What's up buttercups. It's been a while. No idea if I still have readers but if I do THANK YOU.

So in this chapter we find out what's up with Bec. It's a short- like really short chapter but I'm working on the next one right now and chapter 14 should be up by Wednesday..

Bec POV

I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes. Slowly I raised my bed head and looked at the time. 0830 and Hammersley would be here soon. All was going well till suddenly I had the urge to vomit. Suddenly a bin was under my chin just in time for my vomit. After I had stopped, I was struggling to catch my breath with my eyes squeezed closed. Once I had my breath back I opened my eyes to stare into Spider's worried eyes.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine. It just hurts a lot"

"Do you want some water?" he asked just as a nurse came in with the doctor trailing behind.

"Good morning to the both of you, how are you feeling this morning miss Brown?" the nurse asked kindly as she went about looking at my levels.

"She just threw up and is in pain" Spider responded before I could even open my mouth.

"Oh dear, well let me take this bin, wash it out and get you a new one" she responded. She was an elderly lady, with grey hair tied into a bun. She was short and plump reminding me of Mrs Weasley from Harry Potter. She gave me the motherly feeling.

"Thank you" I say, smiling slightly at her.

"Good morning, I have the results of your blood test here, if your friend would just step out for a minute, I will tell you" doctor Keagan said. When he told Spider to step out, I gripped his hand tight in mine.

"Please let him stay" I say softly.

"Ok that's fine. Ok so according to the results you are around a month pregnant. Congratulations. I'll leave now but I'll be back later on to check up on you" turning around the doctor left the room closing the door behind him.

"Congratulations dearies. You two make such a cute couple, you will make wonderful parents" the nurse said quietly slipping out of the room.

"Spide" I whispered, looking up at him.

"Yeah Bomb"

"I can't do this. I can't be a mother and there's no father cause he's in jail and I don't know the first thing about babies. I mean growing up, I partied and was involved with criminals, I can't have a child what kind of mother would I be…" I started to ramble until Spider grabbed my shoulders and told me to take a deep breath.

"Bec you'll be fine. I'm always here for you and so is Hammersley. Plus whenever we have a child on board you're great with them."

"Are you sure?" I ask quietly just as the rest of Hammersley walk in.

"I'm positive" he answers sitting on the bed beside me, putting his arm around me.