Jack sat behind the counter of Milton's kitchen as he watched the red-head get there lunch and snacks prepared.

"Hope you don't mind bacon and spam sandwiches with cokes, waters, fruits, and pudding." Milton spoke.

"All that sounds great to me." Jack replied back.

After packing their lunches and drinks, the two were on their bikes set for the park.

The pair finally reached the park and set up at a place they liked. The spot was nice with a tree providing the perfect shade from the warm weather and a nice view of the park's pond.

"Luckily the sheet fit inside the lunch bag to." Milton said as they both laid out the sheet putting rocks around the edges to keep it from any gust of wind to blow it away.

Jack plopped onto the sheet getting comfortable before he finally talked.

"I really want to know what you had to say on the phone a few days ago." Jack waited for his reply, determined to get answers from him this time.

Milton struggled to find the right way to tell Jack something he was barely figuring out himself.

"I don't know Jack, I'm honestly confused myself and don't know if I'm ready exa-." Milton stopped himself short.

Jack could see how scared Milton seemed to get all of sudden and he didn't want to push but at the same time he was angry knowing Milton trusted Carson instead of him. Jack then reached for the other boys hand.

"Please Mils." He didn't know why he felt this crazy urge to be so close to Milton, his fucking heart ached.

'Oh gosh," Milton thought as he looked into his friends handsome puppy dog face and taking the chance in risking his friendship.

"I've noticed myself liking boys Jack." Milton held his breath as he stayed strong looking into Jack's eyes.

"Oh." Jack couldn't help being surprised but also strangely happy.

Milton was stunned to see Jack's oh so sweet slow smile that he does when he genuinely cares and waits patiently as you talk. Also shut up, he knows how creepy it is to be able to interpret Jack's smiles.

"You're okay with this?" He really wants Jack to be okay with him.

"Well.. Yeah, you see my mom is lesbian. I just don't blast it cause people can be dumb and cruel, so I get your fears Mils. Anyways um, I'm here."

"Thanks." Milton wanted more then anything to press each others foreheads together and bask

in all that is Jack Brewer's presence.

"I like you."

Milton's brain snapped as he must've mistaken the words he heard just now, 'did he space out?' he wondered.

"What?" He questioned out loud.

"I know that was really out of the blue and honestly its new to me but lately Milton you've been all over my mind constantly and I know myself enough that there's an attraction for me.

I don't mean for us to jump into anything just trying to get closer I guess..I mean just more you know?." Jack squeezed Milton's hand harder trying not sound anymore dumb and hoping Milton gets what he's saying through his eyes.

"I think I get it Jacks." He didn't quite know what to expect but he was willing as long as Jack was to.

"Good. Can I call you tonight to talk more?" He watched as his friend nodded his head feeling relieved.

The two stayed quiet basking in the warm sun beaming down on them, both happy but still confused on where they were heading or will be facing in the future.

A/N: I'll probably be including Carson's and Milton's conversation along with Rudy's date but not sure since I'm having a harder time with those chapters. Carson and Milton's chap will have more insight of course especially since I will be bringing Carson in again. Rudy's I just kinda want have with his date scene lol