Chapter 37
Yuki leaves the Mansion and goes far away, not wanting to be around anyone she knows. Also not wanting anyone to see her, or be able to go back to anyone to tell them what is going on. She needed to be alone and have space to be herself. Even more now than when she left Kaname the first time, for many more reasons.
She knew this was going to hurt Kaname more than anything and she hated that. She didn't want to hurt him either just what was coming would. It would put her in danger, and she wanted to keep Kaname Safe. There would be no way for him to protect her, it would look bad for all of them. So she figures this is best.
As for Zero, she loves him more than anything its been months and he hasn't talked or contacted her. She knew how he was. She just feels she made everything worse and closed him off even more than before. She figured even after the letter she sent him, he still hated her and wanted nothing to do with her. So she would be doing this on her own. She had to be strong and have courage. She had to be the true pureblood she was taught to be.
She goes far away to a Mansion that Kaname has had for a long time. Far out where no one would know it was her, where she had staff but no one else. they would know not to say anything or they would be done away with. They knew how things worked here and we're fine with it. When she would need to go out she would cover her scent and look like she did with Zero. So no one would know it was her. If he couldn't tell it was her, no one else would either.
Another two months go by and Kaname is beside himself, Yuki calls to let him know she is ok but won't let him visit her. She has gotten farther away from him, and he doesn't know why. He asks the staff there if everything is ok and if there is anything he should know about, but sees they are closed off and they are true to Yuki as Hanabusa and the others are to him. He understands this and is glad they will protect her, at the same time he wants to know what is really going on.
He knows he has to go there to see for himself to see what is happening. His need to protect her and watch over her greater than ever. He puts his affairs in order and takes a long trip to Mansion out in nowhere. Seiren as his guide and driver.
"Master do you think this is the right thing to do? She says she needs space." Seiren says.
"Its been two months, I am trying with the space but I feel there is something she isn't telling me. Something she won't let me in on. I know she loves him, but I feel there is something other than that. I can't read her, she blocked me from that and that makes me know even more something is up. She has changed so much. I wish she wouldn't have had to return to being a Vampire. It's taken so much from her." Kaname admits.
"You did what you needed to. I blame Zero for what is happening now, his stubbornness is taking over what is right. He knows he loves her yet he did this." Sieren hisses.
"I can't blame him, I also can't blame her. Their love is forbidden, there is more to it than just being in love and happy. I was hoping when he let her go, she would come to me. We would grow closer, yet it pushed her more away. She didn't even stay in the end for duty."Kaname states.
"She may have duty to something else," Seiren says.
"I hope we find out what that is on our trip." Kaname answers.