Part 32
After her nap Caitlin walked down the stairs to find Barry watching a movie on TV. She could tell he had just started based on where it was. She waited for the right moment and then she began to sing along with Sandy in her off key voice.
"Met a boy cute as can be."
Barry turned and smiled at her.
"I see you sing about as well sober as you do drunk." Said Barry
"Watch it Flash. Or you might get cold rather fast." Said Caitlin smiling.
Barry gently grabbed her and pulled her down onto his lap.
"Is that a threat or a promise Frosty?"
Caitlin just leaned in and kissed him. Barry felt a slight shiver go through him. But he didn't mind.
"Barry?"
"Yeah Cait?"
"Could I ask you something?"
"What is it?"
"We have been together since our rescue from MARA. We moved in together a month ago. Been sharing a bed for two weeks. But you haven't even made a move to have sex with me. What I want to know is why?"
Barry looked into Caitlin's beautiful warm brown eyes. He sighed and pushed a strand of her auburn hair back from her face.
"Because I love and respect you too much. Cait, I have wanted to make love to you since that first night holding you. But I promised you that you could decide how fast we go. Since you haven't said anything or dropped any hints you were ready to take that step, I thought you needed more time." Said Barry
"Most guys don't think like that."
"Was there someone who put pressure on you in the past?"
"Uh Jay, or I should say Hunter. We wanted us to have sex only a couple weeks after we started to go out. I wasn't ready. Before you get mad he didn't force me and we never were together that way before the truth about who he was came out."
"What about when he kidnapped you?"
"If you are asking if he raped me. The answer is no. He was trying to hard to force me to love him. Barry, I haven't been with anyone like that other than Ronnie and….."
"Savitar?"
"Yes. With Savitar it was nothing but sex. Remember when Savitar and I took Cisco to modify the speed force bazooka?"
"Yeah why?"
"Cisco the whole time was trying to convince me that once Savitar had gotten what he needed from me he would kill me. Part of me knew Cisco was telling the truth. But I was still in so much emotional pain I didn't want to listen. Savitar told me I could be his Queen. But when he was about to kill Cisco, I couldn't watch him do it. I love Cisco like that annoying little brother no one wants."
"So you saved him."
"Yeah. I left that night to think. I thought about taking the cure that my mom and Julian made. But I couldn't because I wasn't sure who I was at the time. That is why I gave it back."
"Why did you go to Amulet?"
"I thought she could help me when I felt myself losing control. I was wrong and that is a mess that almost cost me in the end."
"Seems to me you were lost for a long time. Maybe since Ronnie died."
"Probably. But you being in my life kept me from doing something that crossed my mind a couple times since the particle accelerator explosion. I meant when I told you that you saved my life."
"You do know that the world would be dark place without any version of Caitlin Snow. I told Kara I didn't want to live in a world without you in it. Even a psycho ice demon version of you that enjoys killing."
"Well you don't have to worry about the psycho killer ice demon version of me. Seeing as my earth-2 doppleganger has reformed."
"I haven't seen her or Ronnie around lately."
"They decided to join the Legends so they are probably hanging out on the Waverider."
"I didn't know that."
"Dani and Ronnie thought if they weren't around all the time it would be easier on me. But the fact is I got over my feelings for my Ronnie a long time ago. I am now crazy in love with the fastest man alive."
Barry smiled and kissed her. The next thing she knew they were in their bedroom. The slowly undressed each other carefully studying each other's body. Barry took special care as he caressed each and every inch of Caitlin's body. Caitlin felt her body respond in a way it never had before. Barry's touch was like nothing she had ever experienced in her life. She let out a moan as Barry gently nibbled on her ear with his teeth. When she could no longer take his teasing she pushed him over roughly and began her own form of torcher on him. It was after an hour of foreplay that they could no longer take the build up and they gave in to what they had both wanted for a long time. As Barry thrust in and out of her Caitlin felt her body respond like never before. Not even Ronnie who she had believed was the love of her life had done this to her. When they both collapsed after they climaxed together Barry pulled her into his arms. He had covered them with the sheet. Caitlin rested her head on Barry's shoulder just taking in his warmth. Barry kissed her on top of her head while he traced patterns on her bare arm.
"Bare?"
"Yeah Cait."
"That was the most amazing thing I ever felt. I never felt that good ever."
"You are amazing. Cait, I never knew anything could feel like that. I love you."
"Love you Bare."
They drifted off to sleep cuddled together. Neither wanting to leave the others arms. Barry didn't even notice when Caitlin wrapped her ice cold feet around his legs. They woke nearly two hours later but didn't move from the bed.
"Cait did you know your feet are like a block of ice?"
"Sorry. But it is a side effect of my powers. Nothing I do can warm them up."
"Let me try something."
Barry gently began to vibrate his legs. Caitlin smiled as she felt her feet warm up for the first time in a long time.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
After laying together for another hour they got up so they could get something to eat for dinner. Caitlin dressed only in Barry's shirt while he just pulled on his boxers.