Chapter 33
Yuki just sits in her office lost and hurt. This was the last thing she ever wanted. To hurt Zero was hurting herself, she loved him dearly. She knew this lie would tear them apart, she also knew if she told him who she was, she would have never gotten as far as she did. She knew he resented her for leaving with Kaname and wouldn't believe anything she would tell him. She feels she was screwed either way she went about this. Just now, he didn't trust her and she may never see him again.
As she sits there Kaname strolls in, wanting to talk to her. He just looks at her sad face sitting in the big desk chair.
"Did you tell him? What is really going on Yuki?" Kaname asks, without any formal hello's.
"Well, Hello to you too Kaname. I see what brings you here today. I really wish you would call before coming over. Last time you did this, It cost me a relationship with someone I care a lot about." Yuki hisses.
"I see you're still mad at me. I had no clue he lived with you, I am not sure why he was staying here?" Kaname asks.
"He knows who I am now, he is pretty upset with me and left. I am sure you're happy about that. I also know otherwise that you know everything I am doing and that he did live here. Why do you insist on lying about things?" Yuki spats.
"I wish you were the girl you use to be sometimes. Don't you think he had a right to know? If we are being honest with things, what you did wasn't right. You seduced him, and he had no idea of who you were." Kaname answers.
"Hmm really, didn't you do the same? Just never really showing me your true self? Seems I am not that different than you after all." Yuki replies.
"I hid things to keep you safe. I didn't lie about my feelings or who I was. I would prefer you coming home now." Kaname states.
"I am not ready to come home." Yuki answers.
"Look I know how you feel about him, but if he isn't going to take you or come back, you need to come home where you are safe. He has his life back now, he doesn't need to sell himself, he has plenty of money and his old life back. Your still a pureblood, still in danger if anyone knows your here alone. I would prefer you were I can keep a lookout on you." Kaname replies.
"I bet. If he doesn't change his mind, I will come back and forget about it, but I want to give him some time." Yuki says.
"Fine, give it a few weeks if he doesn't come back come home. We will make our relationship work, and he can move on. I think you have been away far too long." Kaname responds.
"I can never love you as I do him Kaname. You need to know that. He holds my heart forever if i am with him or not." Yuki admits.
"I already know this. If he passes up the chance, I will gladly take it and try to make you as happy as I can. I love you enough for the both of us." Kaname answers.
Yuki just nods hoping that Zero comes back to her, she just knows how stubborn he is and there is a chance he may not. If not her life goes back to the way it was. She would have to marry Kaname and be the pureblood queen she was expected to be.