Ok, sorry all I have been away. I had no motivation to write Vampire knight stories i was at a dead end. Then I had an idea, this is totally different than my normal Zero' FFs. So let me know what you think. I am going to try for this not to be a lot of chapters too. Leave reviews please so i know how you feel ty.
Chapter 1
It has been years since Zero Kiryu has been at Cross Academy. It has been years since Zero has been a hunter and someone who people looked up to. His life took a dark path down a lonesome road. One he never thought he would ever take, not even in his wildest dreams. The days of roaming around with the bloody rose, being able to pick on vampires have long gone.
Zero was a level D vampire now, one who the hunter association said wasn't good enough to be a hunter any longer. They couldn't look at him without detest. He was one of them, even though it wasn't by choice or any of his own doing, they didn't want to hear it They cast him aside like an old shoe, telling him to get lost and to be never seen again. It was just another blow to his sad life. It wasn't anything knew to him. Just another disappointment to follow another. It was just how his life went. Leaving him even more cold-hearted and sarcastic
His dear Yuki left with Kaname to never be heard from. It's been years that he has heard from her. He still thinks about her from time to time which only hurts him deeper. He knew Kaname must be in his glory to hear what Zero has become. Good lord, did he know? Did Yuki? Did his master Yagari? He sure hoped not but somehow he knew Kaname would. He knew everything, there wasn't a thing that would go by, that he didn't know or hear of. His spies were everywhere.
Kaname at this point was the least of his problems. Since Zero was now a cast out no one would hire him. He had to go on the outskirts of town to even get a dumpy apartment, that he could barely pay for. He was trying for a while to live off the money he had saved from Cross and even working small jobs since the hunters wouldn't let him work there. Just now things have gotten worse yet, the savings where gone and no one was hiring.
There was only one thing left for Zero to do, and that was to sell himself. He just sat on his bed thinking what the fuck has my life come to? Could this be it? Zero wasn't really into sex, not this way anyway. He was a good boy, not really having sex with just anyone or really at all. He always thought or hoped it would be with someone he loved, like Yuki. She was who he wanted in that way, she just didn't feel the same. She wanted Kaname, now she had him. To give his first time to just anyone made him feel even more hopeless than the dry noodles he has been eating for weeks. At this point, it was like why even be alive? What is there to live for? He even thought who the hell would even want to have sex with me? His choices were getting smaller and smaller by the minute. If this didn't work he was done for altogether and would have to live on the streets.
Granted his apartment wasn't a grand hotel or even dump of a motel. It was a shack but it was better than nothing. It was a roof over his head that he could call his own. Just without money, he couldn't stay here. Even the shack had rent to pay. He wasn't even sure if he started now, that he would have enough to pay the rent at the end of the month. How much could he charge? What would he have to do? Would it be just women?
So many thoughts ran through his mind, it made him queasy at just a quarter of the thoughts. A man touching him?
"No, I have standards!" He shouts to himself. "Then women pay for this sort of thing?" He asked himself.
So unsure of it all, yet he knew he had to try.
Zero goes to take his shower and get ready for his first night, a bit uneasy about it all, just needing the money badly. He had a twenty to his name. How long would that last? Not very long, it wouldn't even by food for the week.
After his shower, he puts on some tight dark wash blue jeans, and a grey pull over. Hoping it would be good enough to attract someone. He pushes his long silvery hair back out of his face while he puts on his shoes. Just an old pair of tennis shoes, so in case he needs to run he can do it and fast. He knew his Hunter skills would come in handy with this. He would be able to defend himself if necessary and also spot the bad ones a mile away. He was going to do his best to stay away from the freaks if he could. Not really being into any of that, and having no clue even how it worked.
Then he thought, his Virginity should be worth something. Maybe at least for the first time, he could make some real money doing this? Would anyone care that he hasn't slept with anyone else? Or was it just another no big deal? He had no clue but he thought he would give it a try anyway. It's not like someone could rape him, he knew how to kick ass pretty good. That was the only thing he had on his side at the moment. His ability to defend himself, not that the hunters gave a fuck. They threw him away like the daily trash.
Zero heads to the spot where he knows some of the male whores stand to get their clients. He knows he is knew and needs to watch out that they would be pissed he was stepping in on their territory. So he goes to stand a street ahead of them, trying to stay out of there way. Hoping someone would see him and want to pick him up, just hoping it's not a cop. Then his hunter skills would come in with that as well. Instead of for good, it's working for this. He thought.
Zero stands there most of the night, a few guys coming up to him, asking how much and him turning them down. He just couldn't see his first time doing that. He figures if he gets desperate enough he will have no choice but for now, he was going to do his best to only pick up ladies...if that was even possible.
He stands there as the sun goes down and it starts to pour. The lightning and thunder clanging away in the sky. Matching just how Zero felt inside. Dark and hopeless. He gets soaked just standing there the rain pouring down on him. Chilling him to the bone, was this even worth it? No, he thought, I have become nothing.
