Trigger warning?

I was too late. I reached for him, but I wasnt able to grab him. I missed him by mere inches.

I look down in horror and see him falling. I get up at lightning speed and run all the way down to the ground. I spot Deku lying on the ground and I prayed to anyone who would listen that he wasn't dead.

I hurry and quickly make my way over to him and oh he looks so awful to the point I found a gasp of horror escape my lips.

There blood pooling out from a giant would that I ding at his head, hidden by his fluffy, green curls. His body was making a position I didn't even know was humanly possible. His arms were twisted at odd angles, making it clear that they were in fact broken. Cuts were found every where on his body and his uniform was torn in many places.

The nerds face contained a look of inner pain and agony. I fall to my knees and then take out my phone quickly calling an ambulance to come here as fast as they can.

It's been a minute when I look at the nerd and we his eyes starts to flutter open.

He slowly turns his head to the side and looks at me.

"Ka-cchan" he says weakly,"why are you crying?

Oh. I didn't even realise it, but I was in fact crying, sobbing even.

-Izuku's P.O.V.-

Oh gosh it hurts, it hurts so much.

I agonizingly (is that a word) open my eyes and the first thing my eyes land on is Kacchan. Wait was he crying?!

Why would he, the person I looked up to my entire life, who has shown no emotions other than pride and anger, cry for someone as worthless as me?

I ask him why he was crying, in all honestly I'm not even sure if he heard me, I can't even hear myself, but instead of responding he just looks at me and suddenly sobs, or what I think are sobs escape his mouth.

Wow I really am a burden here I am slowly dying and Kacchan is here crying because of me. How worthless can I get?

I look into his eyes and all I see is sadness, guilt, regret, and the slightest hint of anger.

He opens his mouth and ask me "Y-ou darn nerd. Why did you do it?" It sounds muffled though as if I were under water, but I don't see any water around me.

He-he actually cares about me.

"I was supposed to apologize to you for all the things I did to you and what I told you but I don't even think I can do that now." Hmm still muffled.

Huh apologize...?

He was going to apologize, how selfish am I thinking only about myself and not others. How they would react to my death. Oh and my mom, what would she think? How did I not think of this before.

I look up to him and weakly reply, "Its okay Kacchan."

"No it's not you darn nerd, you're going to die and it's my fault because I could keep my stupid mouth shut."

I want to reply to him but a huge wave a dizzynes washes over me and I see black dots start to appear before my vision.

"You darn nerd" I faintly hear, "stay awake you hear me stay awake. Don't die on me please."

I'm sorry but I don't think I can stay much longer.

The pain at this point is unbearable. Darkness is stating to take over my vision and I feel myself starting to go limp.

"Stay awake Deku, come on please!" I hear Kacchan sob.

I'm sorry. I think as I slowly succumb to the darkness.

-Katsuki's P.O.V.-

"No, no, no ,no, no Deku wake up please."

I wrap my arms around him and lift my hand to his chest to check if he's breathing.

He's not.

I move my hands to his neck to check his pulse. It cells as if my heart decided to stop because...

...there's no pulse.

"This can't be h-happeing. Where's the ambulence?"

I whisper while I sob.

I hold Deku's now lifeless body close to mine while and cry and sob waiting for the ambulance to finally come.

I finally here the dumb ambulence in the distance, but I know it's no use, they got here to late and now he's gone and he's never coming back.

When they finally arrive they start asking me questions as they try to take the nerd away from me but I just hold onto him tighter.

"He's gone." I whisper.

I guess they didn't hear me because they still try and try to take him.

Eventually they do take him away and I'm left there on my knees staring at the blood that is present on my hands.

His blood.

I slowly stand up and wipe my face to hopefully remove the tears, except that only smears his blood on my face.

I get up feom where im kneeling and make my way over to where I threw the nerds notebook out the window. I see it in the fish pond.

I reach down, take it out and look over it.

Then realization hit me full force, he's gone, Deku won't be around any more, I won't see his bright smile, or hear his stupid mumbling, he's gone and he won't ever come back.

I once again drop down to my knees and sob. I clutch his burnt, wet notebook to my chest and I cry and I sob and scream even though I know there's no way of him coming back.