You wake up on the floor of your kitchen disoriented and confused. Cas? Cas I need you. You pray. Suddenly you hear a knock at your door. You get up quickly and nearly fall back down at the sudden wave of nausea hits you.
"Y/n, are you alright in there?" Cas's voice sounds distant.
"I-I'm fine!" You yell. You carefully make your way to the door and open it. Cas rushes in and holds you tightly.
"What did the Winchesters do?" He mumbles. You look confused when all the memories came flooding back with a force of a hurricane.
"It was Sam! He has no respect for personal business! He is the most horrible and disrespectful person I have ever met!" You scream and shove the angel away.
"That's Dean. Are you sure Sam asked you something to make you this angry?"
"I am sure as hell and heaven! Tall, brown hair, hazel eyes, kept Dean from hitting me cause he seems like a nice person but is a god damned asshole who deserves to be in hell?" You cross your arms and snarl. Your eyes turn that golden yellow and your claws extend out and dig into your skin. Get any angrier and you will turn full on wolf. Castiel put his hands up in silent surrender.
"I am sorry." He said. You calm down slightly.
"It was Sam, Cas."
"Maybe he just wants to get to know you."
"No hunter wants to "get to know" a monster." You sigh. You look down at the floor. The demon's face comes back into your mind. Her sadistic smile and her black eyes.
"You're right,Y/n. But you aren't just any monster. You are a hunter as well." Castiel lifted my chin so I would look at him. I met his blue eyes. I groaned and and jerked my chin out of his grasp, "You need me to work with them don't you!?"
"That was the entire point of this chat, yes." He stated. I sighed.
"Fine. I don't care anymore." You storm off to your room and pack. Castiel stands in the door way and watches.
"Where are we going so I can tell my boss." You growl.
"Kansas." Cas says. You drop the red ball gown like dress you were about to pack and spin to face him. "What?"
"I know. You hate it there because of what happened. But it's the only lead we have to the monster killing other hunters." You pick up your dress and throw it back in the closet. Panic floods your senses as you take a few deep breaths.
"Y/n?"
"I'm fine." You snarl and whip around. You zip up your suit case as a knock sounds at the door. Storming out of the room and past Cas, you grab your two guns and shout, "Grab my silver bullets!" And throw open the door. Your breath leaves you as you come face to face with a sight that you wished was gone. The sight you thought Castiel had killed when you were eight.
The face of the demon who raped you.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" Ruby snarled.