Chapter 58
Zero knows what this means if this child dies Yuki will no longer be able to have children, with anyone. Zero just looks at the floor, feeling weak just doing his best to keep going. Knowing that she needs him more now than she ever has.
Kaname holds the child, feeling a heartbeat come back, it's faint but there.
"It has a heartbeat, take it and do what you need. I need to help try to heal Yuki Now." Kaname says.
Seiren walks overtaking the child, wrapping it up in a blanket, making sure the transfusion keeps going, so the child has a chance. Kaname puts his hands on Yuki trying to heal her the best he can. He feels he slipping and her own heartbeat slowing down. He also feels himself get weaker and weaker, as all the blood he is giving isn't enough.
Hanabusa does what he needs to try to stop the blood, it takes a while even after he takes her ovaries and uterus for the blood to stop. Just once it does, he is now able to sew her back up. Still knowing this might not fix anything. She is dying in front of them, just slowly.
After Seiren helps the child and makes sure it's ok, she gets both men more blood to drink, as they will need it. They are both still giving Yuki blood to build her back up. Doing there best to get her stable which even with the blood stopping doesn't seem to be happening.
"What is going on Hanabusa?" Kaname asks.
"I don't know, I got the bleeding to stop but she is still in danger. Her heartbeat is still faint and she is nowhere back to normal. I just need for both of you to sit here and keep giving blood. I know its a lot to ask but its the only way. Just keep drinking and I will make sure there is enough for both of you so neither of you passes out. I am not going to move her till she is stable enough to be moved. In the meantime, I am going to check on the child and make sure it's ok. It technically died for five minutes, so hopefully, that will count as a death." Hanabusa states.
"Let me know how it's doing? Btw what is it?" Zero asks.
"Oh, I am sorry with everything going on I forgot to tell you, you have a son," Hanabusa says.
Zero just looks at him, then at Yuki. A son, with the woman he cares so much for. He can't even be happy about it or share it with her like he would want to. He still may lose her. He just puts his head down feeling the lowest he has ever felt.
Kaname just looks at him knowing this is a big mess. One Zero really didn't ask to be in, he had no idea this would happen. He was just as innocent in this as he was.
"It will be ok Zero. I know whatever happens you will be a good father to your son." Kaname says.
"What good is it, if it doesn't have a mother?" Zero replies.
"We have to think positive, things will be ok. She is strong, she made it this far. We just have to keep giving her blood, it should kick in now that the child is out." Kaname replies.
"You saw what happened when we removed him. It wanted to take them both." Zero answers.
"Yes, but it didn't. Your son is strong also, they will make it." Kaname replies.
"If she does, who is telling her she can't have any more children? That I let Hanabusa take that away from her?" Zero remarks.
"You did what you needed to. If he didn't the blood wasn't going to stop. This has been a very difficult situation all the way around. We are making the best decisions we can with what we have. If you need to, just tell her I was the one to tell Hanabusa to do it. She doesn't want me anyway, so it shouldn't hurt." Kaname states.
"I'm sorry. " Zero mumbles.
"It's not your fault. You didn't know about any of this. " Kaname answers.
"No, I mean for her not wanting you. I know how it feels, I know this must really suck for you. Because it really isn't much better for me." Zero says.
"We can't think about that now, we need to make sure she survives, or all this is for nothing. I am sorry also for not taking into account how it would hurt to lose a child. I saw how it was when it wasn't breathing, I didn't feel too good about it either." Kaname admits.
"We both are doing what we can here. Thank you for healing him." Zero says.
"I am not as cold as you think, and you're welcome. "Kaname replies.
