Hi :)

As you can see, I have changed my nickname from QueenIeva to MrsxShepherd. Also I have changed the picture of this story. Do you like it?

There is one week left until my winter break, so I am hoping that I will be able to post more of this fanfic and maybe start another one. It would also be about Merder of course xD. I love them and that's one of the reasons why I can't let him (Derek) go.


"He will be here in five minutes." Luke told them and Meredith's world stopped. He will be there in five minutes. She will finally see her husband.

Meredith stood up and took Amelia's hand ir her. She squeezed it and also stood up. They both looked into each other's eyes and Amelia took a deep breath. She was also as frightened as Meredith.

"Where we should go?" Amelia asked. She removed her hand from Meredith's and wrapped them around herself.

"Follow me."

Luke went through big doors, which led outside. Rain had stopped, and Meredith looked into the dark sky. There was no light there, but then out of nowhere she saw something. At first it was a small dot, but then it grew bigger and bigger and then she saw it. It was an airplain.

This time Amelia was the one, who took Meredith's hand and squeezed it.

"That's our plane." Luke said and looked at them. He saw two scared woman, who were waiting for a miracle, and their miracle was coming home. He meant a lot to them. He was Meredith's and Amelia's life.

Meredith was looking at the plane. Only in a few minutes he will be here. Her husband, her Derek, will be here. She will see him again, hold him in her small hands and, when he will wake up, she will kiss him. Meredith will say 'I love you' and kiss kim everywere. She will take they kids to him, Derek will meet his little and only daughter Ellis. Their kid will again have their father and she will again have her husband.

"We will do everything." Amelia whispered. Meredith looked at her and say her sister-in-law crying. They will do anything to wake him up again and make him to see the daylight. Together they will do everything. Together they are strong and unstoppable, no one can get in their way. With Bailey, Chief, Jackson, Callie, even Maggie and all others they will do everything. They are the dream team, who is missing one person, one man, who can change the entire world, can do impossible surgeries and bring back patients from death. And now they have to save him from death.

Derek Shepherd will be saved and both woman knew it.

"We will." Meredith smiled for the first time in the last few hours. "He will live, Amy, I am sure of it."

Amelia also smiled. She knew it.

"He is here." Luke said as the plane landed. It was a green military plane with big back doors. As the doors began to open, Meredith released Amelia's hand and started to walk towards it. She was waiting for this moment too long and finally it was here.

While Meredith was walking, Amelia and Luke stayed back watching her. They wanted to give her some space, when she sees him. Amelia also wanted to see Derek, but she knew what this all meant for Meredith, how much she had cried for the last year, how much she had hoped for a moment like this. This was special for Meredith and she should be the first one to see Derek after all.

Meredith stopped just a few steps away from the plain. The doctors were leading a bed with her husband down. Just as they stepped down, she started to walk again, this time faster than before, almost running. In a few short seconds she was next to him.

"Derek..." She said and looked at his sleeping form. He looked just like in the photo. His hairs was truly longer and she saw one grey hair pinch in front of his hair. It was something between his natural dark hair and a grey colour. There were also a few other grey hair in his almost shoulder lenght hair, but she didn't care about it.

Derek also had beard. It wasn't long, but definitely longer than his usual face hair. Also it had some grey stubble in it, but he still loked young and beautiful. He had a scar on his forehead from motobike accident when he was younger. His face also had another scar. It was on his right side of the face, next to his eye and was about 5 cm long.

Meredith also saw that her husband had lost some weight. It was usual for patients in coma, but she was concerned about it. The rest of his body was covered with white blanket, it was connected with different wires and tubes, but most importantly – his heart was beating. She saw it on his heart monitor.

She lifted her left hand and touched his face. Derek's beard scratched her hand, but she didn't care. She could live with it, if he decides to grow his beard this long.

"Derek." She said again and with other hand touched his hair. Their were soft, just as she remembers them. Meredith smiled. "We will get through this, I promise." And for the first time in the past weeks she cried from the hapiness. She was happy.


"Were should we take him from here?" Asked one of the doctors, who was with Derek.

"Grey Sloan." Meredith answered. "Do you know were it is?"

"Yes, Mrs. Shepherd." He answered and said it to the doctors, who were putting Derek in the ambulance.

"I'm going with him." Meredith answered and looked at her sister-in-law. "If you don't mind."

Amelia took a step closer and hugged Meredith. "Go, he need you more than me. After all you are his wife, the love of his life. I'm just his little sister, who always gets into a trouble."

Meredith left Amelia's embrace and took her hand in hers. "Amelia, you know that it's not true. You mean Derek just as much as I. You are his little sister, the only one, who supported his decision to move here, divorce Addison after all what had happened and didn't persuade him to save his marriage. You are the one, who doesn't hate me or blame me for his death…. I still remember Nancy's and Liz's words at his funerel."


"It's your fault that my brother is dead. He should have never married you and stayed in Seattle. D.C. was the best thing that has happened in his life and you took it from him. He is dead because of you, Meredith."

"Maybe he should have stayed in New York or returned after Addison came to Seattle. He would still be alive. You made him stay here, and now he is dead."


"Meredith." Amelia wiped Meredith's tears. Her sisters' words hurt Meredith. "Don't worry about them, Mer. That all is in the past now. Derek is alive, and together we will wake him up."

"We will." She said it for the second time in the past hour.

"Mrs. Shepherd, are coming with us?" Asked another doctor. Meredith nodded and made her way to the ambulance, while Amelia went with Luca.