Chapter 56
After a few hours of Kaname and Zero replenishing themselves, they both sit in the living room, still thinking about everything that Hanabusa told them. Both of them knowing they couldn't do this for two and a half more months. It was just one night and it was hard. They never thought giving blood would be, she drank from both of them in the past, everything is fine. It was just his child who was never satisfied. The more you seem to give it the more it wanted. Taking from all three of them. Kaname was the first Vampire, the strongest. He knew his blood should have some effect, he was just hoping enough to keep her alive.
Hanabusa walks in, wanting to tell them what he has planned for tomorrow morning. So both men wouldn't be in for any surprises. Hanabusa knew, even with doing this, it was a chance of losing them both.
"I want both of you to get some rest for tonight. I will be taking a small amount of blood from each of you before you head to bed. I will need it for tomorrow." Hanabusa states.
"That's fine, anything you need," Kaname says.
"What are we doing tomorrow?" Zero asks.
"We are going to perform a C-section, I need to remove the child, so her body thinks it has passed and maybe she can get back to normal. I will have to have both of you do a transfusion like you did tonight while I perform it. That way she has both of your blood to help heal her faster. The blood I take for both of you tonight I will give the child, to help it survive." Hanabusa states.
"The child isn't surviving inside her with all this blood, how is it going to without being in there?" Zero asks.
"I am hoping once I separate them, the curse will lift. To be honest with you, I am taking a chance, I am not sure if this will work or not. I just know if we wait, we lose both. I just don't want to get either of your hopes up with this, unfortunately, it may still end like that. "Hanabusa replies.
"You won't let it," Kaname responds.
Hanabusa knows, if this goes south he is in deep shit, Kaname can turn him to dust in once look. He knows he would be in so much grief he wouldn't even know what he was doing. Which made Hanabusa feel even more uneasy.
"Kaname, I will do my best. I just can't promise you." Hanabusa comments.
Zero just looks at him, with sad eyes, knowing if Hanabusa can't fix this, no one can. He was the best and could be trusted. He was more in love with Kaname then anyone. He would never do anything to go against or hurt him. Zero knew if things went wrong, it wasn't Hanabusa's fault. It was just the way of the Curse.
It would just take everything Zero ever loved away from him. He sat there in the high back burgundy chair, and thought, for everything she gave him back, this was the price. He was never meant to have anything good. He thinks the time he could have been with her, and by her side he acted like a fool, wasting so much time on pettiness. It was all just too late to take back.
After they both give blood, Zero goes upstairs to Yuki's room, sitting alongside of her pale, thin body. She is still unconscious, not aware of things going on around her. Zero holds her hand, and tears start to fall from his eyes. The pain he has been holding in for the past months just comes flying out.
"Yuki, I am not sure if you can hear me or not, but I want to say I am so sorry. I should have never done what I did to you. You just wanted to make me happy. I want you to know you did, happier then I have ever been. I loved the life we shared. I was just scared, scared to let you back in. Scared you would leave me again for him, or something else. I couldn't see that you would love me that much or even at all. I let my insecurity push me away from you, losing you and our child. I didn't know you were pregnant. I would have come sooner, I just didn't read the letter. I was too stubborn. I love you, and our child. I want you to know, I will do my best to save you both, but when it comes down to it, I will not let you go. Neither will Kaname, we both love and need you. You need to fight this, pull through it and come back to us. Please, Yuki." Zero says tears still streaming down his face.
Zero knows he needs rest, but he can't leave her. He just lays next to her, trying to be close to her. Hoping that someway she knows he is there with her.