neck.

"Y-Yeah.. mmmh." He moaned as Eli pinched them softly and ran his tongue lightly down his neck.

"Good. You make such sexy sounds." He purred, kissing all over his chest and starting down his stomach.

Adam let out a shaky breath as he felt Eli go lower, slightly nervous about being touched down there by someone that wasn't himself. He gasped as Eli kissed his hip region and stopped right at the beginning of his genital area.

"Have you ever been touched here?" He asked, motioning to his groin.

"No... nobody has ever touched me. I've only ever touched myself. I'm a little nervous, but I'm curious."

"Would you want to show me how you do it? So I don't do anything wrong?"

"Sure." Adam said, blushing profusely.

He slowly slid his hand down to his front, starting to massage his clit. He let out a soft moan as he rubbed it and gently tugged at it between two fingers, starting to pick up his pace. Eli bit his lip as he watched Adam jack off, starting to stroke himself. He thought he looked so hot while he played with himself, his face contorting into expressions of pleasure. Adam looked up at Eli, only stroking himself faster when he saw that Eli was touching himself too.

"Eli... touch me." Adam begged, desperately wanting to feel his touch.

Eli started to massage Adam's clit between two fingers, treating it like he was stroking his own penis. Adam moaned, gripping the bed sheet as Eli jacked him off. Eli started to go faster, loving how much Adam reacted to it. He moaned even louder, starting to pant and feel himself go into a state of pleasure he had never felt before. Eli leaned down and kissed him while he continued to stroke him. Adam kissed him back roughly as he bucked his hips against Eli's fingers. Eli stopped kissing him and took his fingers away, licking them.

"You taste so good. Can I use my mouth?" He asked, teasing Adam with his fingers again.

"Mmhh... if you want to." He moaned, rubbing himself against Eli.

Eli smiled and lowered his head between Adam's legs. He stuck out his tongue and started to lap at his clit, eliciting a gasp and immediate moan from him. Eli started to suck on it and flick his tongue up and down, then circling it all around.

"Fuck!" Adam moaned, gripping Eli's hair and bucking his hips.

This only made Eli want to lick him more. He buried his face deeper between his legs, sucking on his clit and rubbing his tongue against it furiously. Adam cried out, a moaning and panting mess. He had never felt pleasure to this extreme before. He felt himself spasming and making noises he'd never heard himself make. Eli went faster and faster, looking up at Adam while he enjoyed his delicious taste.

"Fuck... Eli... I'm gonna-!" Adam whined, cumming into Eli's mouth.

Adam felt his legs shake as he rode out his orgasm, feeling Eli greedily lap up all of his juices. He sighed, feeling completely relaxed. Eli climbed on top of him, kissing him passionately and pulling him close. Adam kissed him back, tasting himself on Eli's lips and tongue.

"Mmmh that was so amazing... let me do you too." Adam said, feeling completely taken over by this new feeling of sexual prowess.

He pushed Eli onto his back and started to kiss down to his dick. Eli watched him, biting his lip and wondering how it was going to feel to get his dick sucked by another guy. Adam took Eli's member into his hand, nervously looking up at him.

"I've never done this before. I've only ever seen it done in porn. I'm kind of nervous." He said.

"It's okay, Adam, just try it and go with what feels right." Eli said, giving him an encouraging smile.

He smiled back and nodded, looking back at his length. He stuck out his tongue and slowly licked from the base to the tip. Eli let out a soft breath, enjoying the feeling of his tongue. Adam slipped the tip into his mouth, slowly taking in more of Eli's dick, starting to move his head up and down on it.

"Oh god... Adam.." Eli moaned, biting his lip and putting his hand on Adam's head.

Adam moaned and started to move faster, taking more of his length. He could feel himself growing more aroused with each sound that Eli made, knowing he was feeling good because of him turned him on so much. He sucked harder, looking up at Eli as he let out a loud and desperate whimper. He looked down at Adam, only getting more turned on at the sight of him sucking him off. He grabbed Adam's hair and started to thrust into his mouth, only going faster at the feeling of Adam's tongue moving against his dick. He moaned at the feeling of Adam's mouth, so wet and slick around his throbbing member. Adam gagged slightly as Eli pushed his head down and felt his cock going down his throat, looking back up at him. Eli looked back at him, nearly losing it at the look of lust in his eyes while he deep throated him. He pulled out and started stroking himself, Adam watched him, wanting to see him cum. Eli moaned and panted, so close to finishing and loving having an audience. It turned him on so much that Adam was watching him, looking so fascinated and aroused. Adam reached over and moved Eli's hand, wrapping his own around it and stroking it at the same pace he was going.

"Ohh fuck, Adam. Just like that." Eli moaned, feeling himself getting closer.

Adam bit his lip, stroking faster and looking at Eli's face. He loved how he was making him feel, the sounds he was causing him to make. He stuck his tongue back out and started to lick the tip, still continuing to stroke him. Eli gasped and let out a whine, gripping the sheets as he muttered curses under his breath. Adam smirked and licked him more, flicking his tongue over the slit. Eli bucked his hips, moaning louder and practically clawing his bed.

"Fuck fuck fuck Adam I'm gonna cum!" He whined, feeling himself twitch and a warm sensation in his lower abdomen.

A loud moan escaped his throat as he let himself release his cum all over Adam's hand and his face. Adam gasped and moaned softly as he felt the warm substance coat him. He curiously started to lick it off his hand and Eli's cock, finding himself liking the taste. Eli grabbed Adam and pulled him to him, kissing him passionately. Adam moaned into the kiss and wrapped his legs around Eli, grinding himself against him. Eli slipped his hand down between Adam's legs and started to rub him again, causing the other boy to moan more and touch him too. Eli slowly slid a finger into him, making him gasp and tense a bit. Thinking he crossed the line, he started to pull his finger out, but Adam stopped him.

"You can keep going. It feels good." Adam whispered, kissing his neck.

"Are you sure? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or anything. I know you don't like your body."

"That doesn't mean I can't feel good Eli, someday I'll have the body that I want. But for now, I want to feel good. I know that you still see me as a guy. So I'm not uncomfortable."

"Of course I see you as a guy Adam. I'd never think otherwise."

Adam smiled and kissed Eli, feeling better about himself. Eli kissed him back, slipping his finger back inside of Adam. Adam moaned, reaching down to touch Eli too. Eli moved his finger in and out of him, kissing Adam's neck as he moaned. He slowly slipped in a second finger, making Adam gasp and buck his hips. Eli started to piston his fingers in and out of him, Adam moaning and moving his hips.

"Does that feel good?" Eli whispered against Adam's neck, kissing it.

"Mmmh yeah. So good." Adam moaned, biting his lip and moving his hips faster against his fingers.

"Such a naughty boy. You want it so bad, don't you?" Eli purred, kissing down his neck and to his chest.

Adam moaned louder as Eli started fingering him faster, panting and whimpering as he lost himself in the pleasure Eli was inflicting upon him. Eli pulled his fingers out and started to kiss Adam feverishly, grabbing his ass and pulling him closer against him. Adam kissed him back, desperately grinding his crotch against Eli's. Eli rubbed himself against Adam aggressively, kissing him roughly and smacking his ass. Adam scratched down Eli's back and gripped his hair, kissing him back aggressively and moaning at Eli's roughness. Eli slowly rubbed a finger over Adam's asshole, wanting to push it inside.

"Can I touch you back here too?" He asked.

"Sure. I've done that a couple of times too so you don't have to worry about it hurting me too much." He replied, still rubbing against him.

He took Eli's hand and sucked on two of his fingers, running his tongue all over them. Eli smirked and watched him, loving how much Adam was getting into their "playtime". He took his fingers out of Adam's mouth and reached down to slowly slide a finger inside of his hole. Adam moaned at the feeling of a finger that wasn't his own in his ass.

"Ohhh my god." He moaned, feeling Eli start to slowly go in and out.

Eli grinned a sultry grin and started to piston his finger in and out of Adam's hole. Adam moaned, reaching down to touch Eli's hardening member. Eli kissed him as they explored each other's bodies, slipping another finger in. Adam stroked him faster, moaning into the kiss and slipping his tongue back into Eli's mouth. Eli let their tongues collide, pumping his fingers in and out faster, feeling himself wanting Adam even more the farther they went. He stopped kissing him and retracted his fingers, pulling Adam close and wrapping his arms around him.

"Adam, I want you, but I don't want want to force you. If you don't want to, I completely understa—"

Adam crashed his lips into Eli's, kissing him deeply and pulling away after a bit.

"I want you too Eli. I've wanted you for a long time." He said, looking into Eli's green eyes.

"Why didn't you say anything?"

"Well... I didn't know if you'd like me because I'm a guy."

"Adam, that doesn't matter to me. If I'm attracted to someone I'm just attracted to them."

"So... you're bi?"

"I honestly don't even know what I am," he said, laughing slightly, "What matters is that I like you too."

"What about Clare? I thought you were dating her."

"Well... it seems like you're with Fitz now from what I saw earlier."

"Dude we aren't together. We were just making out and he was kinda touching me. That's as far as we went."

"Oh... so he's touched you?" Eli said, slightly jealous.

"Oh my god, Eli, it was over my clothes. Why are you so mad? If you really want to get technical, you're the one who's kind of cheating on Clare right now."

"But me and Clare aren't officially dating. We were just testing the waters. I only kissed her."

"Okay, so you can't really get mad about me and Fitz making out. Nobody is together with anybody."

Eli sighed and let go of Adam, laying on his back and looking at the ceiling.

"What? Now you're mad? Come on, dude, I'm just stating the truth. Why are you so hellbent on hating Fitz? He stopped messing with us. He's not a bad person."

"Yeah only because he's trying to get in your pants, Adam."

"Oh okay so what are YOU doing with me then? I came over to have guys night with you finally, you get jealous of me texting him and then you start kissing me. Is this some sick way of you trying to get back at him? If it is then you have problems. Actually you know what? I'm just gonna go." Adam huffed, getting up and pulling his clothes back on.

"Adam please-"

"Save it. I'm going home. I'll see you at school." He said, leaving the room and rushing out of Eli's house.

He could feel the tears welling in his eyes as he started walking home.

I'm so stupid. How could I think he actually liked me. He thought to himself, tears streaming down his face.

He got home and snuck in through the downstairs area, waking up Drew in the process.

"Hey, aren't you supposed to be at Eli's?" He said, yawning.

"I really don't want to talk about it, Drew."

"Wait, are you crying?"

"It's nothing. I'm gonna go to bed." He said, hurrying up the stairs.

He got into his room and locked the door, tossing his bag to the floor and laying on his bed, crying into his pillow. He heard his phone chime and he looked up to check it. He had two texts from Fitz and three from Eli.

Fitz:

Can we hang out again tomorrow?

I really want to see you again.

Eli:

Adam I'm so sorry.

I hope you're okay.

Please let me know that you made it home at least. I feel so bad. I wish I never said anything.

Adam set his phone down and just laid there. He didn't know how to process two boys vying for his affections. He liked the attention but he didn't want to choose. He liked both of them. He just didn't want to think anymore. He clung to his pillow, silently shedding tears until he fell asleep.