The sketch was beautiful, it was him with a smile on his face as he winked. The hearts that were all over him were matching with the color of his sweat shirt. Above the sketch written in small cursive letters were the words "Alvin my bestie my everything" and there was even a pink lipgloss kiss mark next to the sketch. His eyes were glued to the book. He was gaping with a look of disbelief.
Alvin had been staring at the sketch for fifteen minutes now. He had a surprised expression on his face and was starting to think that maybe Brittany saw him more than just as a friend. Maybe she had a small crush on him... or maybe she had romantic feelings for him just like he has for her. A happy smile appears on Alvin's face as he thought that Brittany maybe did had a thing for him.
All of a sudden Alvin shakes his head and mentally slaps himself because he remembered why he decided to read the diary. He had to know what caused Brittany to change. Alvin looks at the sketch one last time and uses his thumb to gently rub the sketch and the lipgloss kiss mark. He smiles as he imagined Brittany sketching this with a dreamy look on her face.
Alvin laughs quietly before turning the page to see the words chapter 1, my wonderful life Alvin gets curious but knew that there was something else he had to read. Alvin sighs and thought maybe he would read the chapters before chapter 26 later. He remembered that Brittany told him if he really some wanted answers that he should start reading chapter 26.
Alvin nods and turns and turns and turns the pages. It took him five minutes to find it. Brittany's hand writing was beautiful but the letters were so small which is why it took him five minutes to find the chapter. Brittany had written so much in the diary that there was barely any room for another letter.
Alvin sighs and hopes that there is nothing bad written in these pages. His hands were shaking and sweating as he breathed hard. He suddenly felt cold. It was like signs that showed him that what he was gonna read will shock him and perhaps remain in his head forever. Alvin takes a deep breath and begins to read.
Brittany's point of view
Chapter 26
Dear diary
I woke up this morning grumpy as every other morning. No, I'm not a morning person. I don't like getting up early. I hate it when the alarm clock wakes me up. It always interrupts my beautiful dreams about my dear Alvie. I dreamed about me and him sharing our first kiss with each other as we saw the sunset. Ugh, one of these days I'll crush that alarm clock with a sledgehammer lol
Anywho, I got dressed, ate breakfast, and went to school with my sisters. When we got there, our neighbors the boys were at the school doors waiting for us. Just like every day, Alvin got on my nerves and we argued and our siblings tried to separate us before we could kill each otherXD
Although Alvin is a pain in the butt, he's still a good friend and... I hate to admit this but, he's also my awesome Alvie that makes me feel special sometimes. Anywho the day went by slowly and at lunch, I sat at our usual table. I sat between Charlene and Alvin. Those two are my two closest friends.
Anyway during lunch Charlene asked me if I wanted to go shopping with her later after school and I said yes. I told her I would be at her house around seven. The rest of the day went by boringly slowly.
I'm home and waited until it was seven pm. When it was seven, I asked Miss Miller if I could go shopping with Charlene and to my surprise she said no because it's getting late which isn't safe to go out. I'm so ticked off and extremely disappointed:(
Miss Miller is so uptight that she won't let me have fun at the mall with Charlene. But I'm not gonna listen to her. Right now I'm about to sneak out of the house while everyone is in the living room watching tv. I'll be back later to finish chapter 26.
A few hours later
I'm back and... I'm *sniff* *sniff* I'm so distraught. I made the worst my mistake in my entire life. I.. Darn it I should've listened to Miss Miller. *Tears are landing on the pages of my diary* Miss Miller told me I couldn't go but I stupidly didn't listen to her.
I can't believe this happened to me. I thought it was gonna be like any other afternoon when I hang out with Charlene. "That's what you get for not listening to your guardian. Things like this happens to others everyday you know. I wonder what your family and friends will think of you now. I don't think they'll look at you as the same old Brittany. How pathetic" said a voice in my head. I ignore it and as I'm continuing to cry.
"What's wrong? Don't like hearing the truth? You know I'm right. For making such a stupid decision, you're one of the victims now. You missy, should've listened to your adoptive mother instead of disobeying and stub-"
"Shut up" I mumble and I'm suddenly getting flashbacks of what happened to me two hours ago.
After leaving Charlene's house, I was making my way here. When I was heading back home, I was approached by someone I trusted. I was approached by a person who I thought was a friend. This person was a man.
A man that seems friendly on the outside but, under that friendly caring face is a soulless monster. This man made me think he wanted to walk me home because it was getting dark and it wasn't safe for me to be walking home alone but, that wasn't his intentions.
He made me think he was doing a good deed when really he was going to steal something that I can never get back. I thought it was a great idea because the street did look spooky at night because there wasn't anyone outside.
Anyway as we walked, I was suddenly grabbed and carried. The man had grabbed me and he covered my mouth with his hand to stop me from screaming.
He took me in to the nearby woods and started hurting me. I was hurt physically, emotionally, and psychologically. I can't describe how he hurt me because it brings flashbacks.
I don't feel the same anymore. I'm in so much pain. I'm still kinda dizzy. I feel like I was used like some kind of object. I feel so dirty. I'm not gonna put his name here because it will remind me of him and what he did to me.
My body hurts and I don't think I'll tell anyone but I know that I have to tell someone eventually. I wish I could forget about what happened to me two hours ago but, it's almost impossible to simply forget about it.
Anywho, I asked the man why he was hurting me and he didn't answer my questions. He just kept saying "I deserve this and that I should be proud that he was gonna be my first guy" He kept saying that again and again.
I don't know what he meant by that. He was like a broken record. He also told me that me I deserved it because of the way I talk, what I wear, for being pretty and because of how assertive I am.
It was like he was speaking a different language. I didn't understand why he was doing what he was doing to me. I was so confused. I cried and begged for him to stop but he still didn't listen. I screamed and screamed for help but one came.
*sniff sniff* Anyway I have to go now. My sisters are knocking on my door. I'll start chapter 27 tomorrow.
Alvin finished reading and was horrified and speechless. He couldn't describe how he was feeling. It was too much take in. He wasn't expecting this. Someone took advantage of his best friend when she was alone. Someone robbed her of her innocence.
Alvin reads chapter 26 again to make sure he read it right. He made sure he didn't skip a word. After reading it twice, he reads chapters 27, 28, and 29 which was the last chapter. Unfortunately the next pages didn't reveal the mans name or gave a clue. Alvin was angry, worried, and sad. He felt like he had let Brittany down. He felt like it was his fault she was raped. He thought that if he had somehow heard her screams for help, or somehow knew she was in danger, he would've ran and rescued her.
Alvin closes the diary and puts it under his pillow. He had a determined look on his face. He quickly puts on his shoes and makes his way to the Millers house. He was gonna make Brittany tell him who had hurt her.
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