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Chapter 15

Vanessa's POV

My anger arose quickly when I saw his face.

"Yes?" I asked him not letting him entering my room.

"Are you going to let me in?" he asked me. I couldn't believe this. I decided to let him in my room and get what he had to say over with. He walked into my room like he was untouchable.

"Why are you not dress yet?" he said.

"Dress for what? I don't have any plans today." I told him.

"You don't remember the trip to aspen with the senators and their wives." He said. I couldn't barley look at him. All I could see was lies, anger, deception, and betrayal. He wasn't the same man I married that was glorious and faithful. He was the only man I loved.

"Now get ready and packed your things we will be leaving." I looked at him and he gave me the smiled I feel in love with a long time ago. But I stood there saying nothing.

"Look," he started to say walking up towards me "The way I acted was wrong. I love you, Vanessa." I looked in his eyes hoping he meant that.

"What about Lisa.." I asked

"I know that I had that affair with her ."

"And I child." I cut him off.

"But we are still married." He said. He did had a point there. I did tell myself when I was young that my first marriage will be my only and no matter what happened in the marriage we would stick together. I still love Randy, he was my first love. Who can rarely say they married their first love. Maybe this vacation with him is what she need to fix her marriage and figure out what went wrong. Plus he would be away from Lisa.

"You're right." I said and looked at him for a moment. He came closer to me and his body was close to mine. The way I wanted it to be. The way it's meant to be. "I'll start packing." I smiled at him.

"Good, I'll be waiting in the plane for you." He kissed me on the lips softly. I embrace his kiss and he pulled back. He winked at me and headed out of my room. I stood where I stand hearing the door close. I close my eyes remembering the first time we kiss….

Summer of 2000 ….

"You look beautiful you know that.." Randy said to me. I looked at him with such admiration.

"You're the first guy who said that to me in person" I shyly blush and turn my head away so he wouldn't notice.

"Come on, Vanessa I know you're blushing. Not even you can resist my charms." He chuckled.

"Not even me? Why would you think I would want you, Mr. Orton" I said to him with my sass. He laughed and took my hands and looked into my eyes.

"Because I know one day you're going to be the Mrs. Orton." He said with seriousness. That's when I started to laugh looking away. Then I turn back at him and saw that he was serious.

"Randy. We haven't even kiss let alone.." That's when he shut me up with his mouth. I didn't expect it one but nor did I know how to kiss because it was my first. I close my eyes and followed his movement. His mouth tasted sweeter than candy and I loved every minute that was happening. I open my mouth allowing his tongue to enter. His tongue swirl against mine and he quickly claim dominance. I pulled back for air and he smile. I looked into his eyes and every second that I was looking into them. I was falling more in love with this man. It only been a 8 months and I don't see nobody else but him..

That's when Randy took my hand and held it with his looking into my eyes again.

"I love you Vanessa. You are the only women I feel this way about and I want you. I promise I will never do anything to hurt you. My heart is forever yours.." I saw it in his eyes that he was telling the truth. The man I love, possibly loves me more…

**End of flashback**

I smiled at myself, knowing this marriage is not over. That's the reason why I know deep down he still loves me. The reason why I know I can't possibly love another man like I love Randy and I know another can't ever love me like that only Randy. It's impossible. Hopefully this vacation will bring us close together again… Only time will tell.