Chapter 51
"I called Kaien, he hasn't heard from her in a while. He knows nothing and I didn't let on to anything." Kaname says.
"Good, but then just you asking about her, is going to put ideas into his head. I didn't think she would go back there. There is too much pain there for both of us. It has to be somewhere hidden, somewhere you or anyone else would never think of. Yet, somewhere she knows about." Zero states.
"I have been going crazy thinking of everything we own. There is one old home far away from here, the thing is, its in the middle of humans. She would be the only Vampire. It is hidden and tucked away but to get anything, she would have to travel to a human town." Kaname answers.
"That could be it, she used to be human, she could play it very well. She knows how to hide her scent, so it wouldn't be a problem. The child wouldn't be going out if it survives for a bit. I am also sure she would learn to cover its scent. If no vampires were around she didn't have to fear as much. She would do her best to blend in." Zero responds.
"I suppose so. Just what happens if we get there and its too late? Her stubbornness is costing time, the time she needs to get past this if she can." Kaname replies.
"Do you have any idea on how to try to help? How we can make this work in our favor without loosing both of them? Or either of them?" Zero asks.
"I am not totally sure like I said this is never been done before. I have been thinking though, we are purebloods, and we heal pretty fast. The only thing is the child would be eating away at her, she needs more blood. I don't think regular blood is going to work. She is going to need mine, and yours together. " Kaname admits.
"Together? Why don't I like the sound of that?" Zero answers.
"Nothing kinky or strange. Mine because I am a pureblood as well, I am also the first, being the strongest. Then yours because you are a hunter. By mixing the blood we are giving her what she needs and what she is loosing. I am hoping it can make her survive, just if we can't find her, we won't be able to try." Kaname says.
"I am willing to try anything. I will give her anything she needs. She gave me everything without even thinking about it. I want to give back to her, and let her have everything she wants as well." Zero states.
"That's a nice thought. You do know that even if this child lives things will never be easy. You two will never be able to be open here, you can never say your with her, or that you had that child. You may not even be able to be a hunter anymore, just this time, you leaving it on your own terms." Kaname admits.
"Let's get over one hurdle at a time. I need for her to live, if they both do, we will see how things go. She may not even want me to share in her life anymore. After all, I wasn't with her when it mattered. I walked away." Zero responds.
"Like she left you any choice? Let's be honest Zero, You are not one of my favorite people, but what she did to you, wasn't right. She should have at least told you, who she was. She didn't tell you or me what was really going on. She hid and kept a lot of important secrets. I am not even sure if she got pregnant on purpose, to have something of yours even if she couldn't have you." Kaname reveals.
"I am sorry, I couldn't make her feel that she could tell me. I am I am hard to get along with at times. I am not sure about the child either, I just know it happened now. I don't regret it. I wish it would have happened in a different way, that I would have been there for her. Neither I or Yuki can go back and change what we did. We just have to move past and try to fix it. If we can." Zero announces.
"I think that is very big of you. I think your growing." Kaname says.
"Thanks... I am sure this isn't easy for you either. I know you wanted her to come back to you." Zero admits.
"Yes, this has been torture. I just have known for a while she loved you more in certain ways. She grew up with you, I pushed you two together, and it worked more to your advantage. I can't fix or change it now. I just want her to be in my life, and be ok. I need her to be ok." Kaname says.
"I feel the same, no matter what happens after this." Zero states.